Now Playing: the photo of jennifer on the fasion magizine,sholders,
hmm,intresting thing to say,not verry nice,it's like this everyone
theres a lot of validation for me,,"Trust me"blue,a mitsubishii advertizment"I do blue",shes all about ,trust me,then I see yer on a magizine,,it just all falls apart,,everything,"It cant be so" I cant be as famous as I think I am,this beatifull women cant like me how can that be,I'm poor holding up in a mottel room,she has a movie star life,sunshine l.a. photo shoots,my life passes away day by day pretty uneventfull except for cooler and cooler fan coments,it just dosent jive,but whenever I start to lose faith,theres somting else to say hellow to me,like the swiming pool scean wasent on t.v. untill the day after I mentioned it,(playing off each other to maxamize sales,,see it, it's obvious,and the scean was verry diferent from the prevoew before christmass,
the bottom line is I havent met anything like love since or before,theres she everywhere but next to me ,so what if I find another love like that,well then thats the rael deal,so in eight years since I've met jennifer(known about you,sweetheart) no women has even come close towhat I felt from you,it's not a forgetable thing,no one ,,so I wait I want to be responsibal and singel and still have some dignity left even after making rock star if not for thinking about her reputation as well,,,not alice cooper,ya know,,,suave,classy,dont drink a good influence,,just work on thoes things,and my guitar playing ,while I have this time,and hope that what I belive to be true IS!!,hmmm,,it's heart break ,let me tell you knoe lie,,this stage of fame inbetween"limbo""Jerry Garcia calls it
,two places at once ,super famous and still in the populatino,wondering whats going on,women dont hit on or talk to me
,no one talks to me not for like six years,,,I havernt had a normal conversation with anypone in like six years ago,I got to talk to a college student over brandy the idiology of art,mainly acient art and it's begning,,that was a long time ago,people dont treat me the same ,,,NO ONE TALKS TO ME,I've become the perfect stranger,everyone knows me but no one knows me,and I walk by a local bussiness and there scrached on there glass door a giant"K",spraypainted everywhere,,,that really slamed me this morning,,"makes ya wanna die"""hmmm,,it comes from "sombody is pulling my leg",,"it cant be,it's all a big evil joke,the things that roll through your head are incredibal,maybe I'm just misinterpriting it,but ,,shes still there,,,,,,
that was my dog "Choya" that lived with me in petaluma and he did eat a hole throught the sheet rock and destroyed the garage(julies moms house,ops) and I gave him to a guy that had a farm because he was to big and rambunchious,,part wolf and german sherperd,and her timing she knows just what my mind will be on at that piticuler moment watching the movie,when I'll crack my coller bone and just as I'm thinking somting she says it out load in the movie,like three times,
so what do you belive my friends???,there are no women,,,,none,meaning not one,did they stop for a reason,,,,,,,?like "Lenny Cravits" says,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,"I come from the mountain,the blood sucking nation,my hole situation made from clay and stone,and now I'm telling everybody"
so what do you belive my friends,,I try to belive my heart,,theres somting there to be shure , inside me,,,but I cant know,not for real,,,what do you belive my friends,,,
I'm down,around town,going home"god trying to make his way home"play some guitar or somthing to make me feel a little better,I sapose,at least I can get stoned
NO ONE CAN TOUCH ME UP HERE "PINK"
