I got up at two thirty last night,,,bad f dream then I turned on the t.v. and was watching v.h.1 an saw a vidio that was to close to home,about my ex girl of ten years,to for real,,to,to,for real,click,oh,fu here we go,then that clicks to other things starts snowballing,like mom back in 1969,od, I find,,click,click,it 's pretty rare these days for me to still get floods,I'v never got any kind of anxiety attacks untill after I broke my neck at work,my whole carrear gone in a snap ten year apprentiship,gone,thousands of dollers in tools ,gone cant use cant drive,hands dont work cant play guitar anymore,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,so for twenty years they(the record execs) have been watching,my fan base bootleging for twenty years or more,,,,"but it's cool kevins a plumber makes a lot of money more than most people on t.v. (sometimes about six thousand a month),prevaling wage for a jorney man plumber is like a hundred an somting an hour,may be then it was sixty six an hour)he dosent need to be famous ,,he lives in the red woods in marin he has a beautifull girlfriend,,so shhhhhhh,,,,,I didnt even know I was famous till an africain americain women in san rafaell c.a. at boyd park sat behind me and said"you did it kevin,your famous guitar player,she said it a coupple times,then other people started telling me that,on the street that went on for like two years,me going"yea right!" I just didnt belive,then somtime when I was living in kings beach I realized it just is true I did it!!THATS A LONG FREAKEN ROAD A LIKE FIFTY YEAR BUSSINESS PLAN,and to have it WORK!rock star!!!!!,,,,

someone asked about my father charles o'connell(chuck) he's really cool I take after him a lot lot of coffie lot of pot him and moreen live in ventura with about fifty other cosins and relitivs of mine,my fathers side was always the sane side,a multimillion doller shirt manafatchuring co.which I we my brother and I grew up in learning the bussiness from young, thats the fasion industry,hes been married like seven times I think,thoes where the days I used to get brand new dirt bikes under the christmass tree,cocktail par4tie a live in maid that would clean my room and do my laundry,,Thelma,hellow out the somewhere and her son I can never remember his name,lunch and late parties with I.Magnum and a lot of other fassion people,my neibor across the street owned Motown records,I used to hang out with his son an smoke togeather,drink a beer or two,pretty cool I remember gold records on the walls,the jacksons lived seven blocks away,that was woodland hills c.a. near taft high,I decided right at five years old I want tyo make people happy and dance like tyhe people on t.v. I wana be a rock star!!!! so they had a lot of time to make me(me yea I am a real person with a heart) into a true icon,I was thinking back on some things david bowi said to me,a TRUE icon, I'm feeling really kinda bad today phycicly,surprised I made it here,now I gota walk home,,,,what would I do if I didnt have jennifr ther in mind and soul to get me through those moments thoes floods of mine are dangerous to me,especily if I'm alone,memories to make you snap!!!!,what a sweetheart she is always there,I'm a lucky man ya know to have luived through all that,how maney times have I met and saw the light,I stoped counting years ago,near death experiences, that time with my dad was nice ,,always and that was like three days a week or a week a month the rest of the time it was a pure living HELL!!beyond anything you cpould understand,,,yes hiding in the pots and pans cubords thats me dare devil,bashed in the face from my biker stepfather with his cast on"ha thought I couldnt get ya with a cast on hu?"I"LL always remember that,,,,I wont goint more because my mother is now reading thios and she ,,thank god ,,dosent remember much of it,but I was a kid sober and paying attention,,peace in everyone,it's a strong foundation,that wont ever go away,the record execs and stars are around me twentyfour seven,you may not see them but I do,"how maney c.ds have you sold kevin?""oh I dont know about thrundred and fifty out of my hand all hand sighned""did you know they burn ten to twenty thousand copies off every c.d. you sell?"wow,really<"do the math ,twenty dollers each you where getting?"yea" that conversation was years ago,now theres probably like a billion or two in the world the soldger said yes they find "back from somewhere c.d.s in Iraq all the time but without the sleaves,thousands of them,not counting twenty years of boot leging my playing,,,and leave me in the streets to die??? oh no!!!OH NO! I got friends movie star friends,rock star friends,congress men and women whom I have busted my ass building them a home,,,,   so i'M JUST WAITING NOW,,I really think where gonna get that americain train,with comunity servis and job search programs there wating for the train to pull in,,,the whole wold needs a break from all this stress,,war,,,wepons defence,china,,ect,ect,ect,,it would be cool like an ingrained nanitinol gaurd from one end of the country to the other,"an I got my gray haired old dad driving my limozine",peace in everyone,starbucks only about ten min here in tahoe for about twentyfive peopkle to crowd in to see kevin,,uh oh time to go!!!!hollywoood probably not even a min. I'll be home soon venture!!where theres fame theres the valley,yas know....

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ANY WAY,three games atempted today allready,I'll tell ya two of them figure out the third,,,,

the first game is lose your pride dont be so happy aqnd powerfull,be submisive to us so ,,we can spend your money for you,we know better(even though we cant pay our morgeges) sorry folks but if you all could controll me and my billions of futcher dollers youd all send the planet into the milkey way in a day!first thing yad do is invest in every americaian co. and buy bigger houses and faster cars,youd destroy the worlds econamy right away,ya stole chrystlers headge funds,millions of dollers from an online bank account,,,hacked,gone!! that one thing alone could have wreaked and I mean wreaked your/our country,ya only got lucky that time.

so no you canot controll me dont bother trying,even smoking dont bother,thats up to me and the futcher mrs.O'connell ,on a pssitive note this is what I've been thinking about"an americain co."the whole thing you pay taxes you bennifit in some way,the train goes out of a country to share,wer go some where where we are our military an americain co?? thats like trillions of dollers comming from me,sometime soon,a marketing monster.      I dont want to run all that bussiness I'm a musicaian and an artist with a sweetheart to love,thats what I want to do,,,WILL DO!!!! we'll see might take some doing,but I thought I'de get the ball rolling, I and my friends and family get whatever we want.boeing jet or whatever is required,all the art remember stems from me,it's multipull trillions of dollers more than what I/we need if managed right with uncal sam over watching so the money benifits we the people directly"like a new Smithonian" from me and she jennifer aniston thats kept me here,fully and tottaly, shes been there the whole time,"kevins more presious than the awards I'll stay with kevin"that was a coupple award shows ago,love thoes movie stars everyone we could not have made me with all this futcher prosbarity without them and there tireless eforts it'll be dont worry!!!

a little sharing this is called     "limozine"                                         T.L.,C.A.

    tosted a glass of champain,held by cream white skin

f rom a limozine window,floor me again my friends

no longer a thankless job,what the hell was I thinkin?

a never ending supply of praise,and thats the way it's always been

tosted a glass of champain,held by creem white skin

from a limozine window,floor me again my friends.

tosted a cup of apple juiose held by olive brown skin from a soup kitichen table floor me again my friends,

never a thankless job what the hell was I thinkin.

so the stars know it the polititions are getting to know it how about everyone?

I ghot this cool book from my mothers boyfriend,it's about carnivals,really cool it's called"inside the live reptile tent"

lot of memories,doing (slowe) that means tearing down the ride,thoes photos really HIT HOME! it's like that always and forever on a stage your up above everyone running a carnival ride,your own world thats ,them and this is us,my whole life has been like that, always not like them,thats a really,really long line of americainisum,as real as real gets.hands down,I remember that the music from the carosel ride would drive you out of your mind if your the operator ten hour shifts back then carnival music for kids,ten hours,di,di,dildi,di,di,dildi, oh my god!so on your break ya rush over to the "zipper "to get a dose of rock an roll" and pulling wire hundreds of feet long cabels of copper four or five at a time"go pull wire!"FOR HOURS,,bust your behind or leave!!!!!,it's a great book theres a tilt a whirl from ventura in there thats my ride,although I know them all even the wave swinger,two trucks to haule that around,,,so some real americana for ya every one,,I have one favor to ask...

COULD WE HURRY THIS UP AND GET IT TOGEATHER BETTER,FAME AND POOR IS DETRAMENTEL TO MY HEALTH!!!!!,I have food for now expect some damage I would imagine when I run out of food and MEDICIAL MARJUANA, it is percribed by a real doctert,it my pain killer and can work better than dilata most of the time,I'm not trading medicail pot for pharmicuticals the last time ya almost lost me accadently and that was right around 9_11 so you all go figure????,any way [peace in everyone,can we get togeather,shites and sunies ya know except each others religion since they have always been and will likely always be,from kevin,peace in,,remember thanks I know your trying.. 

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ANY WAY,three games atempted today allready,I'll tell ya two of them figure out the third,,,,

the first game is lose your pride dont be so happy aqnd powerfull,be submisive to us so ,,we can spend your money for you,we know better(even though we cant pay our morgeges) sorry folks but if you all could controll me and my billions of futcher dollers youd all send the planet into the milkey way in a day!first thing yad do is invest in every americaian co. and buy bigger houses and faster cars,youd destroy the worlds econamy right away,ya stole chrystlers headge funds,millions of dollers from an online bank account,,,hacked,gone!! that one thing alone could have wreaked and I mean wreaked your/our country,ya only got lucky that time.

so no you canot controll me dont bother trying,even smoking dont bother,thats up to me and the futcher mrs.O'connell ,on a pssitive note this is what I've been thinking about"an americain co."the whole thing you pay taxes you bennifit in some way,the train goes out of a country to share,wer go some where where we are our military an americain co?? thats like trillions of dollers comming from me,sometime soon,a marketing monster.      I dont want to run all that bussiness I'm a musicaian and an artist with a sweetheart to love,thats what I want to do,,,WILL DO!!!! we'll see might take some doing,but I thought I'de get the ball rolling, I and my friends and family get whatever we want.boeing jet or whatever is required,all the art remember stems from me,it's multipull trillions of dollers more than what I/we need if managed right with uncal sam over watching so the money benifits we the people directly"like a new Smithonian" from me and she jennifer aniston thats kept me here,fully and tottaly, shes been there the whole time,"kevins more presious than the awards I'll stay with kevin"that was a coupple award shows ago,love thoes movie stars everyone we could not have made me with all this futcher prosbarity without them and there tireless eforts it'll be dont worry!!!

a little sharing this is called     "limozine"                                         T.L.,C.A.

    tosted a glass of champain,held by cream white skin

f rom a limozine window,floor me again my friends

no longer a thankless job,what the hell was I thinkin?

a never ending supply of praise,and thats the way it's always been

tosted a glass of champain,held by creem white skin

from a limozine window,floor me again my friends.

tosted a cup of apple juiose held by olive brown skin from a soup kitichen table floor me again my friends,

never a thankless job what the hell was I thinkin.

so the stars know it the polititions are getting to know it how about everyone?

I ghot this cool book from my mothers boyfriend,it's about carnivals,really cool it's called"inside the live reptile tent"

lot of memories,doing (slowe) that means tearing down the ride,thoes photos really HIT HOME! it's like that always and forever on a stage your up above everyone running a carnival ride,your own world thats ,them and this is us,my whole life has been like that, always not like them,thats a really,really long line of americainisum,as real as real gets.hands down,I remember that the music from the carosel ride would drive you out of your mind if your the operator ten hour shifts back then carnival music for kids,ten hours,di,di,dildi,di,di,dildi, oh my god!so on your break ya rush over to the "zipper "to get a dose of rock an roll" and pulling wire hundreds of feet long cabels of copper four or five at a time"go pull wire!"FOR HOURS,,bust your behind or leave!!!!!,it's a great book theres a tilt a whirl from ventura in there thats my ride,although I know them all even the wave swinger,two trucks to haule that around,,,so some real americana for ya every one,,I have one favor to ask...

COULD WE HURRY THIS UP AND GET IT TOGEATHER BETTER,FAME AND POOR IS DETRAMENTEL TO MY HEALTH!!!!!,I have food for now expect some damage I would imagine when I run out of food and MEDICIAL MARJUANA, it is percribed by a real doctert,it my pain killer and can work better than dilata most of the time,I'm not trading medicail pot for pharmicuticals the last time ya almost lost me accadently and that was right around 9_11 so you all go figure????,any way [peace in everyone,can we get togeather,shites and sunies ya know except each others religion since they have always been and will likely always be,from kevin,peace in,,remember thanks I know your trying.. 

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so long time no talk,fames getting thick"thick as a brick"you might say"with claws at your back even(there trying to work some money away from me today but just gently produce a lot of hot women then "dont ya need new porno kevin?o,k, I get it it's just kinda funny now,got paid,,got ahead this month,why I;m blogingI have my guitar and four hundred spending money thats food for my head and stomac,,yes I still love jennifer aniston(I mean MRS.O'CONNELL in "bruce allmighty"thats in the end where he's in the hospital,it's weied being in this situation I dont like it!!!! famous and poor,people wanting to pull my teeth out for sovernigners,stealing my blue jeans out of the dryer,"kevins pants,yipi,,thats like fifty opr sisty bucks,no one gives me money or help in any way except my hard working mother buys me food and helps me with my medical percription,,so if ya catch me being a jerk,,,well you can guess why,most of the time I'm pretty nice though,I know the time will arive soon and there she will be at my door,and my life will change right there4 and then as will everyones in america and even the world"ya man your buffallow sholdger man,your saven the world man""O!" yea,I get some validation from all the polititions and "Lou Dobbs"really seemed to agree that fgunding is whats in order"thats a nice inteligent side to be agreeing,thanks! .

it wont take much,what with at least three books allready ritten and lyrics for like a hundred origanal sons plus rock opera I 've seem to have ritten,A poetry book,A fame game book,on how to avoid the pitfalls of the games and things people do,this blog is part of it,,and the grnuine phycosis that the game creates is there with the game they played,,realization defuses the game,"O" thats what there doing!".

spread this new web site around for me quickly hu? theres a lot of kids with not6hing to do out there in the mid west,cold there,,hang in there everyone times comming soon,,love kevin,,,hey jens,happyness(al green) and( me)and I'm (you) and I'm boots ya know,boy there really ingraining me hu! not easy still get mild anxiety attacks, rare now though,,peace in everyone love kevin

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