Now Playing: bitten by a spider,woke up in pain,bad,tears,
remedys for pain,this morning,smoke marjuana right away ,a cup of hot black coffiee,time,more ganja,time,a hot shower,still pain, resort to meds,an excedrin,equells a touch of toxic shock,wort it,today and a persadone??? I caNT SPELL IT 1/2 mg.
try lifting myself up emotanallt,lot of head trips go with that pain,equells
"the cult of personality"lisithen,please,"teen age Diplomat"Steely dan" and my one for jennifer aniston"Just a simpel guy,live from day to day"Led Zepplin""all I need from you"
I want you all to know I felt all that pain and suffering ,the train crash,ect,ect,ect,no choise,all thoes souls leaving thinking about me,
i have been a negotiator for a long time,jennifer also,now where togeather in a big way,friends beyond beliving,
I droped the ball as soon as I discovered,sometime when I got hurt at work our country took a dive and cant get up,I droped the ball and left a hundred countrys negotiations go to whoever,
I suffer way to much and jen digs me and with the bolth of us screwing it all up,no one can win ,I can help one only to hurt another <I'm REALLY SMART<,ya cant just keep me happy sucking info out of me till I die of my injurys,nope wont work,
thearetical question:"dont you want people to stop vengencing for you,thoes people are dieing?"
,I put that question to our polititions,and explained my conclusion they agreed with me,
if people stoped dieing for me because of all the worlds situations I've been involved in I would be killed right away,for one exampel .
my step father drunk one noght told me that he sold an air polution device that was just the caseing and no device inside,in petaluma a big factory,this was a guy that was abusing me,I told everyone,loss of his co.his job my mother and his house,in novato,I got heavealy vengenced on .
one bad appell hu,'TATE INDUSTRYS' oops but no one will deniy I did the right thing,ever!!it's not the co,it's an individuall trying to get over a little extra,,that was when I was seventeen,
I would die roght aaway if people stoped protecting me,now world wide'
GOD BLESSES YOU WORLD THE HATE JENNIFER ANISTON, KEVIN,GAMES STOPED,THIS IS FOR ME A REAL "ROMEO AND JULIET"JEN?,ABOUT A DAY AFTER i BLOGED LAST,AN EVERYONE LOOKED DEPRESION ALL AROUND ME,
i FELT THAT GAME,IT SOMETIMES IS WORSE THAN PHYCAL PAIN,IT'S UGLY, i WAS WATCHING AND WAITING,TO SEE WHAT WOUL;D HAPPEN,AND i SAW ''way to much destruction to our troops,all that destruction in the middel east,sainted the I am,everyone went look they stoped vengencing for you an I thought "oh good people getting a clue,an I'm still famous" but no one was looking at the news in the middle east,blew up a police station
the talaban told me,for real,, that there would be no stability while kevin is not in the right suituation,look for that and you'll find it,the police where messing with me recently again a coupple weeks ago just floating around,protection,I dont know????.
quick,because of pain have to do two to day and take a break,to publish my quantum mecanics steps,I'll show you,
I'm o.k. kinda I'm writing new and profound "Dejango Rinhart"type music lattly,it's a big step foward in my playing I didnt think I could do thaT IT WILL ONLY GET BETTER THE NEXT PEICE,IS BURNED IN MY MEMORY AND IT'S ONLY HALF WRITTEN,WOW IT GOT A TEAR FROM ME,IT'S TOUCHING GOD MAN, PLAYING LIKE THAT,SO i'LL STAY AWHILE,BACK IN TWENTY MIN.
