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seems like I bang out a new one every time I play these days,not all saved of corse but most of them,my lead is really getting where I want it...
dress like a rock star,,mind is manifistation,looking out of place puts in place,the talents there,I'm claiming,my claim to fame I put in the time ,for living legend,,thery said to me the other day"we dont care what THEY say,we care what YOU say,kevin,about other guitar players and athority,
I 've been tinkering away at skill,practicing like crazy five houres a day on a good day,writing cooler stuf thinking more like bad music writing for progressive rock,,great stuff for stage swows,,wana just retire and be a hollywood writer kevin?",,,,,,it's hard to have confidence in this situation remember I live in cronic pain,,although I'm SUPER HEALTHY,,in every other aspect and strongM,i'HAVENT BEEN TO A HOSPITAL IN A LONG TIME,like eight months,,,,,,what a chore of a guy to go out with,world famous,poor,lives in pain,,,,theres big drawbacks to having a life with someone and fame at the same time,,,,,,,
I'm board everyone this little mottel romm is starting to drive me crazy,,this is the longest place I have lived ever in my life,,,even as a kid my mother moved us every year to a diferent apartment,,,"I'm mr.brezz,,,I'm the wind,,"all she ever thinks about is riding with the wind"
long time she tells me, I'm floored, she knows my history,someone that thinks about me like that is really cool,she knows me better than I know myself,she watched me ship[ off in the carnival,she saw me become a jorneyman plumber,she watched me get hurt at work and recover,she watched me push myself to freakin rock star,it must be she that has done all these things for me as it WAS SHE THAT WAS THERE THROUGH IT ALL!"
heres somting I wrote this morning,,save I dont know yet,,is it cool to look into my song writing prossess?
"every step"
with every step I the sun
awakens the other side of mother earth
when the sun loves the moon
the world opens it's pain
when I speaks the sun
thunder rolls across the plain
I bring fire and I bring rain
the disrespect brings brimstone and fire and the love
brings the moon to quench the fire in the heart of the sun
with every step I the sun awakens the other side of mother earth.
it's all still there ,power that is it's just kinda chilled right now,power has to be tempered,,,,just put apoun the shelf somtimes,a break from weilding it,it is exausting,,,thinking how Maquta Al Sadar has droped out of the pitcher sort of and the sheits that I'm told sainted me,and just how calmed down are these places because you have to have a concern I mean they sainted you, thinking about Africa and the Congo and did that skirmish reduce the amount of slavery going on in the Congo I dont even know the out come ya just figure since it always goes right that indeed it did go right.
hellow polititions,Nancy and Finstine<thoes home body constiuents(right word?),,,,this is really starting to wear on me here,do I really get the Limintor house?hu wouldnt that be cool.thats a rock stars house man/ladies,it's got the youth hostel for anyone that makes it that close,,,,,I didnt even think I would make it to a bay area musicain status,,but like "a good one" like Carlose santana or Bonni Ratt,pretty cool to out sucseed your higest expectations,dam I slept on the roof of Jack in the box on forth st.,my sleeping bag would turn black from the roof tar,
I'm there but not there,so close I can taste it,,,wana help quicken the pace,,,shurly there must be somting you ladies can do to help out a local legend,hmmm?
anyway I gota go for a while,,,myspace site coming soon with vidios,my c.d. music new songs and photos of my art,,see ya then,in ten days,maybe,
I'm getting much more confident about you sweetheart,you can cure anything!
