Now Playing: wow sweet heart,you know me like no one,ever has
I guess my last blog was the right reaction hu?",I'm the luckeyest man alive to have you love me like you do!"I knew not what it was,till I met you swetheart,,they tell me I scare you and I thought it was like in a bad way but,,,,,,you really scare me,same way hu?you could do somting like turn me down,,it's really scary,every time I see you on t.v. or media,I get scared of what I might see,,,.
thats me all over man,great acting,yea a homless shelter,,quite smoking ,,no problum all ya got to do is ask...
so I'm at a loss,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,oh you bitch sue,,,,,I really only watched the first ten min of there movie, to the laundry mat,and turned it off,this morning I turned it back,(got me),on and finished watching it,I
ya see I was thinking it would get more riskay,spelling sucks,,,,
all last night trying to think of how life would be without jenn,if going out with a movie star was or is to much,,,,(YA REALLY GOT TA TRY TO IMAGINE BEING ME,DONT GO CRAZY,MAN),,,,,,,,,,,
THERES NO TO MUCH TO A WOMEN THAT LOVES ME LIKE THAt,
on being me,the one,,,I'm looking out the window of the coffie shop where I'm bloging from and it's snowing pretty good up here,got a good three feet of snow over night and still snowing,yipi for TAHOE!!!!!!,it's a long walk,,,,,,,,yes indeed a long walk all decked out ion my snow gear,a coat that came from Hevenly ski resort,snow boots gloves scarves,and walk about a mile and a half through thigh deep snow,powerfull exercise for me,but it's easy to over do it, got ta be carefull,,,,.
kids this is for ya all to learn maybe from my experiencs,I sapose thats why I do this,,I used to pick up my homless friends on christmass morning and truck them all to the warm soup kitchen in my sabb 900 se turbo,one of us got lucky,not stufin my nose at them,still have my car parked on privet property,safe,,whew, I paid 18,000 with forty thousand miles, thanks David,"fathers and sons" sabb dealership,spring feild mass? close,lost the key,freaken thousand bucks chucks!"
lisithen ,back on track,,,,,,, I punish myself for ever saying one bad thing about jennifer the women I'm in love with,it can get severe,and last a while,mentely sort of torturing or,discovering the right path,hit a lot of ow's on the way,trying to find a way for her to say NO,IT COULDNT BE THAT MALE AND FEMALE INTERACTION COULD BE THIS CLOSE,SHE KNOWS EVERY BREATH i TAKE,,,i'M FEELING really loved by you sweet heart,,from abuse I push,,,ALL AWAY, musician,,ok,,, work for me ,ok, pretty girl,,,no way get away shew.bitch,,,be mean,get away!!!!!!,,,,, you got through all that,,,,(,JUST WALKED RIGHT THROUGH MY WALL!") ,,,ALL MY DEFENCES SHES MASTERED,AND IT GOES ON,,DO YOU REALLY WANT KIDS,i'M FORTY FIVE YEARS OLD,,,?WELL WE'LL SEE SOON i HOPE SWEET HEART IN PERSON IS WARMER IN THIS SNOW,,,,,i CANT BELIVE i CALLED YOU A BITCH,SORRY IT'S NOT EASY BEING KEVIN j. o'CONNELL,
PEACE IN EVERY ONE,,,LISITHEN TAKE THIS ALL TO HEART YOUNGER NEW GENERATION,,,,THIS,,LOVE,,THIS,,THIS,,WHAT i AM FELLING,,, IS WORTH THE WAIT OF A LIFE TIME,,,,BE LOOKING FOR THAT,THIS,,SHILVERY IS A BIG ROLL IN SOCIETY ,IT BOILES DOWN TO EVEN COOKING A POT OF FOOD, IT AFFECTS THE WORLDS SITUATION EVEN IF IT'S JUST IN YOUR OWN NEIBORHOOD,,,,
OK GOT TO TRY TO MAKE IT HOME LOOKS KINDA CHILLY OUT THERE,HOME SOON...PEACE WILL PREVAIL!!! WHEN SWEET HEART WHEN?
