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LETS SEE,",the wall"pink in the pool,thoes sighns are from the vally,the ipitamy there off,thoes sighns,,,
I was sitting on the eadge of the pool,I must have been six years old,same street as KINGS ARMS,diferent apartment(every year,mr.breez),my brother was swiming in the pool and threw a foot ball to me it hit me in the face and broke my nose(rudolf the red nosed raindeer)it knocked me unconsious,I slid into the pool with the concreat eadge of the pool leaving a gash down my back as I slid in,my head hit the eadge of the pool as I went under,the verry bace of my skull,kinda,smaCK,BOUNCE, IT CRUSHED IN THE BACK OF MY SKULL,THE POOL WATER TURNED red AS MY HEAD SQUIRTED OUT BLOOD,,NO DOCTOR,,THE NEIBORS BROUGHT ME IN,AND PUT RAGS TILL THE BLEEDING STOPED,ASPRIN AND BED,,LUCKY,MOTHER FREAKER,LUCKY,LUCKY,LUCKY!HEAD INJURY ,SLEEP no,no,no,!!!!!!I survived,I'm still here,,
the flat top came from my step brother on Loranzana dr, above Taft High School,(the house they tore up,drug dealers),dad sold the house,,,
my brother and my step brother where beatting the shit out of me,out frount,in frount of MOWTOWN!!! across the street,my step brother grabed me by the ears and slamed my head repeatedly against the ,concreat curb,I think,all I remember after that was the ivy I woke up in and my brother saying ,"we thought we killed you",once again no docter,stop the bleeding and asprin and sleep,,again,no,no,no,no,!!!!,blood squirting out of my head in the kitchen,my step brother scremming it wasent his fault,and slam,I got one punch in right in frount of his mother,bitch!,,,
well I didnt die,lucky,lucky,luck, I'm still fuc en alive it's a mirical to me,I'm the one it happened tpo ,I remember how much my head hurt as I lay there on the black rubber maat at kings arms apartments,,all I could do was smell the rubber and the blood,I still remember that smell,scremming,never went unconsious,it really freakin hurt,,,
why am I alive"Pearl jam"do I deserve to be,.
grocery stor and a cab home dont feel well ,being around my family usally wrecks me for a while,,,
peace in every one,got to go
