Now Playing: god bless mom,holy cow!! paid my rent and my way to s.f.
I havent gotten a normal ssi check since I got tosed in jail,thats like six months,no suplamentel for like three months then overpayment so pay back,yank out of my checkwouldnt let me do payment for suplamentel,screwd for my birth day thanks!
but mom saved the day,I got my stimulus money today!!so that helps,250.00,,my moms not rich ya know everyone neither is my father,my mothers boyfriend is well off,verry,and my dads wife/my step mother comes from a good family,New Oleans Moreen is from,my dad just paid for half of my new mattress,my parents are really trying,really trying to help me.
the trip off the mountain will be a big sigh of releif,to be shure,it's a different world up here,
lets talk about jennifer and myself,,a feminist plot!@!!! if there was just gonna be no women,thats how it is,if there was no jenn in my heart there would just be no one! I realize that jennifer has saved me from a world of missery,,thoes chicks,I wasent gonna find love,those chicks would have just taken turns f---ing a rock star,one after another,I experienced that situation right in the begging,lots of women,in vermont,lots of offers,then c.a. on madesto women wanting to turn tricks for me,"sorry honey I'm no pimp",then brook,no love just want some of kevins heart for a coupple days,then off to the next guy she found,,,nothing wrong with that,good to have lots of beatifull women that do that,but not for me my friends,every guy will say I'm crazy for turning that down,right,I'm a rock star a different girl every day I could do just like when I was in the carnival,diferent every day,there was no aids then,,,,,,,,nope I'm an artist,a sensitive artist it comes out in my music you can hear fragil, easaly hurt,,no thoes chicks would have ME on herion from heartbreak in nothin flat,,,,,
kevin loves jennifer,wife to be sweety?are we to old to have children ?just travel the world and play shows,PERMANENT VACATION SWEETY? or children it's up to you
I'm gonna BE,you know that right everyone?
I'm worth a freakin fortune,you know that right everyone?
got thoes train familys eating and off welfair,,,yipi!!!!!!! we get this Somolia port thing going and the oakland shiping yard will be rockin eh?
I turnrd on the t.v. this morning and right away a five hundred ace fire,still burning?sorry I keep thinking I wish I could do somthing, an apartment fire and two crop dusters head on colision,ect,ect,thats them everyone I read the sighns and the timeing,of corse no one will admit but thats what is.
rock star sapport,it's another summer.and I'm wishing they would come and retrive the chairman of the board,,me, so to save homes that I know for a fact will burn down for rock star saport,there not messin around here folks,buy fire proof safes and protect photo albums,,,,
lisithen everyone I have lived you alls situation ,I have lost everything I've owned like six times,los4e then build up again have things then ,,slam down again everything stolen,sold at garage sales,,like six times,,ya know why you all do that to me ,,,? for kevin sovighners,make me homless and wala you get kevins every possion for next to nothing,basterds,,!!!!!!,seen the comercial,with the carosell horse"give ya fifty cents for it"yea thats intentional,how maney vintege record collections I've lost,stacks feet high,all my photos ,virtually no photos of me as a kid like none,three maybe, mom has some,everything freakin everything and girl friend to all in the same day sleeping bag that night under the novato overpass,stolen everything.
well got to run errands,leaving tomorow at two thirty on amtrack from tahoe see ya fri night San Fransico,like eight pm,thinking about bringing my guitar for hippi hill,would be nice you guys havent heard me play in a long time ,,I'm incredibly better now, down right fonamnl I do have my own identity but there saying the next Stevi Ray ,,,but I'm playing an accoustic guitar waht do you all me,,,,,,,UNDEFINED,NO ONE TO COMPARE ME TO!! SEE YA SOON EVERYONE ,STILL WORKIN ON THAT ROAD SHOW FOR YA,EVERYONE,CAMPELLS SOUP FIFTY CENTS A CUP!????
i LOVE ALL OF YOU TO,,,PEACE
