Now Playing: this is a closer attachment than a normal couple would have
did any one watch "friends" this morning,I was just paying attention to the t.v. when jennifer was talking to monica,"I love you"floored me sweety,I've been diging for valadation from her/you sweet heart,this was one of the best mornings I've had in a long time cause of my attachment to you sweety!,I cant explain it people will get weird on me,,I have like fifty songs written about jennifer,but I dont share thoes ever,I think I shared one once,she has to go through them,,but heres one from recently
"sweet heart"
shes in my heart deciding whats good for blue
she's inbetween every line and speaks so I dont have to
she guids me from harm
her warm women feeds my soul
she's made my minds eye,feel,touch,smell and tast
she's in my heart deciding whats good for blue
warm she'll be with candels in a bare room and I know longer rule the world
with time and her soft in my hands,her skin glowing in candel light
she's in my heart deciding whats good for blue.
not quite finished,,,,needs PIANO!!!! and eletric guitar for leads with an acoustic guitar doing the rythummmmmmm,PRODUCTION!!!!
how about some AMERICANA,,,,,,,i SAW SAQUASH!!!!!!!!!,,FOR REAL MAN,DONT BELIVE ME ASK oRLANDO,,, WE WHER CAMPING UP IN yOLLA bOLLA WILDERNESS,WE HAD BEEN UP THER ALONE FOR LIKR THREE WEEKS,NO LOGING TRUCKS ,NO PEOPLE AND THE DAY BEFOR i GOT BOARD AND STARTED SHOOTING UP THE PLACE,i COULDNT GET ANY RECEPTION ON MY LITTLE TRANSISTOR RADIO,,(MY ONLY LINK WITH MANKIND) AND ST IT UP AND JUST BLASTED IT FULL OF TWENTY TWO HOLES,,,,,IT PISED ME OFF,,,WELL THE NIGHT ROLLED AROUND AS i WAS WISHING i DIDNT BLAST MY RADIO TO SMITERIENS,,,,IT GETS COLD AT NIGHT UP THERE AND LIKE i SAID lots!!!OF RATTEL SNAKES,,AND BEARS AND THE MOST DANGEROUS ANIMAL OF ALL IS,,"""the range cattel!!!!"man these thingds are MEAN!! big giant steer with big giant hornes and they fend forthemselfs up there in the mountains,,from bears snakes ect,... there mean and dont freakin get in there way,,,they once in a while roam into our camp site,they just walk all over everything,cant really shew them away dont wana piss em off ya know and if theres a new born with them your really in deep bat guanoooo!!,,,so my black friend Orlando(how are ya man,remember me,just in case) so Orlando cooking up us some chow of frezz dried food,,again and I got a RAGIN CAMP FIRE GOING,THIS IS VERRY ALONE MIND YOU,LOOK AT A MAP FIND PASKENTA AND GO up AND LEFT,,WILDERNESS MAN SERIOUS WILDERNESS,,, SO THE CAMP FIRES GOING AND ME AND THIS BLACK MAN SITTING IN THE WOODS IN THE SERIOUS MIDDLE OF KNOWWHERE,DANGEROUS,,THERE WAS SOME RACISUM THEN,SOME ONE TRYED TO RUN oRLANDO OFF THE ROAD WE HAD TO JUMP OFF A SMALL BRIDG TO GET OUTT OF THE WAY,WE WOULDA BEEN DEAD WELL HE WOULD HAVE BEEN i NOTICED,i NOTICED THAT,HE NOT ME, ,,,
SO IT'S PITCH BLACK EXCEPT FOR OUR CAMPFIRE,NO FOOD GOING JUST SMOKING CIGERETTS,TALKING ABOUT HOW THE WORLD sucks!! AND WE HEARD SOMTING BIG,YOU COULD HEARE THE WEIGHT OF IT STEPING ON THE GROUND,IT WAS CIRCALING OUR CAMPFIRE,STAYING JUST OUT OF THE LIGHT,,IT STARTED TO REALLY FREAK US OUT,COULD BE A HUNTER OF ANY KIND,,KISINSKEYS ARE IN PLACES LIKE THAT SOMTIMES,,,SO WE YELLD OUT TO SEE IF WE COULDNT GET A REACTION,,NO,NO RESPONCE WE TRYED AGAIN A COUPPLE TIMES,NOTING WOULD SCAre this thing away,so we just started shooting into the woods(bad rock star,I know I was young))well even that wouldnt chase whatever it was away ,,,it just kept circaling our camp fire,,,eventually we stoked the fire made a lot of noise and finnaly the black woods grew quiet aGAIN,,,IT'S NOT BEAR BEHAVIOUR,,,,,
IT WAS QUITE A TIME IN MY LIFE BACK THEN LIKE NINETEEN LIVING ON MY OWN IN THE DEEP WOODS,WATCHING OUT FOR MOUNTAIN LIONS THAT STEAL BABBYS OUT OF PEOPLES BACK YARDS,,,,FOR REAL,,,HANGING OUT WITH sHAWN,THE INDIAN,THERE IN PASKENTA AND RECE,,WANT TO HELP BUT i'M TOLD i CANT PROMIS ANYTHING,BUT i'LL GET MY WAY IN SOME WAYS YA KNOW,THEY KNOW WHERE ALL THESE PEOPLE ARE,,,,i WAS RUNNING,,YEA i WAS ON THE RUN,JUMPED BAIL i DID,THATS WHY MY DAD WONT BAIL ME OUT AGAIN,DONT BLAme him that was really stupid,well I got a good year alone in the mountains befor I turned myself in,,
I was just a kid beatten and abused by parents that drank and did drugs and beat each other up and us,,I never even got a fair chance,,nope not even a chance I was probably tramatized by the age of five(the summer of love,me)really almost died that tear like six or seven serious head injurys just in that year alone,,like eighty stiches in my head tottal,if I shaved my head I'd look like frankenstine,,,all sides are flat and the back is smashed flat,I showed my skull xray to my docter here in tahoe and she went,,"WOW",one of my eye sockets are square and has jaged edges,my two frount teeth(the walrus)have grown into ny nasel bone then on into my forehead,,it dosent look real,could be from all the prendison they used to pump me with for(stigmata,or abses ulsers,depending on what you belive<not contagoius,stress,gone now though my brain figured it out,wrong signal,oops,,,,,
so yea I sapose that atributes to some of my pain but not much other than my nose(broken like five times)dosent work right,and some lightning strikes across my face,,but it dosent affect my life like my neck and sholder do<<afect my life).
crazy life hu? pulled myself up with my own boot straps,over came all ods of me surviving being brought up like that,survived all odds,I shouldnt be here,most kids like me dont make twenty,I'm older than John Lennon,someone said to me look at the bright side of life,peace usally dosent live long,,ya know,,not me man ,your all not gonna do that to me,,,not me my friends I'm here to win and win ONLY!!!!
from abused child to homless to dishwasher to jail to the mountains to l.a. to school in central l.a. to novato ca, to laberer,to aprentice plumber to jerneyman plumber to plumbing division supervisor to FREAKIN ROCK STAR,and now on to living legend,,,,no my friends you dont stop ME,I'm here to win and WIN ONLY,NOW i'M IN LOVE AND OH SO MUCH STRONGER FOR SHE THAT LOVES ME,NO MY FRIENDS
I WIN!!!!!!
peace be with all of you today, ok?
