Now Playing: thanks for the valadation this morning,"oh I got one"oh that dosent happen
,I just kind fall off the clif sometimes,everything gone all washed away when you realize how imposibal what you are thinking is,there she is on that magazine,,,yea someone said that if there that paying attention to you you know you've done it,,but that dosent help,that maybe next month or next year or tomorow,
but some young girl was really cool when I was in the store this morning,she saw I was kinda down,and she motioned her head up ,,,,the over head music was saying "kevin" she smiled ,nice really nice,thanks I said,",dont forget who you are!!"
I do forget I just fall off the clif,whoshhh,,then I go hoime and play and I feel a little better because I know what I'm playing is rare,to be able to play,my practice sessions are SMOKIN lately so thats good right off the top of my head a new song almost everytime I play it
all that pressure is gone from my medical marjuana,not worrying about that jail anymore,getting acoustomed to all that,really messed with my head for a while there,,so I'm slowly phazing into that,I can smoke pot,,ok step one done,sucsessfull,I'm still attached to this mentel health court thing so thats step three,,two appointment per month,,,well it's the handicaped,and I'm for them,so thats cool,I'll go hang out with them for a while,might be a good uplift for everyone,.
my playing wow,smokin harmonica and guitar at the same time,standing up runing around my apt,achually,need a better harmonica stand,mine cost eight bucks,,getting back in practice is fun,breaking new ground is even better,"Dino Velenta"used to tell me that the songs that just write themselfs,,thoes are the hits,,,thats "Quick Silver Mesenger Service".
lets see once apoun a time I lived in a mottel in central san rafaELL,WITH A GUY HIS WIFE AND THERE LITTLE KID ABOUT THREE YEARS OLD,AND "tHE gRATFULL dEAD"HAD A REHERSAL STUDIO RIGHT NEXT DOOR,,,Jerry new who I was long befor I did,,,no women jerry used to say to everyone ,no women for kevin<< it was rule,,,ya just dont,with the crowd I was hanging out with then,good advice,,,of corse I always got pissed off about that but here I am alive and healthy,for SHE!!,,one time Jerry Garcia picked me up hitchiking and he said to me"you dont want to be like them do you?"thoes yupis he was talking about the hurry up to work people,,,"All angry and fired up",,,Jerry said "dont be like them" I wont I said ,I wont,"Dark Star "ya know,,,oh man and I was dark at onre time,dark like angry not criminal,just made and gimmi the world kinda,,,,remember the thirtyith anaversery concert,I picked a flower a lilly I belive and everyone was giving me a hard time about it "ya know how maney people could have enjoyed that flowers beauty?"fu off hippi,,well I started feeling guilty quickly and so I gave it away to some pretty girl,,,
SO LOOK NOW DEAD HEADS,A FLOWER,,,,HU!!!!!!!!,HOW ABOUT AN OIL REFINERI AND A SEA TURTTEL NESTING GROUND!""",,,WHEN SHOT AT IT BECOMES EASEY TO SHOOT BACK,,,,PUT ME IN COACH i'M READY TO PLAY THIS GAME,,,,AN i'M gOD,,,,,,,,THE POWER CHILD"""SHOW ME THE POWER CHILD!!!"
HELLOW MY NAME IS KEVIN,i GREW UP HERE,DONT MIND THE LONG HAIR i'M THE POWER CHILD!"
i KNOW HOW TO ACSESS MY FAME HOW TO HOLD IT FOR HOW LONG BEFOR GETTING BURNED,FAME IS A FOMADABAL WEPON,,,AND LIKE CRISSY HYND SAYS "GONNA USE MY LEGENDATION"" YOU BET i WILL, WITH AN IRON FIST,IT'S MY LIFE, YA ONLY LIVE ONCE, SHE LOVES ME i'M GOING FOR GLORY,,GET OUT OF MY way!!!!!!!!
PEACE IN EVERYONE GOTTA GO NOW,LATTLY DEPRESION BUT i'LL DRAG MYSELF OUT OF IT SOMEHOW,SHE WILL ,SHE DID THIS MORNING,,,
LOT OF JUST MY OWN PERSONAL THINGS i'M DEALING WITH LATELY,NOT WORLD STUFF,GOTTA MAKE SHUR MY HEADS ON STRIGHT,YOU CAN GO MAD WITH POWER THERE IS TRUTH TO THAT,PRACTICE,PRACTICE,PRACTICE,LOT OF UPLIFTING COMENTS LATTLY THANKS EVERYONE,THANKS NOT GONE UNNOTICED!
