Now Playing: I'm TRULY SORRY ASTRALIA!!!!!!!
the astralian fires,I heard about the lonely web sit guy,that got busted for continuing the fires,he must have found out about me being in jail or found my blog,,,I'm so sorry I wish there was some way I could make this all right,and I cant,theres nothing I can do if I lie on this web site destruction gets worse,if I ask them to stop protecting me they think I was threatened,and destruction gets worse,,,only the polititions or the entertainment industry can make things right!!!!a shame.
a person from India said to me 'WE SEE GANDI IN KEVIN"souls that pass from one dieing to one living it has been documented a child knew everything about a man he never met or knew of,name ,address everything,wife,everyting,the dali lama says if anyone can stop war it's love,he said that to great britten,
I do have stigmata,if your religious,if your sience it's an over active imune systum,but every test has been done and they cant find anything wrong with anyting,that was U.C.S.F. in s.f. my specilty doctor (facial pain clinic,s.f.)said it's the worst case of it medician has ever seen,my cheeks split open it only takes one second,it's like getting cut from the inside out,my toung has split in half my teeth fall out,it disfigures me,lips split open ,blood,and lots of severe pain,this is how I see it ,ya see I remember doing it to myself,when I lived on midway ct. in novato,hell house,fifty year alcaholics that did cocain,life was misarable,how to make people nice to me,"I know I" will myself deph dumb and blind,I tryed and I tryed and I tryed to force my brain to do it,I was fighting for my life then,laying in bed at seventeen years old consentating willing,get sick be nice to me,crying,hesterical!!!! well it worked!!!not deph and blind but I can tear up ny mucas membrains at will,it hasent hit my eyes yet,but the doc said that is a mucis membrain,so far moulth intestines,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,did they make Jesus eat glass or somthing,like he must have been pyaying "BE NICE TO ME,PLEASE".
NOT TO DEPRESS EVERYONE BUT HERES SOMTING i WROTE
SLOWLY HEAD DOWN WALKING IN THE RAIN,TRAILES OF BLOOD FROM MY HEART,BEHIND
NOT PLAYING LIKE i USED TO PLAY
NOT LOVEING LIKE i USED TO LOVE
SLOWLY HEAD DOWN WALKING IN THE RAIN
WELL THAT NOTE WAS JUST A SLIGHT OFF,AND THAT WARM FEELING IN MY HEART JUST WENT AWAY
THE FACES HAVE ALL CHANGED,THERES SORRY IN THERE EYES,AS i TRY TO EXPLAIN,IT'S A NORMAL THING TO JUST BREAK DOWN AND CRY
THIS CONSTANT HEART BREAK OF MINE
SLOWLY HEAD DOWN WALKING IN THE RAIN,AND MY NOTES DONT SOUND THE SAME
SLOWLY WALKING HEAD DOWN IN THE RAIN.
tHAT WAS WRITTEN ABOUT A WEEK AGO.
WHEN i GOT OFF THE AMTRACK BUS AT THE HILTON IN S.F. THERE WAS A S.F. POLICE CAR RIGHT IN FROUNT OF THE BUS,HE GOT OUT OF HIS CAR AND GAVE ME RECOGNITIN,LIKE WELCOME HOME KEVIN,NODED HIS HEAD TO ME GOT BACK IN HIS CAR AND DROVE AWAY,,,,WHEN i GOT OFF THE GOLDEN GATE TRANSIT BUS IN DOWNTOWN NOVATO THERE WAS A POLICE CAR THERE,THEY,TWO OF THEM NONDED AND GAVE ME RECOGNITION,,LIKE GOOD TO SEE YOU HOME AGAIN,
THANK YOU NOVATO,THANK YOU S.F. IT MENT A LOT TO ME,IT WILL STICK FOR A LONG TIME,i"M MOVING BACK HOME SOON,NOVATO i BELIVE,
THATS A LOT TO DO FOR THOES BUSEY POLICE IN BIG PLACES LIKE NOVATO AND S.F. TO TAKE TIME OUT FOR ME,,kevin joseph o'connell
so I'm asuming mr.Obama is setting up america for all this funding that will be eventually,less coruption,less greed,people pull togeather in times of need,,,,IT IS BEATIFULL THAT MR OBAMA COULD HEAR ME "GET THE TROOPS HOME IN A YEAR NOT THREE YEARS,AND SO IT IS DONE,,HELPING WITH THE MEDICAL MARJUANA DISPENCERIES IS ALSO BEATIFULL WILL SAVE US TRILLIONS PLUS ADD TAX DOLLERS,IT'S IMPOTANT FO PEOPLE LIKE ME(MYOFACIAL PAIN SYNDROM AND MUSCULER SKELITAL PAIN AND DEGENITIVE DISC AND BONE DISEASE,,,,,,,,,,
i DONT WANT TO GO hEATH LEADGER ON ALL OF YOU,PHYC MEDS,PLUS OXYCODONE,AND DILATA AND TORIDOL,IS A COCKTAIL FOR DEATH,,,,,,PRAY THEY LET ME KEEP MY MED MARJUANA BECAUSE IF NOT THOES PAIN KILLERS WILL BE MY ONLY REMEDY,NOT GOOD,THE DESTRUCTION i DONT WEANT TO THINK ABOUT ,OR MY OWN HEALTH FOR THAT MATTER,i USED TO TAKE THOES aMBIANS AND i DISCOVERED THAT IF YOU TAKE TWO AND FORCE YOURSELF TO STAY AWAKE YOU GET THIS REALLY INCREDIBAL HIGH,DONT TRY IT YOU'LL DIE i'M JUST LUCKY ,THEY WHERE ALSO GIVING ME SOMAS,PERCASETS AMATRIPTALYN AND VICODENS,,,,,,,WHY AM i STILL ALIVE,WHY,i SHOULDNT BE,i COLD TURKEYED OFF OF EVERYTHING ALL AT ONC,COLD SWETS,SHAKES NO SLEEP FOR TWO WEEKS THEN 9/11 HAPPENED,THEN FIVE MIN AFTER 9/11 TWO F-16 FIGHTER JETS FLEW OVER THE ROOF OF OUR MASS FARM HOUSE CLOSE ENOUGH TO RIP THE SLATE SHINGELS OFF THE ROOF,COULD HAVE BEEN CHECKING OUT THE YANKEY NUCLEAR POWER PLANT,THREE MILES AWAY BUT WOULDNT YA FLY DOWN THE ROAD TO SEE TRUCKS COMMING OR GOING NOT THROUGHT THE WOODS OVER OUR FARM HOUSE,,,,,THEY WILL NEVER IDMIT AND IT CAUSES ME PROBLUMS BELIVING MY FAN BASE IS THAT FORCEFULL,BUT THE TIMING FROM THEN TO NOW WITH DESTRUCTION IS JUST TO MUCH i LIVE IN CONSTANT HEARTBREAK,THEN THERES JENN AND FAME THAT HELPS A LOT,she wanted to be shure shes not the only thing keeping me here,,,I'm really shy and I dont talk or hit on women at all,tahoe trys to make me look agressive,and I collect rocks and fossils,so thats why they claim throwing rocks at cars,I'm in tahoe lot of cool rocks,bolth times I was hit in a cross walk,once in a hospital zone,it wasent a rock that hiot your cAR THE LAST TIME(THE FIRST TIME WAS JUST AN OUT RIGHT LIE)IT WAS MY KNEE THAT THAT GUYS CAR HIT,THATS A WHEEL CHAIR RAMP IN FROUNT OF TACO BELL AT THE WHY,NO EXCUSE TO HIT A PEDESTRIAN,NO EXCUSE!!!!!.
GOT TO GO MY BACKS HURTING YA CANT SIT DOWN ON THIS WEB CONNECTION,,,,,,,,,,,,MAKE ME MORE FAMOUS,FAMOUS blogers,help
peace in love kevin
