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I'm having a hard time of it latley,I wish I had all of your confidence evryone,shes everything to me over and above fame by far,I dont want fame without REAL LOVE or I'll go crazy,I know the formula,it's scary to be with a movie star,that is so beatifull,you think some rtich guy in hollywoods gonna come and take her away,I'm just the poor guy,,,the one that lives in the mottel room,,,,it's scary,this is new for me I've never been in love if this is what love is,never felt that, like jennifer befor,shes in her interview about "Bruce Almighty"and the little wrestiling manuver",thats me and she""you know I'm talking about kevin right?"jennifer says,tiny thing,I forget how strong I am somtimes,,I hold on to that and things like that,there there all over,I'm not out searching for a women companion to keep me company or go hiking with me,there are none theres only she,I sat her down in my kings beach apt,achually I called her and she was at my apt,and I said ,"please dont go anywhere I'm on my way,I have somting important to tell you""ok'she said,I drove home as quick as I could,,,I walked in and asked her to sit down(I dont say these thi ngs lightly to anyone!!) I held her sholders and said"I"M in love with you" for real,we bolth agreed to attempting to make babbys,,, "oh god then I woke up one morning and she was gone,,"dont leave" and she came back a coupple days latter and got down on her knees and said"the things you and I am going to share in the futcher is beyond anything you can belive" and she kissed me and said she had things to take care of and so did I,,(I barly knew I was famous then) and I didnt know that that girl I fell in love with was jennifer anistion,untill much latter.and still in love with you sweetheart,,it's all you to me ,there is no" Brook"
I'm losin it everyone I fell off the clif a coupple days ago,and cant convince myself that anything is real,it's a weird place I dont like it it hurts,it's like having a falling dream but your still falling and your awake,,it's a new place it's a lonley place,I try the radio when I first wake up,,it helps a little but then on the way here to the college I notice,that the women I'm so feircly in love with is'nt here ,,shes not right down the road or at the store,or someone to sere latter,,h,shes not there it's just the woods,just another tree,and why would she be there your just the poor guy
the one with the mottel room,I asked her not to leave I'll go back to work I said ,I'll take care of you,us,screw all that out there that your dealing with,I'll go back to work I make a lot of money as a plumber(with a broken neck)
I have to have this all and forever faith in them,,who?the entertainment industry,,I mean you cant buy this kind of love from fellow artist at any price,,,watch me constantly,twenty four hours a day,just in case,,dont eat that kevin,,your gonna get sick kevin,the brittney one would say.
so all thoes things are real that really happened that love afair is real,I hadent watched a t.v. in like ten years,untill kings beach I didnt know who jennifer even was,or anything about t.v. people anything,nothing no t.v. for like ten years before I didnt know even that jennifer aniston was a movie star I thought she was just on friends,just a t.v. person,not a big movie star,and it was love then and it still is,and now shes made multipul movies and won awards since then,and shes on every magazine,and she ravegingly beatifull,,but still the same person inside that I fell in love with,and I'm just the guy with the mottel room in s.lake tahoe,devote,I dont want gropies I need a wife,,,that will stay with me forever,my best friend and comrade,rock star is a hard world to weave around in and I'll need her help<<<<<gropies,,,gropies,,,your done,insaine in two monthes and a drunk and heart broken no,,,sit down sweetheart " i LOVE YOU"
YOUR READING ME TRYING TO REASHURE MYSELF,,,i GOTA GET OUT OF THIS MIND SET QUICKLY,,,, TO MYSPACE..
