how I slept,,tossing and turning all night,pain,
Now Playing: bitten by a spider,woke up in pain,bad,tears,

remedys for pain,this morning,smoke marjuana right away ,a cup of hot black coffiee,time,more ganja,time,a hot shower,still pain, resort to meds,an excedrin,equells a touch of toxic shock,wort it,today and a persadone??? I caNT SPELL IT 1/2 mg.

try lifting myself up emotanallt,lot of head trips go with that pain,equells

"the cult of personality"lisithen,please,"teen age Diplomat"Steely dan" and my one for jennifer aniston"Just a simpel guy,live from day to day"Led Zepplin""all I need from you"

 

I want you all to know I felt all that pain and suffering ,the train crash,ect,ect,ect,no choise,all thoes souls leaving thinking about me,

i have been a negotiator for a long time,jennifer also,now where togeather in a big way,friends beyond beliving,

I droped the ball as soon as I discovered,sometime when I got hurt at work our country took a dive and cant get up,I droped the ball and left a hundred countrys negotiations go to whoever,

I suffer way to much and jen digs me and with the bolth of us screwing it all up,no one can win ,I can help one only to hurt another <I'm REALLY SMART<,ya cant just keep me happy sucking info out of me till I die of my injurys,nope wont work,

 

thearetical question:"dont you want people to stop vengencing for you,thoes people are dieing?"

,I put that question to our polititions,and explained my conclusion they agreed with me,

if people stoped dieing for me because of all the worlds situations I've been involved in I would be killed right away,for one exampel .

my step father drunk one noght told me that he sold an air polution device that was just the caseing and no device inside,in petaluma a big factory,this was a guy that was abusing me,I told everyone,loss of his co.his job my mother and his house,in novato,I got heavealy vengenced on .

one bad appell hu,'TATE INDUSTRYS' oops but no one will deniy I did the right thing,ever!!it's not the co,it's an individuall trying to get over a little extra,,that was when I was seventeen,

I would die roght aaway if people stoped protecting me,now world wide'

 

GOD BLESSES YOU WORLD THE HATE JENNIFER ANISTON, KEVIN,GAMES STOPED,THIS IS FOR ME A REAL "ROMEO AND JULIET"JEN?,ABOUT A DAY AFTER i BLOGED LAST,AN EVERYONE LOOKED DEPRESION ALL AROUND ME,

i FELT THAT GAME,IT SOMETIMES IS WORSE THAN PHYCAL PAIN,IT'S UGLY, i WAS WATCHING AND WAITING,TO SEE WHAT WOUL;D HAPPEN,AND i SAW ''way to much destruction  to our troops,all that destruction in the middel east,sainted the I am,everyone went look they stoped vengencing for you an I thought "oh good people getting a clue,an I'm still famous" but no one was looking at the news in the middle east,blew up a police station

the talaban told me,for real,, that there would be no stability while kevin is not in the right suituation,look for that and you'll find it,the police where messing with me recently again a coupple weeks ago just floating around,protection,I dont know????.

quick,because of pain have to do two to day and take a break,to publish my quantum mecanics steps,I'll show you,

I'm o.k. kinda  I'm writing new and profound "Dejango Rinhart"type music lattly,it's a big step foward in my playing I didnt think I could do thaT IT WILL ONLY GET BETTER THE NEXT PEICE,IS BURNED IN MY MEMORY AND IT'S ONLY HALF WRITTEN,WOW IT GOT A TEAR FROM ME,IT'S TOUCHING GOD MAN, PLAYING LIKE THAT,SO i'LL STAY AWHILE,BACK IN TWENTY MIN. 

news for the U.N.
Now Playing: pointing out the instability of america,and it's police force

news for mr.Obama,good morning Obama,soulth lake tahoe and the bay area are trying to get me to talk bad about your administration,because you and the federal goverment wont give them money,there getting really ugly trying to attack jennifer aniston thru me,it's to ugly mr.Obama>sorry to ugly trying despretly to drive me into suiside it's working well.

I KEVIN J OCONNELL ASK THE WORLD AND THE TALABAN FOR HEAVY WORLD WIDE DESTRUCTION,GO MEXICAIN DRUG CARTELLS,GO CUBAN DRUG CARTELLS IN fLORIDA GO,GO BIG,GO "PINK"GO BIG

LOOK u.n. MY FANS ARE VENGENCING IN EVERY PART OF THE WORLD,RIO DEJANARO HAD OLYMPIC IMPLICATIONS,ANY0NE THAT GETS THE OLYMPICS,WHILE YOU AMERICAINS HAVE A PUBLIC SLAVE,WILL GET ATTACKED,FOREVER TILL KEVINS RIGHT.

HELLOW "ELLE" MAGAZINE HOWS THE EUROPEAN VERSION THESE FILTHY AMERICAINS ARE ATTACKING JENNIFER BRUTALLLY,,,

IT STARTED WHEN "THE "ELLE" MAG CAME OUT BRUTAL HARD CORE KEVIN HATE JENNIFER,THEN IT GOT WORSE WHEN JENNIFERS MOVIE CAME OUT,force to suiside,!!!

MR.oBAMA,,,,,,,,i MIGHT,

FUC YOU AMERICAINS

"he's the star man,waiting in disguise,he said he'd like to
Now Playing: meet us but he thinks he'd blow our minds!"

 thats a lot of love from David Bowie,David,I'm really happy that I could be an insperation to all thoes kids that cant belive there not special to,it gets better  our little ones,where hard at work fixing it,yes everything.

save jennifer and my good friend,thanks John Mayer,she looked happy,

lets learn some shivelry young men,what kind of person wpuld I be to try to tewll anyone that they must stay home,shes a beatifull wealthy movie star,what stay depressed untill I'm free?NO!! thats what a dickhead is!.period,   you dont get to punish jennifer or my friend John for MY,,,wait of a life time!" Johns a good man I can see,he writes music about me,he kinda looks like me,with short hair,I'm almost with my friends,thanks again for taking her to the awards show,it was cool seeing jennifer beatifull and on a stage,.

I've been working on this mornings blog since three in the morning,these take tim,the planed ones,time is money,or for me it's practice time gone.

I tryed to think hard how to politly say this to our presadent

I do apoligies mr.Obama,and I'm not being sarcastic,my family the O'connells have been in bussiness in Den Mark for one hundred and fifty years,ya know where Irish taylors and butchers,I remember my father always flying off to Den Mark and pullin on his suit tails saying take me with you "I want to go to Den Mark to dad.,

I have a photo of my grandfather in a butcher shop holding up this giant meat cleaver,mom has it for safe for now.

so it's really my massive influence over the world that prevents the olympics from being in Chicago,the F.b.i. must have known this fact,please dont use my family or there associats in these silly games f.b.i,thank you.

Den mark has a King,and I AM A KING! as was my father but why take royalty when you own a multimillon doller shirt manafacturing co,that just adds problums to life,but me kevin J O'connell,lives on the streets,I'll hold up my claim my mother f    friends,oh yeseri,I got nothing to lose and everything to gain,imagine the forces against that becoming true an irish monarcey in america,think how hard just to stay alive,no help from no one and only claimed my heritage in the verry end,I have my own laurals and credits.

                                       "Tankers"

Deralict tankers asleep to passed out in a spiritual door way,of do not disturb,my razor knife is long and fast

t he world is a damp and rough thing,only broken bones are checked to hem togeather

that beer bottel slash will mend on it's own

that sucker got his

to the lepercan and my shalaly

that tooth goes to my pot of gold

what did we learn popeye,from a time ago to a verry green ocean

what did we learn

,maybe that nine is precious cargo

you see it's only me and my deralict tankers,lisithening to seeing for a lepercan'it's only me,

the real one. 

 

                            "things I've done"

cleard federaly www. three cups of tea"good job lagitament now from uncal sam,o, met him in this coffie shop i"m in right now hes one of thoes touchey feely kind of people,,oh no not for "K"he  almost got hit,,we made friends he got my guitar out of the pawn shop for me,a real gift thanks I know it will come back to you ten fold.

supreem court,kevin crafted ,new law"can no longer promote child pornography"bitchen,done

Cuba freed from world wide hatered,and now postal servic in there district,yipi ,done

hand crafted maney laws in our country

released with the help from Aronald Swartsanager,???oops,to freeseventeen thousand disabled prisinors,mostly latino and africain americain,saved us about three trillion dollers,c.a.medical is expensive,whites to,

me and Arnold have been working on the prision systum for a long time,maney years like twenty,it's an on going project,I think I'm aware of books need,?

my trip to the bay was cool I saw my nephew ben and traded some gift rocks his was from a rock shop in the painted desert,my trade was a quarts skin scraper to fit in your hand perfectlt,almost see through,from a nevada,,rock shop.sold the painting above my bed to Ron and my Mother for about four hundred dollers,cash,bitchen makes all my art more valuabl,ron is known world over for being an avant at collector,got to go to his privet gallery ,invatation only..wow,wow,wow,my favorite painters are quickly becoming the russian painters,an art idiology all there own,especially the man that was removed from russia in the seventys for ruffeling some polititions fethers and world excepted and renowned now,once again lives in russia,wow,man and your daughters art is truly amazing,,I got that elaphanttitus,"kevin is not an animal,and the appel in it's right hand,not enough hours to look, beatifull!".

cool hanging with mom,

 

                                              "the tide"

the tide rolls in a coffin ecased in down from the gose

f our hours to prevent a string to sing

blue coller philosapher,to write in code even in the twenty first century,carefull to wake the serpent within,wrong idea of sacrildge,not much change of the realm,nickels quarters and dimes that are to thin

they drink and spin,while you write and practice in a cold warmly de3corated room,the've more time,you need to get it all down on papper befor you spin,

lost depresion,better to play or lost work,on girl three children strong cherish,I wont forget,.

 

peace be with ya all got to go to court date today,blizzerd aproching from the east,gonna be a long day,got bus fair today tho 

peace be with all of you,I have a court date today at one thirty,gonna be a long day blizerd aproching,snow,shit!have bus fair tho 

 

 

I just watched t.v. for a min,oops,always a mistake it seems
Now Playing: talk about feeling attacked,holy shit
so this eve where all talking about why jennifer aniston promotes kevin o'connell drags out a long goast like relationship and in frount of him dates other people,I myself dont mind jen gave me a good nine years of vengence for what and how my life went,she has my forever blessing,even if she turned out to be my worst enamy,,by the way hey John Mayer,when ya gonna learn to play the guitar?then I ask Eric Clapton if he wants to hang out with the movie stars,hmmm,how about BB King,no would be the answer,but thanks jennifer,that was cool I mean at least I got to get some,payback,by,oh so far EXCEPT for Alameda,the bay of pigs was is rude and arogent ,same problum as always,pay back I wopuld asume du to so maney out of stat licence plates around me all over the bay,,,good luck every one,,once again,whatever jennifer be happy,thanks for the time.

something new!!!just like 2001 A space odecy
Now Playing: hellow nine billion kevin fans,hellow sweetheart!!!!add to art idiology

it is something new,that art idiology book was a shut and closed case,"you cant add to art idiology,it's done,,.

wrong, meet kevin O'connell ,no one has ever been in this situation before,no one in the world all the way back to mesapotamian days,even the some comunication was not one artist,,it is indeed someting new!!,and now that we know we can add to a shut and closed case,,,hmmm, what else can we add to that we thought we could not change,somthing involved with physics possably,or quantum mecanics,not shut and closed,not at all in this time of understanding it could be that sir Isac Newton could not really be a RULE but just an observation,,,get checking it out sientist,,Brian Green should check that situation out,that adation to art idiolagy changes things it adds a nother dimension for humans to work from.

heres a little somthing from me and ,,,what realization,,

first chips,causes docters to pump out pills to help overcome the bad atrositistic chips,people it drove crazy,phycs that now have a job,suiside rates through the roof,

well the phamacutical comaneys are getting rich,,it's an atrocity.

                                     "yea"

yea,I thought it would be another way

I did'nt think I'd see the words that I say

yea I thought it would be another way

I thought they would lisithen when I said hey,and stop the wars so our kids can play

yea mother*****I thought it would be another way

I thought Id find love in the words that people say,instead I found the childrens right to ruin and plage

I thought I'd find love

I thought I found love in everyone

yea mother f**** I thought itD be another way!.

 

yea cool hu,you kids are my bosses,not americas kids everyones kids!

it's pounding rain and reallly windy here in marin I'm at moms house/rons house I mean,mom is a hard working manicurist,for like forty years,painting rich womens finger nails.hard job lots of chemicals.

could be a cool rap song hey guys?

so I cant really trip around s.f. but I'm going to see another one of rons houses to look at his art collection,and may go to the art show here in novato at the museam at hamilton air force base,sorry my spelling is atroshis,bad ,just busy dont have the time to edit,

so I'm kinda ok,not happy of corse,toung still swollen,hard to eat,trying to stay stoned,pot only,MEDICAL MARJUANA!!!!!come on us theres people suffering out there,fix those laws,,,now!!!!!!it will be nantion wide eventually we all know it,save us trillionbs in jail money,frome not throwing our own kids in jail for getting stoned wehen there parents are beatting them while drunk and slopy foul people,sorry I dont like drunks!!,drink yea ok,drunks no!!!

thank you,thank you,thank you,Mary J.Blidge,that was cool made my year,I knew you stay playen for all of us.  it gave me a little faith that I'm not just getting taken for a ride..

gotta go mary j and jennifer see ya all soon,

remember,,,,,pay "K"   hu,"K' Line 

hellow everyone,still sick,stigmata or science
Now Playing: over active auto imune systum

I remember grabing hold of my imune systum,I was tryoing to make myself ,deph,dumb and blind,voilence outside my door drunk parents fighting,moms clean and sober now thanks AA !!!!!well I only secseded a little i.e. stigmata

I,m at the tahoe house(mansion)my mothers boyfriends,heading to Novato in about a few hours,I'll only gety tuesday in the bay I have a freakin court date on thursday,son of a *****see ya then novato.

this is called the genius deisease,royalty,heraditary,breded ever so perfectly,theres a reason I have the David posture ,theres a reson certain bushes maybe have a problum with my existence,,,,,,,,

Charly from Ireland,hangs out at state line c.a.drunk,tryed to get him off the street so he wouldnt get picked up,looked at me and started saying"your god" "your god" "yes charly I'm god,I'm O'connell  Charly,I'm going to give the whole world religious freedom this time around charly,yes I'm god.

it was kinda aan intence moment,Charly knows a lot of people from all over the world,who told charly i'm god?.

I dont care what the neibors say,I'm gonna love you each and every day,jennifer.

peace be with everyone,gota go 

could you take "Hennry Millers" writing away from him?
Now Playing: no, it's Hennry Miller!"or "John Fogerty" hmmmm

any way this blog should be all mine,all profits and procedds,or to jen,you shouldnt be able to steal this blog,"creation is copywrite"first above all else.ask the copy write office it is no lie.if you can prove you created it it is yours for twenty five years,,,a little americana from the real deal and american writer,"Kevin  J. O'connell "

the years first snow,I knew I'd still be here in this little mottel room,soul hurt thru and to my so called stone heart

the falling snow will always remind me of this,this,,,,time,yea this time,this time is historic,timee here that is now will forever be written,,god thats kevins first snow of the year of 09.

the prayers go out rolling out today,please dont die,our one,see a reason kev,find a reason to sit out another snow hanging in the pine trees,ten stories tall.

find a REASON KEV,TO SIT ANOTHER WINTER,DONT LEAVE US!

THE PRAYERS GO ROLLING OUT TODAY.

 

 

 

IT'S HARD EVERYONE,MY QUESTION FOR YESTERDAY WAS,"WHY SHOULD KEVIN BE HAPPY?!"   WHY i LACK FINDING REASONS OTHER THAN MAYBE SOME DAY THE'LL PAY ME FOR MY WORK,MAYBE SOME DAY,,,EH?

 

YOU'VE ALL BEEN RIPING ON JENNIFER THROUGH ME AND IT'S GETTING REALLY UGLY PEOPLE TRYING TO FORCE WORDS OUT OF MY MOULTH FOR ME,UGLY BASTERDS!!!!,,THAT SITUATION wont help your country!!!!!.

hellow cuba got ya postal service in your district,next is comunications would like to share one half a comunest comunication co and the other half at& t, and it's big money so at&t would have to make shure in that contract that profit margin money sould stay in the americain side of at&t,so we get some boil down from it,,and mor like charitys,,,go from there,cuba god freed you!!!!

peace everyone gotta go 

hellow,long time no see my friends
Now Playing: I'd rather just say ,"ok,no problum everyone,just stop,cool?

that way where all still friends,ya got me really sick everyone just the other day gave me that stigmata in just one days time,mine is the worst ever seen,my eyes dont bleed I just die,I dont get crist injurys,because of my piticuler kind of tramatization I turn in to the devil!,fork toung and my lips slice open like lightning fast like the "exorsist",like a wearwolf sort of,you circal jerked my apaertment,driving around the block,honking hornes and reveing engines ,really uped the fustration level,tryuing to kill me with a injury that came from child abuse is INDEED THE UGLYEST THING i'VE SEEN IN MANKIND,HANDS DOWN,MAN THATS THE FREAKIN DEVIL TO DO THAT! IT COULD KILL ME,WHERE WAITING AND PRAYING RIGHT NOW THAT IT STOPS.

i SEE MY FAME ON T.V. BETTER THATS WHY i SAY HELLOW EVERYONE,HELLOW,

OH,NO FORCED MEDICATION ,IT'S A SPECIAL;L HEARING AND IT COST BUCKS AND LAWYERS AND ,BEYOND A SHADOW OF A DOUGHT,THEY KNOW IT'S JUST NOT WORTH OT ,SO i AGREED TO TRY SOMTING LIKE,MILED LIKE AMATRYTTALYN,i FORGET WHAT IT'S CALLED,SHOULD BE OFF PROBATION IN A COUPPLE MONTHS,JUMPED THROUGH EVERY HOOP PERFECTLY,TESTS ALL CLEAN,EVERY ONE, STAGE INSURENCE COMPANYS!!

HOW ARE YOU SWEETY ,HAPPY KEVIN LOVES YOU,YOU ON eLLe MAGAZINE FLOORED ME AS YOU ALWAYS DO,GREAT PHOTOGRAPHY,MY COMPLAMENTS TO THE CHEFF,THATS THE EDITORS,     

THE REAL MACOY SWEETY THE REAL MACOY,,,LIVING LEGEND KEVIN! LONG ROAD NO ONE THOUGHT iD MAKE IT, i KNEW i WOULD SOMEHOW SOME WAY.....LOVE WILL FIND A WAY!

PEACE IN EVERYONE,,

WATCH "AVITA" AND LETS START THINKING HOW TO HELP aRGINTINA AND pERU AT THE SAME TIME HU? LETS GET CRACKIN.

PEACE EVERYONE,GOIN HOME,,,

GET ME HOME VENTURA!!!!!!!!!!!

closed site due to servise fee not paid,10,000 per blog
Now Playing: the vatacain said to take away your wisdom so,"good by"

so just one last tast of what you all lost,for not even a bag of tabbaco,

                                                 "concepts"

the concepts are deep

the heart break is shure

my travels are foot steps paved in gold

stands alone one,moves on

under stars

cherishing the evenings ice cold wind

in my eyes a women and a fire burns

long gone of peace and three guitars

thinking of no return

tonight the wind is cold and the shift to nothing,pains to the root of man

lone wisdom of eons

worth nothing

to no choise

to no end

cherishing the evenings ice cold wind

alone.

 

jennifer can do whatever she wants where NOT MARRIED!!!I the king layed down the law on that a long time ago and to go back on one of my dicepels the troops would see,she was in need of" an angel that saves people living in hell "I fell in love that means mean games on bolth to bolt,NO,NO,NO,NO YOU DONT EVER MESS WITH JENNIFER,SHE HAS A GET OUT OF EVERYTHING FREE CARD.

THIS SITE IS CLOSING SOMETIME SOON i'LL HAVER THE MONEY TO FINISH PRINTING YOUR ALL ON YOUR OWN ALL SUMMER LONG,FIX WEALFAIR,HINT NEED BETTER MENTEL HEALTH SERVICES BECAUSE OF THE VETRENS ENTERING THE SYSTUM,i DONT Catch peoplefish,,,I teach people to fish,,,,

good by pisss of you greedy asses,heart in a blender,,,yea,,,,,yea,yea right 

 

2nd blog today,americain Idolers mission,solely,ok/
Now Playing: I want you all to make a door to escape fame ,compleatly

start thinking,if the population has ideas ok,but the americain idolers should draft and engener it,on a web site a free one,important.

a good exampel;your child gets to win on americain Idol,they get a little fame it's fun for a while,then it starts to happen,torture affecting your girl friien,then your family,ok your making some money,then the investment starts taking a toll on your familys finances,ok thats there retirement,ok the record co,thinks you'll make some good money but not,Kelly Clarkson, ya better get out or your DONE!!!!!!,,,    

remember the Matrix Reloaded,,the key man make a door idolers I want you all to be free again if you choose,,population will cooperate,,,or else

 I'm on everything "U.N.) I saw the ousted presadent,expect some turmoil or stability?,,

I see Iran,getting ther voting systum down tighter so less mistakes,I see you North Coria and hope ther foolisness dosent affect our lessining the countrys with nuklear wepons,,,just,just,,maybe someday ok?,not to get rid of your wepons North Coria,just want it to be more secure and would it not be a little better to include China for a more powerfull alli? you have children and acid rain as well as China hu? we want to fix that for you  North Coria and China,.

for the childrens list of the futcher to be,,we want to drink fgrom our rivers(at least) without worry of parasites and contaminents that kill,,, it goes on the impossable list,tec in a thousand years.

my id,ok sweety,we have that stuff that turns muddy water into drinkable water,what about an injection in our waterways would work it's self in to our clouds and clean the entire systum,,,thats my I.d.

 

I need to make a movement as a whole,,religion,I'm being used and it's taking it's toll I'm to alone,I need my lover jennifer,I need my wife I caNT ACOMPLIS MUCH LIKE THIS TO MUCH DEPRESION.

ADAM CAN NOT LIVE WITHOUT EVE,AND A CELL PHONE DOSENT WORK!!!!!, A WOMEN HASENT TOUCHED MY SKIN IN TEN YEARS!!!  

i WANT A FAMILY IT IS TRU,LY MY BIGEST DREAM,LIKE "SONG rEMAINS THE sAME" MINUS THE DRUGS AND AHACAHOL OF CORSE,AND FOR ADOPTION WHAT A GREAT FATHER i WOULD BE,QUIT SMOKING ,,,NO PROBLUM,POT,OK i'LL TAKE mARINOLL( POT PILLS) UNTILL THERE OLD ENOUGH TO MAKE THER OWN DESCION ABOUT IT, i KNOW ABOUT EGOS AND ALLOWING YOUR CHILD TO DEVELOP THERE OWN EGO FOR A SOUNDER PERSONALITY AS AN ADULT,BENNI WANTS TO BE A DINASAUR GUY IN THE PROSSES OF THAT HE MAY DISCOVER SOMTING ELSE HE LIKES,LET HIM TRAVEL HIS OWN PATH.LIKE MAYBE A MUSEUM LAWYER OR SOMTING WAIT AND SEE.

RELIGION PRESSURE FOR ME i NEED eve!!!!

PEACE!!!