Now Playing: "oh please dont let go!" a live c.d. someone gave me.
hellow dead heads,dark star fans,I know now you folks love me..wanna help.this is to push to connect with the past blogs,,,thoes songs,from Jerry that are me and jennifer"oweii,coat soaked through in the poing rain" thats jennifer watching me, push it on all thoes that need k and j love.
this you see my friends and family nwhy I let so much of my real self go out??confused,no rock star dose that,no movie star dose that,there like fictious carecters that live in some other world.
lokk at kevin,dark star,I'm real,,I have real feelings,my heart breaks,and I cry,I get lonly,,,so dose,"Lady Ga Ga"so dose Jennifer Aniston,so dose "Ozy Ozborns heart break!!!!!!!!!
where real people with real feelings stop hurting us/my family,stop saying rude things to Tom Cruzes Family,,,just an exampel man,,, stop using Heath Ledgers gone wrong romance to try to drive him into suiside caus your ,what,jelous,look at the life I've had to lead to be Kevin Joseph O'connell,,hell man die man raped man screwd man,fu----d man!!!!! !,your jelous of me wana be me mother f-----s,,,,twenty one broken bones and if they fix them they have to admit to guilt so my broken bones go UNFIXED!!!!,,ya wanna be me?some people hate me for being "Dark Star"man dark star destroys!!!
a hard life my friends you just can't know how hard,pull myself up from my own boot straps and make it from the streets to a "PLUMBING DIVISION SUPERVISOR" ONLY TO BREAK MY NECK PLUMPING A HOUSE BOAT IN SAUSALITO,MY WHOLE CARRER GONE IN THE BLINK OF AN EYE,THEN STRUGEL TO LIVE THROUGH THE INJURY THEY SAID WOULD SLOWLY KILL ME,THEN GAIN MY SELF CONFADENCE BACK ,START PUSHING MY MUSIC,COAST TO COAST,MAKE A C.D.,,FREAKEN DONT GIVE UP,TAKE ANOTHER PAIN KILLER ,KEEP DRIVING,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
TO NOW,"THE FAME MONSTER",SHE LOVES ME EVERYONE,JENNIFER SHES BEEN WATCHING ME,TAKING CARE,"IT'S OK,,,,,,SHES WHY i FEED MYSELF AND WORRY ABOUT MY SKIN AND DONT OVER HIKE,SHES WHY i'M ALIVE,i STRIVE TO BE EVERYTHING JENNIFER aNISTON WANTS ME TO BE,,,,IS IT NOT GETTING MORE AND MORE UNDIENIABLE,,,,,, YEA i DO JUST KNOCK ON PEOPLES DOORS CAUSE i'M LONLEY,THATS ME,AT SOME MOTTELL,LONLY IN SOME UNKNOWN STATE,"WANA HERE ME PLAY GUITAR,i'M REALLY GOOD GUITAR PLAYER," DO YA GET STONED WANNA GET STONED?,,WANNA RIDE TO THE DEAD SHOW FROM SAN FRANSICO?",i HAVE NEVER SLEPT WITH A WORKING GIRL BUT THEY KNOW ME,i BUY BREKFAST,YEA FREE JUST WANT SOMEONE TO TALK TO,THOES DAYS ARE GONE NOW,,,,,,,,
i NEED STABILITY i'M GETTING TO OLD FOR THIS i NEED WHATS REAL THATS JENNIFER,AND THERES A RING (LIKE ON FRIENDS) THAT COMES FROM MY GREAT GRANDMOTHER,,WAS ON "ellen" ONCE i SAW A CANNARI,THAT RELATED TO JENNIFER!"CATCH THAT,HOW ABOUT LAST NIGHT"IN JUNE" TO GOOD TO BE TRUE,i'LL KEEP THAT ON HOLD FOR AWHILE,,MRS,ANISTON/O'CONNELL,I dont want to take anything away from you only add to you sweet heart,your friends are my friends ya know.
so thats the premisis,kevin wont just free himself,he's not like that kevin will free every one!!!!!!!!
comeon everyone "where only famelys apart" "Machine gun"Jimmi Hendrix".
stop,stop,stop,driving each other crazy,it will wreak our country,ya know Bill Gates funds like thirty million dollers anualy for our kids education,,thats free money,,,come on love each other stop torturing the famous,we have kids to.l
hows me,,hu what do you think,depressed,verry ,miss jennifer,lonley,extreamly lonly tired of playing guitar to my four walls,
"dear mr.fanticy play us a tune,someting to make all happy,please dont be sad if it was a stright life you had,cause then we wouldnt have known you all these years"the fustration of WAIT! LOOK WHAT i'M WAITING FOR,SHE,JENNIFER, SEES MY VISION ,"no!"
REMEMBER bOSTON,"IRISH PLUMBERS DONT DIE THEY JUST GET LEGENDARY!"
,HU HELLS KITCHEN,,,? iRISH CORK TILL THE END!,LONG ARMS,,BEYOND BELIVING SHOLDERS,TANASITY!!!! A TRUE CONCERERS BLOOD"
THANK YOU" dEN mARK"i GOT TO HERE YOUR GIRLS COUIR SINGING,,LUCKY ME ,WOW SO BEATIFULL,WOW!.
i'M TRYING TO HANG ON HERE JENNIFER EQUELLS A LOT OF ANTISAPATION,KEVIN LOVES YA SWEET HEART i BELONG TO YOU ALONE!!!!.love me!!!!!!!!
