Now Playing: your tempel awaits sweet heart,I'll keep it healthy for you,
hmm,some one drove by my window this morning and yelled,"your the most famous mother+%$#$ in the world kevin".
thanks again been kinda busy,,hmm imagine that,Neil Shone,and Jorney and Carlos Santana and Sammy Hargar,,,constantly inspiring me,,"hey kevs in the park playin and hes talking about giving up, wanna go say hellow Sammy? sitting in central san rafaell squar playing my guitar,fustrated,trying to get the worlds attention,and here comes Neil,he walks up to me and says"it must be nice to play whatever you want to play?""yea' I said(I did know it was neil)I didnt really know what he was talking about ,then he said"ya know I cant just play whatever I want,I have to play the songs and the way they tell me to,""wow,really"I said,,that little conversation kinda put me in the Jimmi Hendrix mode,,pushed me foward greatly just ten min conversation,although it was Neil Shone,he can really play unbelivabal guitar,what happened to"Cirkus"somting that was cool,,,
I'ts hard to belive Neil and Carlos,wow what a long way would have been so much easer if I would have had a little more faith in myself,remembering Carlos watching them throw me in the mentel instition at marin gen for laughs,like all the time and Hal was like "oh my god" and people achually shot at me,tryed to kill me on the freakin free way,I was just remembering to thank the "Greatfull Dead" again,for keeping me away from troubel and women in the bad days at litchfeilds mottell,roach mottel,gone now,the Deads rehersal space was right behind it,"no women!!! for kevin"I woke up on my friends porch once after drinking an entir litter of Jack Daniells and doing dope all night,woke up on this hard concreat porch outside in novato,OH MAN,MEMRORABAL PAIN,HORRABAL HOW i LIVED THROUGH THAT MORNING i'LL NEVER NO IT ENDED UP LIKE A THREE DAY ORDEAL OF MISERY,A LITTLE HAIR OF THE DOG THE NEXT DAY EXCEPT IT WAS uKON jACK TO SWEET PUKE,HEAD POUND HOT IN NOVATO LIKE A HUNDRED DEGREES HOML;ESS WANDERING AROUNG LOOKING FOR A PLACE IN THE SHADE TO JUST FREAKIN SIT DOWN AND DIE,,,,,,,WELL i LIVED i GUESS,AND jEFF SWALLOWING HANDFULLS OF TUANOLS,BLONDI,DOING DONUTS ON THE FREEWAY AT EIGHTY MILES AN HOUR,,PULL THE E-BRAKE AND CRANK THE WHEEL,,i HIGHLY ADVISE NOT DOING THAT,,,WE USED TO DRAG RACE ON HIWAY 37,THAT WAS THE PEOPLE FALLOWING MY CROWDS LEAD,,THAT WAS US GUS,,,THEN A FEW PEOPLE DIED DOING IT,,GOD BLESSES THERE FAMILYS,SORRY STUPID DRUNK KEVIN,WELL THERES A BARRIER THERE NOW,,,NO MORE DRAG RACING,EQUELLS JAIL,,,THERE WHERE ONLY TWO NOVATO POLICE THEN,ONLY TWO,AND LOTS A BIKERS IN NOVATO BACK THEN AND i HAVE EVEN STREET SKIED,,,AND THE "bEN bOYS"LOST A FRIEND DOING THAT,ON THE FREE WAY OPEN THE CAR DOOR AND STEP OUT ONTO THE ROAD,AND THE SOULS OF YOUR SHOES smoke,YEA JUST HOLD ON TO THE DOOR, WEEL HE WENT FACE DOWN ON THE FREEWAY AT LIKE SEVENTY MILES AN HOUR,,,,,,,,
hey Carlos man I must have been blessed,how the freak did I live through all that everyone else is like gone to nirvana,and now I was walking to this coffie shop and so beatifull out side here in tahoe,and thers my slash marks in the sky,and I'm famous man a freakin rock star like you guys,,it's pretty over whelming love I have for all of you thanks again,and again,,,got limited time in this weather,humidity, big problum for me,got to go,and I'm gonna marry jennifer,,I'm the luckyest man in the world hands down.
peace in everyone,remember""NO COLUMBUS DAY!!!!"
