I stoped fustrating on the computer yesterday and went to go burn one which I did,by a creekside in the woods when returning from my 420 mision I bumbed into my friend from Ventura,,,yipi good timeing,,my tec saport,,...so for a hundred buckaroos he's going to get a myspace account togeather for me,with ,,,vidios photos of me and art,and some songs from my 2005 c.d."back from somewhere",,like ten days,,ganja saves the day had I kept fustrating on the computer I would have missed my friend,,,good timeing

I've been in my own head a lot lattly,I was just standing in Block buster vidio,,,oh man,,keep a grip,this lonelyness ,,just freaken slaming me,,,the other day I was getting rolling anxiety attacks like one every two hours for two days stright,,,,,pot is'nt helping much,,,shes always on my mind every second of every day,to day all day long in my head"kevins mine,kevins,mine'"where his hearts at""Lady Gaga"I hope that means jen cause to me it dose or do I have the lyrics wrong,I go home and lisithen to "Dimond Girl"Serals and Croft"or Al Green "Love and Happyness"

this is not a normal situation to be in,there are no prerequisits to learn from,,,ya know I'm the sun and shes the moon,,but dose she agree? seems so,so whatever it is I"m waiting for nothing happens untill the thing I'm waitng for happens,till then no wife on love on conversation no friends ,,dead alone for like three years in this apt and three more years befor that,,can only guess that the problum I'm having is due to FAME!!!!.

It's easy sweety to blame it on you but I dont and wont it's like Bob Dylan says "A simpel twist of fate"my lonelyness I mean cause you got more than my attention,,dont forget about me !"you sweet heart,how could I forget about YOU!!",,

it was in kings beach and they(friend rock stars)said for me to go through the tabloids and "pick somebody"pay attention they said someone thats not married,take your time,,,,,I said NO!!,that will make me look like a sexist pig,I wont do it!,,,fine they said we'll pick someone for you,,,and days latter I met jennifer,,,,god bless america and whatever made this beatifull creatchur,,,you hit me like a freight train honey,wham gone,,I'm yours,,your so rad,,coolest chick ever in thoes shades,,a rock stars, movie star girl,,,I wont forget things like "bend it with beckam""look theres kevin and jennifer",,misses O'connell in the last scean in Bruce Almighty"but not on t.v. I noticed but I think it's on the dvd,,,,dont worry sweety I'm not going to the party WITHOUT YOU!!!!,,nope sorry wont cooperate without jennifer here in any aspect but some aspect or,,,,GO AWAY"are you from the bank?..my pa said if someone from the bank shows up to shoot them,,,are you from the bank,I dont see jennifer!!   a little k humor there,how many times have I said to myself"Love Me"Love me"sweety ya gota do somting about me,,I got it bad b.b.King."if ya dont know what I'm talkin about k then you dont know ,you dont know ,nothin about love,,,whens then,,,,""""

Love me,Love Me,Love Me,love the monster sweety

peace everyone home bound 

someone said to me today,,,,"for shure kevin you have the hardest job going,,"a rock star from the streets in love with a movie star,,no money in my start up.,no helping parents no helping anyone but my family of artist,,thanks forever I think this really sucks right now my friends ,,my hearts on the page,dont know howm much more I can give 

Posted by planetyoukevin at 4:24 PM EDT
Updated: Thursday, 9 April 2009 4:29 PM EDT
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