Now Playing: it'done in my head compleatly drums and all in eletric guitar I have the accoustic
guitar allready written,(she could verry well be the acid queen,clock work orang where thers abuse theres me,dare devil ect,ect,
it's not easy being me I tell ya! it's a tough job,verry thankless, but I'm raised for it,I brush it off like it aint no thing,the first time I remember seeing a dead body was around five my neibor got stabed seventeen times,.right next door in a smalll apt building,I saw the body go out on a gurni with a sheet just soked in blood,I kinda laughed seemed some how comical,I look at life differently than the most middle class,ect ya know what I mean yea then four days latter I find my mother,,,crazy man freakin crazy(oh them ticket was given in a parking lot in nev,one of them,there not even allowed to take a repot in a parking lot I think LAUB TOLD ME,AT HARRIS CASINO SO THEY MUST HAVE THE FILM,i MEAN CONSIDERING IT'S ME AND ALL i MEAN YOU,SHES ME!!!) OR i'LL FORGET,SO many THINGS WHICH BRINGS ME TO kEANA rEAVS and the matrix,,,to have a connection to so maney people like in the billions and to always be right as rain,and my past,,,about five or six years ago they sais"you did it kevin you stayede alive long enough there will always be more people that love you than dont,,,for etrnity"that was a long time ago,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
" the shades of black"
that black,through cut slash attack bhack
get out,the shades of black
the shades of black that pass in and out of my soul
they feel and touch apoun you,some wrap me like a snake
that black,through cut slash attack,back
get out,the shades of black
life it's self gets punished for it's existence
deserts perish salmon gone forever
the good work they call it
the only garentee is heven
that black,through cut slash attack,back
get out,
the shades of black.
I wrote that in a min on 1/26 08
so so ya know I havent lost it or anything,it was an emottional thing
the polititions kepp harpen on me to discuss clean sex,,,ya know condoms withdrawl dose not work you'll still get pregnent,,,you all should get some real lititure out there for them,so they can read it for themselfs,,,, I mean really it's life or death,and on that note I will boldly say that being a swinger or wife swaping is probably the most dangerous thing you could do in the world today!!!!!!!! want to ber in the back of that van playin S/AND M,WITH YOUR EXWIFE THEY LIKE STABBED HER TO DEATH.
i WAIT FOR MY SWEET HEART TO,IT'S JUST NOT A PARTY WITHOUT ALL OF YOU HOME,i ADVISE STUDYING HOW AND WHY THE BRAIN WORKS FOR TRAMATIZATION,TO UNDERSTAND WHY,"PHYCOLOGY TODAY" REALLY HELPED ME PHYCOANILIZE MY SELF,i BALLANCED IT, ALL GAINED WISDOM FROM IT ALL .THAT WITH LOVE AND COMPASION,,,,,,YEA GO AHEAD GET IT ALL OUT OF YA,DONE YET EVERYONE,LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT POST TRAMATIC SHOCK,UH i'M A NICE GUY,IF YOU IDIOTS SCREWD WITH A VETREN LIKE YOU DO TO ME IT COULD BE THE LAST THING YOU EVER DO!!!!,YOUR NOT DEALING WITH ME VERRY WELL,ALL THIS ATTACK i CANT REALLY UNDER STAND YOUR PEOPLES PROBLUM,IS IT ALCAHOLISUM?SURVAY SAYS THERES "one million" coke or speed addicts in america, "news week"the one with the gun on it., just do the math coke overdose could get you in jail; after e.r,do the math,,,thats why I keep pushing live indrug rehab phycilitys,,,thats all the crime world asked for,so it dosent pass down to there kids,,DO IT!!!!!! want your crime rate to go down????.
I'm tellin ya man eventually the mexicans are gonna get ugly on that wall like tank fire,,,, some day,,,,,,,,,,,,, there there and ther not going away we better get fixen them up so when it dose happen it blends better,,ya know they need help with crime,,,o.k.,,,child atrocitys well we better get thinkin about it my friends it's gonna be you can see futcher certain" and when it works,hey ah mexico is a beatifull place "IMAGIN"IF THEY WHERE ALL HAPPY OR SOME WHERE MUCH BETTER,OUR COUNTRY WOULD COME TO A GRINGING HALT WITHOUt ALL THIS ETNICITY,WILLING TO DO THE WORK NO ONE ELSE DOSE, DO YOU KNOW YOUR MAIDS NAME??? YOU SHOULD LEARN IT IT'S DISRESPECTFULL NOT TO! YA GOTTA BLEND PEOPLE,THE WORLDS COMMING,i THINK ABOUT PLACES TO SAVE LIKE THESE GIENT RANCHES IN WHYOMING,NOT BUILT ON LAND NOT FARMED,OWNED BY SOMEONE,YA JUST NEVER REALLY KNOW BUT LONG IN THE DISTENCE THERE THE ROOF TOP OF THE FARMER/OWNERS HOUSE,,, THAT LIFE,,RICH ENOUGH TO LIVE IN WHYOMING,,MAYBE NOW YA KNOW WHAT i MEAN?,,,,"i'VE BEEN TELLING YOU,i'M A GENIUS SINCE i WAS SEVENTEEN",,,THANKS DONOLD AND EVERYONE,,,YOU PEOPLE WOULD HAVE BLOWN YOURSELFS INTO THE MILKYWAY BY NOW IF IT WASENT FOR THOES ARTIS,,THE RING OF FIRE,'hey,boom,check,the timing ,earth quake in nevada,moments after I posted my blog,,thats the second time for that timing,,,,,,,,WERE GROWING VERR5Y IMPAITENT" THATS THEM EVERYONE,,THEY TOLD ME THAT i WILL NEVER KNOW WHO "THEY" ARE AND NEITHER WILL ANYONE. YA KNOW FORTY FOUR CHILDREN DIED IN A MINNING ACCIDENT IN NOVA SCOTIA"BOB DYLAN,IT'S IN A ROCK HISTORY BOOK WHY NEXT TO EACH OTHER WHATS THE RELATION,,,,HMMMMM,AND STILL YOU PEOPLE RESIST YOUR DOING THE SAME FREAKIN THING,FIGHTING YOUR KIDS,,BUT THIS TIME IT'S YOU THE BABBY BOOMER,,,,i WOULD MAKE MUCH BETTER AND PROFOUND DECISIONS FAster with less if no destruction,if I wasent suffering,cerial killer will turn them selfs in witness will apear crimes will be solved,violence would almost plumet to noting,,,why cant you people see,they told me wait till you see the marketing toys,tees hats,ect,ect ,,could be a tease,could be a carrot or a radish as far as I know I 've been taughht not to be a sucker,so till then,I'll contumplate Africa"
peace in every one,love kevin,,,,,jen,jen,jen,jen,jen,jen,
