Now Playing: so what is an artist,I ask?
an artist is scared,an artist is in there own vision of reality,
I dont have to read this book,just the first three pages,and the whole world comes into view,,,because I am he,them,the newest "one" my art,paintings and sketches are all over the world,the medical marjuana club has my only one oil painting,I belive,it's fire,and some smokey blue sky,cut in half canvase,didnt lke the other half,my mother and Ron have three framed paintings by me,one is watercouler on canvase,some world I offten leave to,with the gold frame,a desert scean,with a road to knowwhere,and the one on my wall for Jennifer Aniston,a "self portrate"in a nice frame,a hospital blanket I painted another self portrate it's like five feet by eight feet,my largest peice,and a hand done wodden tea table still in the works waiting for the paint to dry,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,I here it,enough about that,I needed to put in a plug for myself "Charles Saatchi" another club up here haS A PEN AND INK WITH A TOMB STONE RUBBING THAT GOES WITH IT THEY HAVE BOLTH.YEA PUSHES THROUGH,,A BLUE ONE,,A DRAWR FULL OF UNLISTED STUFF AS WELL,THAT i HAVE
ENOUGH,HELLOW FAMILYS i PROBABLY HAVE YOUR ATTENTION ,MY HEART BREAKS,BREAKS HARD,i STRIVE TO STUDY WHY,WHY,WHY,,WE SEEM TO HAVE EXCEPTED THE FACT THAT ARTIST DIE, i NEED TO UNDERSTAND THIS PHANOMANAN,jOHN pOLLACK,"bISQUIAT" SO MANY TIMES i HAVE BEEN THERE i HAVE GONE TO THE LIGHT MANY TIMES AT LEAST DIED SIX TIMES,,YA MAKE YOUR FAME AND YOUR NAME AND YOU BECOME SUCH AN ARTIST BY EVERY DETERMINATION THAT,MONEY NO LONGER MATTERS,JUST WHAT YOU NEED TO BE COUMFRTABLE TO EAT AND SEX,THAT COSTS MONEY,THE iDEA OF MONEY GOES AWAY,THE ATHORITY THAT BORNS MONEY,THE PILL POPING SCOCILITES THAT THE ARTIST DOSENT APRECIATE,"THERE NOT MY KIND" THERE IN SHINNEY MONATARY WORLD.
IT SUCKS,IT SUCKS,IT SUCKS,BEING AN ARTIST,IT'S HARD,A HARD LIFE TO BE SHURE AND YOUR ONLY A LUCKYMOTHER YOU KNOW WHAT IF YOU MAKE A BUCK!!,AND IT'S JUST STOMP,STOMP,STOMP,i WANT TO BE THE ONE ,,NOT YOU!!!!,,,,BUT IT HAS TO BE THE ONE YOU MOST HATE,OR THAT YOU HAVE TAUGHT YOURSELFS TO HATE,YEA THATS ALWAYS THE ONE THAT BECOMES THE ONE,,,"aNDY wHARHOLE"STRANGE IN COMPARISON TO OTHERS EVEN IN N.Y.,,,
I AM THE TRUE ONLY ARTIST!!! i alone have turned the entire worlds art idiology tO my name"KEVIN J.O'CONNELL" IN MY SUFFERING i LIVE IN MY LIFE i WILL SEE MY OWN FAME, SO i STUDY WHY.bASQUIAT,WHY,
LOOK AT THE TEENAGE SUISIDE RATE,IN A THREE HUNDRED AND SITY RADIUS,YOUR TEENAGES ARE COMMITING SUISIDE AT A BREAK NECK PACE, THATS #1 CALIFONIA,#2 nEVADA,#3 aRAZONA, AROUND ME.
YOU SEE bASQUIATS FATHER AND FAMILY,,THEY LOVE ME,THEY DIE TO KEEP ME ALIVE,i HAVE SEEN ON MY ROAD,MY ROAD,AT HOME IN lAGANITUS C.A.ThErE AT FOUR IN THE MORNING,THER ON THAT SNAKE ROAD,WITH AN ELETRIC JACK HAMMER POUNDING OUT POT HOLES IN THE ROAD,JACK HAMMERING THE PAVEMENT TO A POT HOLE TWO FEET DEEP,RIP THE TIRE RIGHT OFF YOUR CAR AND EVEN GET YOU KILLED,,,THERE THEY ARE ,,THIS COULDNT BE "real",,they love me,they die for me,,I wont leave to soon like "Basquiat" and John Pollack"
get thoes paintings inshured my friends ther value just went up,greatly so!!.
this is my last court date,I'm free today off probation and the polution of law and the ignorence of an artist,,,crazy,crazy,am I crazy because I'm worth more money than you,,I'm alive awake I yell I sing I screem I love life as much as I can I might not be here for long,nine vertabra split in half,,,
dont ask for my time uncal sam!!bolth where citecens arrest,tottal bull shi no witnesses just some jerks word over mine,,,
so did I blow it with not shure about aceppting an award,,,who the freak cares,you just best make me like your country a bit more hu!!!!,I know a russian artist,that got expelled from his country,,,hellow my friend I think I'm about to get expelled from my country,just ass and hatred around me,nothing but,,why you you mother f--,yea,cause you suck bay area and I dont thats why,,thanks Madonna,like my big sister,watching out for me in marin,seeing you all the time really got me through some shit!!thanks.
keep going Adam Lampert,your cool man,I love your song"what do you want from me" tell Jennifer Aniston to keep loving me hu,man?..soon I hope the t.v. says soon "shoho"soon!
peace, world, freakin try peace for a change.
I havent seen your movie traILER YET THEY RIPED ON ME THE SECOND IT SHOWED ON THE SCREEN,THEY HAVE A PROBLUM WITH YOUR JOB AND TRY TO PUSH IT ON ME,YES i WENT OUT WITH A STRIPER, FOR YEA5RS.
BE WELL MR.gUNNING,MY ADDRESS,JUST IN CASE MAN,,PO#10034 S.LAKE TAHOE CA. ZIP? 1313 EMERALD BAY RD.S.LAKE TAHOE C.A. DROP ME A LINE MIKE. A MOTTELL ,SOMTIMES i GET FLOODS FROM THE ROAD i'VE BEEN ON IS JUST TO FUC EN MUCH SOMTIMES,THIS MORNING JUST STOP EVERYTHING AND CRY.DONT KNOW WHY,THEN THE MEMORY,,AN ARTIST,AN ARTIST,,
BE MORE TOLLERABLE TAHOE,AN ARTIST,AN ARTIST,LOVE YOU jEN
