Thursday, 19 March 2009
yipi!!!!!!!,I'm free,just got out of court!
Now Playing: all tests came up clean
the court now recognizes I have a terminal disease,I was complamented by the judge for a great report and there happy I'm coperating fully with everything,whew!!I cant tell you world the kind of stress I've been living under for the past two weeks,my public defender said we wont bring up my medical marjuana untill the next court date because this paticuler judge dosent belive in it,and my public defender said I will have a much better chance at keeping my med marjuana if my docter here in tahoe agrees with it ,and I know she will agree,because she has been trying to help me slow down on all the pain killers ,she was the one that wrote to the d.m.v. saying thaqt I'm in no way shape or form to crazy to drive,which cleared my drivers licence ,I just have about a thousand dollers in past due tickets to pay so because of her my drivers licence is just a money issue,,yipi!!went to collections,no problum except for intrest on that amount.
I dont have time today to work on my youtube account,more vidios comming ,I did a vidio of "Shades of black"one of "The park" bolth of thoes songs the world has not heard,except maybe for bootleging,I also did a vidio of "New mexico"and one of "Broken down in Winamaca"so I think I've figured out why we,me and the world only got part of a vidio,takes time to down load and it downloaded from back to frount,was losing patience,I have little patience for computers,but I'm getting it down now,so soon there will be cooler stuf,like an interview of me,maybe a film short.
I just wanted to bless Arlo Gutries family,(I fixed your kitchen sink a few years back) I've been thinking about Woody Gutri a lot lately,so famous,world wide and that he died poor in a mentel hospital and if not for Bob Dylan,singing Woody songs to him.it must have pleased Woody greatly,,thank god for people like that,(Bob Dylan)and Arlo so this time around that wont happen to me!!!! at fifteenj percent off the top for taxes,and eight cents on the doller I look foward to doing my part in restoring americas econamy.
"ask not what your country can do for you,but what you can do for your country"""I live by that,what comes around goes around"
I have a probation appt at one oclock so my day is full till then, so ya probably wont here from me again till tommorw,,,I was told through the grape vine that my youtube site got almost a billion hits over night, peace in world,more ariving soon,
kevin still loves you sweetheart,I might cut off all my hair,so I look a little more clean cut to all the parents out there,dont worry I'm not some doped out hippi I just have this cool rockstar curly hair,but it's getting to be to much to keep up.peace everyone!!!
Wednesday, 18 March 2009
had to chang youtube call name2nd blog today
Now Playing: new one is tangeldinblue2@youtube.com
I managed to get the ending of one of my vidios on my youtube account,and it took me hours to do it,so not much music a coupple cords and me talking,I'm getting in big pain from doing this I have to go right now I'll try to download a vidio properly another day,by,by,really fustrating I've been here for hours with little sucsess
but there is a vidio there,check it out see the tiney box I attempt to live in,filled with books all of which I've read.wish I could write more but feeling bad
whew!!what a day allready,hellow sweety,love me?
Now Playing: medical marjuana:court tommrow
I just droped off a stack of documentation to my public defender,proof that I've had medical marjuana befor and after I got incarsarated,and documentation that my nerosergon says I'm dieing of a terminal disease,degenitive dick and bone disease,the vertabra in my neck is disinagrating,one by one traviling down my back,there all breaking apart,if I dont stay strong I'll be in A weelchair my neck mussels are the only thing keeping me from a weelchair,thats why you see me walking all the time,the surgery to fix it(if possable,might not be)is more dangerous than open heart surgry,so I"kinda wiped out,I also today went to ssi to reinstate my suplamentel ssi,they take your ssi away if you get thrown in jail,when you get free you can reinstate it.
so I made a coupple vidios last night with dvd-rw that is formateable,should work,but I know nothing about computers,I spent my entire life playing guitar and plumbing so I may not be able to figure it out,"shades of black"came out the best,I also did one of "New Mexico,bolth are cool remember,no equipment,no mic,no band there all ment to have bass drums and some keyboard,especialy "Shades of black,some nice impossable lead guitar in it though,you can see the little box,motell room I try to live in, many times since I discoverd I was made famous,and poor,twentyfour hour watch,stay kevin!
so I'm now going to attempt to download on youtube,wish me luck,remember no world peace till pay,I rule!!!
Tuesday, 17 March 2009
good morning sweethe art!!!!,
Now Playing: happy saint patricks day Ireland,from an origanal oconnell
so this morning some fat people wanted me to blog so they thought they would try to get me angery,for why they think thats better I don't know,but I belive they got taged by some k-love,poor fat people,,,so
why are they blocking jennifer?this is why (people meanns you can guess who )while I was in jail people slandered jennifer and myself kevin at the same time to make the population think we where not ment to be togeather and that where not compatibal,guess who? so this is somting that america WILL! get big punisment for,you fools still think you decided who famous people marry or date,you will all get stomped untill you give up that fool hardy idea,your econamy will never recover at this rate, learn!!!
you folks do realize that your own polititions punish your country for your behavior?yes you all realize that,,,WHY?BECAUSE SLAVERY IS ILLEAGEL IN THIS COUNTRY,THATS WHY!!!! you have to learn kevin is bigger than any politition and if you all don't learn to stop tortering him the world will slap us down,,get it,it's to bad you all dont agree but thats just the way it is
so check this out,on Loue dobbs last night I saw that 88 americaians went to a mexicain prision(guess for how long) thats right two months!!!! oh but thats just a coincedence(read the fine print)so how do you americains like going to a mexican prision for kevin,I wouldnt let your kids go to cozmel for spring break considering the situation kevin lives in,,how many more americans in mexico want to go to prision hmmmm?,,,
you are all going to fix that nafta thing asap befor you lose califonia and texas,ya better get good with noegociating with mexico,hu?,here in ca they out number whites like three thousand to one,they could take you and at this point even the federal goverment canot protect califonia any more from k-love there just stomping you all,so thats how america fragments and falls apart,you lose c.a. and you lose everything,when the federal goverment shows it can no longer protect one of it's own states the federal goverment loses,,,,I SHOULD BE THE PRESIDENT,I HAVE MORE POWER THAN ANY EVER HAS,but I couldnt do what I do as a politition then I'm bound by certain formalitys and laws ect.ect.no politition can do what I do.period.I rule here
I told you Mexico that all thoes mothers in tijuana will get americain welfair and so it will be done!!!!I garentee! america would love to have Mexicos oil reservs,(dont have to ship it verry far,that combined with Canadas oil pipe line,,,hmm,and if president Obama can really get forighn companys to no longer operate in america as a forighn subsadary???can you really get that done it's important?all thoes car manafactures in mexico would be on americain soil so GET PAYING REAL TAXES,,big bucks thoes car manafactuers are not going to move shop to Tiwan,not worth it might as well cooperat with americas plan for a better world(kevins plan) I dont controll the mexican drug cartells,,by the way but I do sugjest a way to get the job done,,,you americans are getting scared of doing cockain now dont want to saport the mexicain drug cartells DO YOU?,,,so like I saw on cnn,the one persons e -mail that was correct was STOP DOING COCKAIN!!!!now!!!last year a million americains went to emergency for cockain overdose,now think how many overdosed but didnt go to e.r. now count the people that do cockain and didnt quite overdose or handeled itr on ther own????????????
that equells millions of americains adicted to cockain,,millions!!!!!!your drug adiction america has become a world wide problum and is threatning our nantional security,,,,,KNOCK IT OFF RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!
then add the adults about to suffer from dimensia and alcaholisum,from drinking and doing drugs in the sixtys,,,count someone do the math and publish it,,,that dosent leave verry maney sane americans,,,mostly your children be honest with them,,,like LOOK MY CHILD WHAT ALCAHOL DID TO ME,IT'S AS DANGEROUS AS HEROIN AND MORE AVALIBAL,THINK ABOUT YOUR KIDS,TO BE, TEENAGERS,DONT REPEAT THERE MISTAKE,,,O.K.!!!LIKE SIXTY PERCENT OF YOU ARE ALCAHOLICS,THATS IF YOU DRINK ON ANY SCEDUALE.
LIKE EVERY WEEKEND,OR TWICE A WEEK ,THEN YOUR AN ALCAHOLIC ADICTED!!!!.
YOU PEOPLE ARE MEAN TO ME AND STILL i HELP YOU ALLwhy???WHERE DO i FIND IT IN ME TO HELP THE PEOPLE THAT TORTURE ME YOU DID THE SAME THING TO PRINCCESS dIANA,,YOU PEOPLE MAKE US WANT TO HIT THAT TRUCK BECAUSE YOUR ALL JELOUS,WHY ARE YOU DRIVING A FERRI AND NOT ME i'LL GET YOU(WELL WHY DIDNT YOU GO TO SCHOOL OR PRACTICE AGUITAR FOR A FREKIN LIFETIME,GET OFF YOUR JELOSY TYRIP now!!!!!YOU FOOL HARRASS WEALTHY BUSSINESS MEN FOR DRIVING A NICE CAR,,,GET OVER IT,, OH AND IN SOME STANDING FOR OUR AMERICAIN C.E.O.S YOU PEOPLE ALWAYS RIP ON THE RICH AS SOON AS THINGS DONT GO WELL FOR YOURSELFS,THOES ARE THE FIRST PEOPLE YOU FOOLS ATTACK THE RICH,,STUPID,STUPID,STUPID,THOES PEOPLE KEEP THIS COUNTRY GOING IF YOU PEOPLE HAD YOUR WAY WE'D ALL BE SOCIALIST AND NO ONE WOULD BE RICH!!!!!! THAT CANT BE SOME PEOPLE NEED TO BE RICH AND SOME PEOPLE NEED TO BE POOR,,,THATS JUST THE WAY IT IS ,THERE ARE OVER ACHIVERS AND UNDER ACHIVERS,,,SO QUITE WINEING AND BECOME AN OVER ACHIVER i COULD FIND A JOB RIGHT NOW WITH A BROKEN NECK,DISABLED MAKING AT LEAST TWENTY DOLLERS AN HOUR,RIGHT NOW TOMMOROW,,,,OH ON THAT NOTE PEOPLE ARE GOING TO GO FOR UNEMPLOYMENT OVER WORKING IT PAYS ALMOST THE SAME AND YOU CAN GET IT FOR ABOUT TWO YEARS NOW,(IN THIS WAY i am conservitive,)
you get what you work for,I.e. my plumbing experience and my fame bolth I worked my life away almost to have that,so no excuses get to work americains,start your own co.hire someone,,get busey you all claim to be entapanuers?well where is it?????
I figered out that I had the wrong dvd you cant formate that kind of dvd,-r need dvd-rw or dvd plus rw,so Ill try again thoes ones I recorded are for my libary only,maybe if your all lucky you might see my vidio tomoroww,dose anyone see somting wrong with this situatio?cause if you dont your an idiot,this is nothing I should have to do,I've only been in a good mood lately because I got some money,,,well the moneys gone now back to the meanest son of a bitch you ever met!!!!soon,you people stold more money from me than you stold from Enron!!!!!!you people stold what I have worked for for all my life you burned billions of copys of my c.d. thats my money and you WILL! pay it back,your federal goverment will have to save you all from k-love by paying me like you honestly should,you'll nver get up unless you pay me what I'm owed,the world will make shure,you forgot that selling or sharing all of my c.d.s created the new ruler of the world,be thank full I'm not sicking the drug cartell after all of you I could weve a basket right now that could really hurt your country ,I say your country because I've lost my every civil liberty,(a man without a country)some song it is written,I'll be poor again in about a week and then I'll start reaking havoc on your country.
thanks for cleaning up the lyrics musicaians that should help a little especially geen day thanks,,someone said to me today"screw with you?,I'm not screwing with someone as famous as you thats a death wish,,"yup I said yea it shure is ,,,,
I WON, I cant controll over zelous fans good luck to you!!! theres billions of them,i got to go now good luck with the peace thing,do you all deserve peace??? speaking of which any one know who PEACE IS??? watch the movie Ralf baski one of our origanal anamators he did frits the cat,,,do you know who peace is"wizerds"watch it,it is kinda scary not relly for kids.see ya good luck I'm poor I attack you attack back the world stomps you all so DONT ATTACK BACK I HAVE A GOOD REASON FOR WHAT I DO,ALL OF YOU DO NOT HAVE A REASON OTHER THAN TO HIDE YOUR THIVERY,,SAID THE JOKER TO THE THIEVS"jIMMI HENDRIX,bOB dYLAN ECT,ECT,.
BY DONT WORRY HONEY i WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU SWEETHEART EVEN WHEN YOUR NOT THERE,MILITARY WIVES,EVEN WHEN SHES NOT THERE,PEACE,YOU SEE THE RING THAT HANGS FROM MY NECKLESS,FOR ME,i MEAN YOU SWEETHEART> REMEMBER i'M ,LOVE,BLUE,THE ONE,NOTICE ON FAMILY GUY IT DOSENT SAY KEVIN CRYS ANY MORE IT SAYS KEVIN CRYED,AND IT;S TURNING GOLD,,PAY ATTENTION,PEACE
Monday, 16 March 2009
sorry no vidio,it's in the wrong format
Now Playing: once again WAIT!!!!!!
so like more power than hitler,I asked if Woody Gutthri had this kind of power and they said some but not like you no one like you,,yea I'm not a movie star,they said your a plan sweetan, so do we feel like we've learned somting yet??????
that just made my day a little worse a lot worse achualy,that I cant upload my vidio,so go down more than before,my problums are your problums,your country will never recover or even begin to recover as long as I have problums,that goes for other countries as well,I choose wich ones lose,lucky for all of you I like russia,because that would really damage this country so instead
I'll ask China to stop investing in america,like ya see China likes keeping america in dept to them,keeps you dependent on China so maybe I'll ask the princese of China(my friend) to do somthing that will delay americas recovery,,,,hey,do we feel like we've learned anything yet,,I mean don't worry that I'm famous I cant effect anything like ask Bill Gates to stop funding education he dosent really need the tax wright off,hey did I tell you that all my friends are multi millionars,dont worry that I'm famous!!
you people better get it togeather,I'm not normal famous,I'm more famous than any humanbeing ever,I can start wars and stop them want a freaken draft??is that going to be your next punishment,is it?hu,is it? see ya all then.no peace till pay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thank you "pussy cat dolls"that lost one for everyone
Now Playing: dont spend your money here movie stars!!!!!!!!!tahoe
go to s.f. to buy new funiture or cloughs or whatever there good people and could use the money.........
so you fools only lost three airplanes by throwing me in jail,funny no airplanes have hit the ground since I've been free,gee what a coincidence,,,your not murdering people thru me it's all just a big coincidence!!!fools ,STOP!!!!boy you people lost a lot from that situation.
what it is to be a saint!!! these fools arrested me fifteen min after I uploaded my photos,,,trying to hide somthing,now I'm going to upload my vidio,watch out for me there agressive this morning chill them out k-love./
so I figured it out my vidio recorder,finalized my vidio last night,three takes one is going on youtube today as long as I can figure it out how to upload it ,remember tangeledinblue@youtube.com. my brother last night admited that he knew I am blue,thats nice!!!!! thanks "Bob Dylan" I wont forget smoking momas herb in fairfax with you,I sapose I should have taken ya up on getting me a pickup for my guitar,then ya might have got to here me play at Cafe Amsterdam,that night but everything for A reason I sapose I got a complament back from you bob,I sapose it's from you thru the grape vine,that I got your respect forever for not asking you for money!!<yea I sapose everybody must ask bob dylan for money,,,.
I was buying tabbaco this morning and theres a tahoe local buying beer at nine oclok in the morning,in s.f. it's not really noticable but in a small town like this begging for torisum ,they might as well state publicly"""WE PROTECT ALCAHOLICS"IF YOUR DRUNK AND HIT A PEDESTRIAN WE'LL BLAME THE PEDESTRIAN.LIKE THEY DID TO ME!!! AND QUITE A FEW OTHERS i HAVE DISCOVERED,,i SAPOSE ALL GAMBILING TOWNS ARE LIKE THIS,DANGEROUS!!!!!
"MR.BUSSINESS MAN COME AND TAKE MY HERB!" "jimmi Hendrix"
I know now why burlington vermont pushed me out of there well two reasons mainly" dont teach in our town where not the ones that abused you " go back to california and punish them!!!! so useing s.lake tahoe as an exampel,,good thing I didnt use san fransico as an example,we would have really been in a mess.somting bad will probably happen today concidering my mood, achually I'm asking!!!destruction is the only thing that makes me happy!" these days it gets a chuckel out of me,some day maybe I'll be like bill gates and be rich enough to say" nothing makes me unhappy"I remember him saying that in an interview,well of corse your wealthey.....
oh god I cant wait to get out of here this town sucks,drunk town but what was I thinking of corse it's a drunks town it's stateline nev...nev,nev, wanted to turn all there little girls out for prostatution,in order to help there econamy I almost puked,forclose on there homes then wen familys are homeless turn out there children for prostation,,,UGLY,UGLY,UGLY, it was on the news ya know,now they want to get a coal mine going for acid rain ,,,who cares nevadas allready the most poluted state in america,what with nuclear bomb testing.
did you know the federal goverment did human experamentation on the native americains by droping nuclear fall out on them,it happened over there in los alamose,probably the indians aroud here to,generations of sickness,no wonder why they stay away from all of you,every rock star trys to protect the indians,crosby stills and nash,jimmi hendrix,jim morrison it's part of our job,did you know that days after jimmi hendrix,on stage riped on a few corprate american co. he was dead,days after!!!
are you fools thru murdering people thru kevin,thoes three airplanes tottal about fifty people dead and about 100 people injured think there mad at s.lake tahoe thoes people
I have a lot of power my friends,sainted by three different religions and each religion accepts the others sainthood,thats never happened in the entire history of the world.
someone said to me hellow CHILD,thats because i'M THE POWER CHILD!!!!
AND i'M GETTING FEIRCE IN THIS SITUATION,YOUR GONNA HAVE A BAD DAY WORLD!!!!!!!
BOY BEING DISABLED IN AMERICA IS A REAL DRAG,WOW YOU REALLY GET PICKED ON,
i JUST WATCHED "FRIENDS THIS MORNING THE ONE WITH cRISEY hYND from the "pretenders" thats exactly what you fools do to me what Phebi was doing to crissy, jelous,jelous,jelous,how many cords do you know,,"hu,all of them",,,stop being jelous dirtbags,I'm here to help you fools get it stupidos,tax money eight cents on the doller,six books and over a hundred allready written songs,and billions of copys of my c.d. if ya get your alls act togeather I'm a gift from the rest of the world,that billions of dollers in tax money is'nt coming from america it's coming from the rest of the world,it's a gift to all of you americains,,,,IF YOU GET YOUR ACT TOGEATHER!!!!thats if theres still an if there because your all still strugeling to learn how to treat me,,whats the saying(DONT LOOK AGIFT HORSE IN THE MOULTH)
UNTILL i GET TO SUMMERARY PROBATION THE WORLD SITUATION IS GONNA SUCK!!!!!! THATS SIX TO EIGHT MONTHS SO SAVE YOUR MONEY!!! YOUR GONNA NEED IT!!!!,,,i GOT SOME TIME i'LL TALK MORE IN A FEW,i GOT AN APPONTMENT AT ONE OCLOCK SO i HAVE TO KILL TIME TILL THEN,THEN i CAN GO DOWNLOAD MY VIDIO,,,,,,SEE YA THEN
HEY WORLD PLEASE SPREAD MY BAD MOOD TO EVERYONE,EXCEPT JENN,WITHOUT HER i'D BE GONE
Sunday, 15 March 2009
so you see" planet you "on the mexicain station
Now Playing: and you see"kzar"are we finding the kevin implications?
wow! this vidio camera is like a computer all on it's own,I've been studing the directios,and learning it will take some time to get it all down I just discovered theres a wide angel movie mode,so I'm learning,quickly,because it's somting I want to photograph memory,my subconsious decides what gets photographicly memorized,I kinda have to program it into my brain what to memorize,so .thats about that.
I got about a hundred songs written and memorized but a lot of them are written for eletric guitar,just like Bettoven,,,it's all up here,in my head,so the electric guitar stuff dosent get played out because I dont have an electric guitar,but it's all allready written in my head,all the rock opra stuff,every shot and every stage setting for partialy interactive stage shows,like you see in "The wall",each a different theam,each city gets a different scean from my rock opra that will compeat with "Tommey"from the Who,or the next level,
lofe was insaine back when I was a child a twentyfour seven emergency situation all the phyciatrist say I should have gone insain by the age of ten,,,my recent phyciatrist tells me it's a commen phycosis to think your the "one!"A LOT OF PEOPLE SUFFER FROM THINKING WISING THEY WHERE ME,WOULDNT THAT BE NICE BE KEVIN WITHOUT GOING THROUGH ALL THAT HELL,A LOT OF PEOPLE! suffer to think there me,,,even in court they said"what we have here is the real kevin o'connell" I think they where being sarcastic thinking I'm bipolar and not the real kevin,just another sufferer from that phycosis,it's hard for it to get real for them,because ya know how could it be,how could you be the real kevin oconnell,the real kevin oconnell must be RICH!!!,what with all that promoation,that this person in frount of me runs the united nations and stops war,this stupid hippi that just got in troubble,while in court they asked if there was anyone here for you?ya know like the media or movie stars or some polititions maybe,,,"no one here to save you hu?"that there wasent valadated for there own minds thaT i'M NOT THE REAL KEVIN OCONNELL JUST ANOTHER IMPOSTER, A LOT OF PEOPLE JUST DONT PAY ATTENTION!!! A lot of these people I deaL WITH DONT EVEN WATCH T.V. LIKE THE PHYCOLIGIST i SAW IN JAIL,THEY DONT WATCH T.V. THEY LIVE IN THE DESERT"CARSON CITY PROBABLY,HOW COULD YOU BE A PHYCOLIGIST WITHOUT WATCHING T.V. AND NOT BEING AWARE OF AMERICAS SITUATION,AND KEVIN i THINK THATS VERRY CONTRARY TO BEING A PHYCOLOGIST,MY NECK HURTS.
OH,IN THE LADIES NEW MOVIE"hE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU" THERES A GUINNESS POSTER IT'S THE SAME ONE THATS IN ALL THE "fRIENDS"EPISODES,,,,,,,,,,,NO ONE GOES IN MY APARTMENT,i MEAN NO ONE,AND i JHAVE A GUNNESS POSTER AS WELL,A DIFFERENT ONE,THE ONE WITH THE OSTEREGE SAWALLOWING THE PINT GLASS OF BEER,AND A POLICE MAN WAVING TO THE OSTERAGE TO STOP,,,,GET IT EVERYONE.
THE FIRST SCEAN IS THAT POSTER,THE SECOND SCEAN IS AN ACTOR,TRYING TO PUSH SOMTING DOWN HIS TROUGHT,,,GET SEE IT,THAT MEANS THAT IT'S JENNIFER THATS WATCHING ME,NO ONE KNOWS i HAve that poster,or the entertainment industry as a whole they keep telling me "your not alone kevin" boy I see them all the time whenever I walk out my door the trafic picks up,people to see"the one"there all there all the time,movie stars pop stars rock staRS,AND EXUTIVES,i CAN ALWAYS TELL THE EXECUTIVES,THEY PUSH SOMTING NO ONE ELSE CAN OR DOSE,THEY JUST LOOK INTELIGENT,YA KNOW YOU CAN TELL A BUSSINESS MAN EVEN WHEN HE'S ON VACATION.
A RECORD EXEC SAT DOWN AT MY COFFIE TAbel one day,and said"how maney c.d,s have you sold kevin"(he knew my name)I told him about three hundred out of my hand(theres three hundred"back from somewhere" c.d.,s,that are hand sighned,)the exec said"did you know that they burn twenty to fifty thousand copies of every c.d. you sell!!" wow really he said"do the math",that was like two years ago,theres a lot more now,and how many t.v.s are there in america,now cauculate how many read kevin implications,when ya get there,you can start to cauculate how many countries get americain t.v.,then how many countries get vh1 vidios,then caculat how many people get the internet,(even in tibet)then cacul;ate how many of them read my blog,thats the world wide web,not america,japan gets this blog first,they have faster computers then possably america next,but japan gets it first I'm told(OH! THERES THREE,COUNT THEM ONLY6 THREE C.D.S OF MINE,A COLLECTERS ADDITION,OF HAND DRAWN C.D. COVERS,SAME MUSIC ONE IS PEN AND INK ONE IS PASTELL AND INK AND THE OTHER ONE IS WATER COULER,,,ONLY THREE,ALL DIFFERENT,,,i WANTED SOME OF MY FANS TO HAVE SOMTING SPECIAL,SO HANG ON TO THOES AN AMERICAIN ICONS PAINTINGS ARE WORTH A FORTUNE!!!!!.
BUT EVEN WITH ALL THAT VALADATION i STRUGGEL TO STAY UP LIFED,i LIVE ALONE,PHYCICLY i'M ALONE ALL THE TIME,i STAY AWAY FROM PEOPLE ESPECIALY SINCE i GOT BEAT UP RECENTLY,AND THROWN IN JAIL,THE GUY ALMOST GOT BUSTED FOR HITTING A PEDESTRIAN IN A CROSS WALK SO HE TURNED IT AROUND ON ME KEEPING ME AWAY FROM MY BACK PACK SO i COULDNT REACH FOR MY CELL PHONE TO CALL 911,HE WAS A LOT BIGGER THAN ME AND ON SPEED OR SOMTING A VERRY SCARY INDIVIDUAL,HE PUNCHED ME AND HAD ME ON THE GROUND THE GUY WAS GONNA KICK ME IN THE FACE,i WOULD HAVE WON IN JURY TRIAL,,,,SO YES i'M FEELING VERRY ALONE,VERRY DEFENCELESS,JUST WAITING FOR SOME HORRIBAL THING TO HAPPEN TO ME AGAIN.
HOW i WONDER ALWAYS DO THE MOVIE STARS AND ROCK STARS SHOW UP WHERE EVER i AM,,THANKS GUYS AND GALS,,,WHEN i WAS IN VERMONT THEY WHERE IN VERMONT,WHEN i WAS IN CHICAGO ILLINOISE THEY WHERE IN CHICAGO..THEY SAID "YOU DONT HAve to come to us anymore kevin now we come to you"see this townthinks I'm here because of them not visa versa,"dont harrass our movie stars,it's pure arogence,these are my peers,my friends and family when I leave they will leave,thats why they keep trying to keep me here,the movie stars spend money,get the movie stars in tahoe then get rid of kevin basicly,I've been watching this situation for a long time ,people pushing on me that I'm not allowed to leave tahoe,,..I used to empty union square when people wernt being nice to me""ok everyone leave no more spending"and there they go all the sudden stars staRT TO LEAVE IN AN HOUR THERE ALL GONE,UNION SQUARE IN S.F. LOSES MUTIPULL MILLIONS OF DOLLERS WHEN i DO THAT,,
i WOULD LIKE TO REITERATE THAT sAN fRANSICO GOT AND LEArned how to treat me in like two weeks time,no one kisses my ass there just nice to me no one trys to beat me up,,,so here I've been in tahoe for three years still waiting for them to get there act togeather,people say mean sht to me all the time,,,,,so no offence or anything ya gotta FIGURE FROM S.LAKE TAHOE ALL THE WAY TO CHICAGO IS PROBABLY THE LEAST EDUCATED PEOPLE IN AMERICA,PROBABLY,,,THOES SMARTIES STAY IN THE CITYS WHERE THE MONEY IS!!!!, A MILLION OF YOU ARE HOOKED ON COCAIN ACORDING TO NEWS WEEK,SO ACHUALLY THERS MORE THAN THE SURVAY SAYS,THEN ADD ALTIMERS DISEASE FROM DRINKING,,THE SMARTEST PEOPLE IN OUR COUNTRY ARE OUR CHILDREN THATS WHY i TOLD mILEY SHE HAS THE MOST POWERFULL FAN BASE,OUR KIDS,THATS ACHUALLY MY FAN BASE,AS WELL.
LIFE REALLY KINDA SUCKS RIGHT NOW HOPEFULLY IT WILL GET BETTER,OR EMBARESING THE POLITIONS THAT KEVIN STOPS WAR BETTER THAN ANYONE,THAT IT CAnt stay underground any longer,cant take credit for my negotiations,any more,they dont out right claim it but ignoring me is an aspect of clameing my fame for themselfs,my negtiations,call it what you will,I mean they must be paying attention to me I just cost Russia quite a few billion dollers with that Somolia thing,,,,,,whats next is
MEXICO!!!!boy there lisithning to me big time,ya know what mexico is doing my friends????there becoming a part of the united states of america forcing your hand you can do noting else but help mexico fight off the drug cartells that5s why there being so ferice,the cartell members must belive that there sacrafice is worth mexico intro into the us,thats welfair for all thoes mexicain mothers and the revanue we recive from mexico will add a tidy sum to our countys financial problums,do you see it!!!!america has to go there and help,has to,no choise tyhey forced your hand if america is there in that aspect we might as well help inagrate them it's the ONLY WAY,to safe gaurd america,,thery know what there doing my friends yeseri,.
the next song I'm working on right now is "matchbox full of butterfly wings"its picking, peacefull,kinda jimmi hendrixie,lot of cord changes,,I gota go home now cant type any more or I'll be in pain,
PEACE IN EVERY ONE,,GET BETTER SOON AMERICA!!!!!!!!
good afternoon sweetheart,,what would I do without you,me
Now Playing: "Shine a light" rolling stones,"keep on pushing kevin"
that is a really cool movie ,THANK YOU MICK,I will keep on pushing!!!mick Jager says that in the movie "shine a light"plus I here my name from the crowd,and other things,thanks again you guys,,wow Ron Wood is really smokin some lead guitar there,and the worlds other living legend,Kieth Richerds,just no one can pour out there soul like Kieth,the rigers of rock star are brutel,they threw mick and kith in jail before,more than once I would bet,
I saw the new "Fray" vidio,thanks you guys"I found god on the corner of,,,somting and somthing???"smoking his last ciggeret
(what if god was one of us?) everything seems to be about kevin,I'll get up somehow,
I just shot a vidio on my new cam corder,it came out ok but not great I need a wide angel lenz,it's a soney,touch screen dvd16 I think,it is the sixteen,I did a vidio of "shades of black" on accoustic it has some acoustic lead guitar on it,I'm still a little out of practice,the song is of big importance to all of us achually,it's about "Chow"and my slash markes in the sky,,,"shades of black get out!" in the vidio you can see a little of the tiney mottell room I live in and I show a stack of note books and a huge stack of hand written stuff(how much for Curt Cobains hand written materieal?) and I explain that some of it is books I've ritten and some of it is a rock opra.
I want to do at least one more vidio,with guitar vocals and harmonica,on a dime,no production no amplaphier no mic,just me like how I knock them out in "these parks from nort to sunshine" keep pusing my fame this marketing monster wont let you down america!!
so on youtube" tangeledinblue "I'm going to put one up on myspace as well,a different one,I'm not on myspace yet and I'm going to try to get at least one vidio up befor the nineteenth of this month thats my court date,pray they accept my medical marjuana card otherwise I could be up a creek without a paddel because I had an emergency episode at the trans bay terminal in s.f.and I couldnt get to a hospital,there was a cuti there watching me streugeling in pain that night,so if I'm bloging on the twentyeth I'm free if not I'm locked up again,I paid my rent a month in advance just in case and gave mom my house key just in case,and my bank card,mom said she talked to my phyciatrist about my medical marjuana card and my phyciatrist said it's up to the court,the probation officer said the court superseeds everything including my docter,so I could be back on pain killers again,say a prayer for me hu?
lisithen everyone you cant blame my mother for all the horibal things that happened to me as a child!!! try to imagine if you will being twenty years old,beatifull,singel in the san fernando vally in the summer of love,with two young boys that are allready tramatized by the age of five,,hu!not an easy task,,my mother got beatten up and ect.ect.on that christmass when my brotherr and I got left at the babby sitters,it's not her fault,she really tryed to take care of us,there where bikers everywhere my mom was really cute and petite,my brother and I where racing m/x/ bickels,when they didnt have mountain bikes then and motercycels,my step father Dick piping his Harley apart in our kitchen"dont touch that,wack,".
I need to take a break so someone else can use this I'll write more in twenty min ok,,talk to you then"she dosent want women around me"poker face,peace in yea stoped more slaughter in somolia.
Saturday, 14 March 2009
good morning sweetheart!
Now Playing: I saw a really cool vidio on the top twenty,poker face!!
really cool thanks for the valadation,I want to tank you all in more than words can say I'm always at a blank when trying to do so.
I remember me saying to our entertainers"why did'nt you tell me it was going to be like this(a living nightmare)they said because if we told you you would have said no and then we would have lost one of the greatest guitar players ever and probably to suiside"yea your right I would have said no!!!"and sold my guitar,yea your right I would have said no"
it's not fun being famous I really dont know where you people get that from,almost knowone gets rich,,verry few is any,ya wind up being out there for a few years and it gets to intence when the frount of your house gets it's pitcher put up on the world wide web,now your whole familys famous and your not prepared to fend off an attack by hundreds of thousands of people,your just not smart enough or resorsfull enough or know enough about phycology to stay alive,I mean that stay alive,third degree mind games are ment to KILL!!!!!!! second degree mind games WILL put you in a mentel instition,and I tell you KNOWONE GETS FAMOUS LIKE "the rolling stones" no one!! and even further than that know one gets famous like kevin o'connell,knowone!!!!!",,
I rented that rolling stones movie,directed by Martin Scorsayzi"I know I spelt that name wrong,sorry man! exalenta movie so cool to watch mick and keith and ron wood work on there song set,that really was/is a cool thing to put inh the movie,thats one of my favorite things to do,work on my song set,,which songs, which variations on the guitar riffs,are there any lyric changes?make shure I remember every song in minute detail,I have like a hundred songs in my head,with lyrics and I can play anyone of those songs in a minets notice,lots of instramentels,because "Steve Howe" the guitar player from "YES" is the person I most aspired to be, A real musician,the first album I ever bought when it first came out was YES "Relayer" the first album introduced to me at about four or five years old was a Three Dog Night casset tape from my babbysitter the one that gave me the model airplane,I spent hours putting it togeather,and she watched me spend time asembiling it,then one day after getting a beating from my step father while drunk,the same babby sitter came to watch me and I had that model airplane all put togeather,and painted and everything,and right in frount of my babby sitter I went "hey wanna watch this airplane fly,,she kinda giggeled,she had no idea what I had in mind,so I threw the airplane througe the room and it smaSHED VIOLENTLY AGAINST THE WALL,,my babby sitter had an nervous breakdown right then and there just started crying kinda hystericly, it kinda sucks sometime having a photografic memory,once my mom droped us off at a babbysitters two days before christmass and was sapposed to be back that evening,well she never returned till about three days after christmass,my brother and I where hystarical and the babby sitter had to call the police because of child abandonment,it was really horribal and shotly after that I found my mother od,ed in a coma for three months,imagine your grandparents explaning to you at five years old that your mother attempted suiside and shes wont be awake for three months,,,,,,,,,,,and you people screw with me???what is your brain malfunction,,,do you all see why I got SAINTED?,,, pluse I'm a rape victum,and people screw with me,hu I'm a saint WARNING,WARNING,WARNING, A CARDNAL COULD GET YOU!! RELIGION HAS MUCH MORE POWER THAN ANY GOVERMENT IN THE WORLD,STILL,
SO i'VE BEEN WATCHING OTHER GUITAR PLAYERS AND WOW WHAT A DIFFERENCE,no one plays like me,except maybe jimmi hendrix eric clapton or stevi ray vaughn and none of them even,not on an accoustic guitar,not even them,I play "no body knows you when your down and out"by eric clapton<I love that song the cord changes are so complacated and intence I just had to learn it,so I could build blocks off of it,I can play that song at the drop of a dime with no warm up or practice I got a great complament from eric clapton for that,he plays it on a nylon string guitar I play it on a traditional folk guitar with medium gadge steel strings-j-17 deadario. I've been involved mentely and physicaly with music since I could walk,
they say there will never be another ever again because of computers and vidio games,,what do you think parents?think you'll get your kid to put down the computer and practice an accoustic guitar for thirty seven years,,,?think that will ever happen again? NOT LIKELY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm getting back in practice it's time consuming to gain one half inch thick callasus on your fingers,then rebreak a coupple fingers to free the joint so to get that special thing no one gets.
I got my vidio camera today!!!!yipi now I got to leard how to use it,so that will take some practice time away from me,but I should be able to get a quick vidio up on my youtube site somthing rough I mean I dont have to eddit I never make any mistakes,just shoot the film,not one thing was edited on my c.d"Back from somewhere"we just did a little ballencing and added a few sound affects,thats all,and there was no recording studio just a c.d recorder a ten thousand doller mic, and a coupple cheap mics taped in a why on the mic stand,one for vocals and the ,,,lean to the other when playing harmonica,I could hardly even move,dont bump one of the mics.
I'll be you wont stop me or my fame it,s just to intence,you'll only hurt yourself trying,I could tell you all what kind of protection for me I"ve seen but that might cause troubble,"because of how intence the protection was/is,shotguns pistols and sharp shooters,I sapose there not fooling around hu? so I discover about my medical pot in about eight days,no big deal either way unless they find a problum with it befor they told me there descion about it and that might be,so we will see hu,it is a leagel percription and I have had it for years,so hopefully I wont have to fill my oxycodone percription,el darodo county is listed as an acepting county for medical marjuana but I'm famous and this town is dieing from ecanomic slump people here are on eadge and angery all the time or drunk or sufferting from a gambiling habit,losing the wifes ring ect.ect.so people and things generaly,,GENERALLY!!dont go well for me here this is like angry town,bussness folding every day,even Bijo one of the oldest wealthy people here,I mean been here forever,there going out of bussiness,hevenly ski resort is probably being used as a tax right off for that giant co.there certainly not turning a profit,,
thats how it goes in a bad econamy the resort towns get hit first and the hartdest,you all tryed to blame your economic turn down on me and my fans,,,,dont BLAME it's a bad habit like gambling,no one can afford a vacation andf it will take years for this town to come back up it may never come back up,it happens all the time where small towns just kinda disapear, bad planing ,not pedesrian friendly, tow a lot of cars all mistakes I've seen here,not pot friendly,go to colarodo,want to gambel go to las vages who by the way dosent want casinos here in tahoe,thats a lot of pressure,this town may never recover,,
so I'm moving out of here my brother and my mother bolth think it's a good I.D. to leave tahoe and go back home to marin county the stars are getting kind of tired of this town as well when I leave they will leave with me,you'll just stop seeing them,I'm going home and I'm taking my family with me,I'll be gone in a coupple monthe right during tahoes dead season,GOODBY!!!
so keep an eye out for my vidio on youtube @ tangeldinblyue.
thats me BLUE,bob dylan tangeled up in blue,,for how long are you new like two to five years tangeled in me and my life or a long term one known about me for like twent to forty years,how long have you been tangeled in blue?????????peace in everyone,,
oh by the way your welcome for me getting our troops home in a year istead of three,that wasent an easey thing to do it took a long time of weaving that basket for it to happen,,it wasent just ask president Obama,it took getting the iraq goverment to get there shit togeather or piss off love(thats me,love)and have your own citecins attack there own goverment,it's blues way,then I had to prove that I could indeed do that to a goverment,any goverment,DO WHAT I SAY!!!or else,thats why build someone with so much power,the power to STOP WAR!!!!!!!!!!!DO WHAT I SAY!!!!!!or the poor part of india(the most part)will rip your country apart,there poor, got nothing to lose and thats the majority,poor it's the majority in this country now as well,so be aware not giddy and stupid,I really dislike stupid people,,I'm going to get a little more involved in helping George cloony fix Darfur,I've been really busy and havent had much time for contemplating Africa,,,get rid of SLAVERY if you want torisum Africa,hows the CONGO GOING HAS IT BECOME STABALIZED????,AND WHAT ABOUT SOMOLIA THAT WORKED LIKE A CHARM NOW BIG POWER IS THERE PROTECTING THERE INTRESTS(SEE WHAT THE PIRATS ACOMPLISHED,,NOW WE DOPNT SEE ALL THIS KILLING IN SAMOLIA ANY MORE ,,do we!!!!! BECAUSE BIG POWER IS THERE WATCHING,RUSSIA AND UNITED STATES,THAT WAS/IS AN ACOMPLISMENT IF YOU JUST LOOK AT IT CORRECTLY,,,,,,,,i'M LOOKING FOWARD TO "dymitry and Putnum"sorry I spelled your names wrong seeing me playing on youtube,I head Dymitrys name pronanced on t.v. from a russian interpriter and wow I'm tottaly pronancing you name wrong,I love russian names,they just kinda roll off your toung gracefully.
hillery clinto is right I'm verry for womens rights and gays rights,I caught that on t.v. dont forget that Bill Clinton is a good guy he shut down a high grade coal mine in Josua Tree nantional park,that stoped acid rain in our country,he sighned the freedom of information act a big thing achually,quite a few great things,,,the attack is not as bad with the bush administration gone, not nearly,but weird people near me still try,my heart goes out to them cause I know what will happen to them it may tyake a year it may take five years BUT EVENTUALLY THEY WILL LEARN TO,!!!!!
PEACE IN EVERYONE THIS JOB IS HARDER THAN BEING A POLITITION,i'M NOT WEALTHEY!PEACE IN,NOW i GET PISS TESTED EVERY WEEK,DO WELL AND i'LL BE OFF PROBATION IN SIX OR EIGHT MONTHE,IT'S A REAL BUMMER YOU PEOPLE GOT ME IN TROUBBLE,,,WATCH THE NEWS CLOSLY FOR THE NEXT EIGHT MONTHS,!!!!!!
Thursday, 12 March 2009
yipi!!!!!!!!step #2 workin like a charm
Now Playing: just saw phy,m.d. took me off all the phyc meds!!!yipi
no more thorzine no more,kalonapins, now all I got is a low dose like ten milgrams of amatriptylin,which I've taken before,mild antidepresent/pain killer,cause it has some anagelicis in it,ok and another m.d. that agrees with my medical marjuana percription,yipi!!!!,getting less paranoid now,the phyc also told me that mentel helth court and the whole phacility is losing funding,so soon only probation,then move back home to novato or fairfax or san rafaell where everyone knows me and make a court date in marin (with the bail bondsmens advertisment)"lake tahoe,arive on vacation leave on probation"yea and ask the marin court to take me off formal probation and put me on summerary,thats just dont break the law,,,thats step three,,comming up,and I hyave a small thing on my record thats a decade old,I will petition that to be taken off my record,,should be no problum,I get to use hospice now and might get a ssi paid attendent to go to the grocery store for me thats like the last difacult placees to go when your famous,soon I wont be able to go to coffie shops any more,well thats been happening,someone drove by my window last night and screemed out there window,"we wont let them heath leadger you kevin"we love you kevin!!!it's pretty cool to heare that from my apt window all alone in there,verry uplifting,devoted kevin fans,thanks,k-love!!!
still waiting for the vidio camera to be delivered,I got a probation appt in a coupple hours,then I'll be in an even better mood,I wrote this concept down to consider with wow you must be going crazy!"
a one of a kind,the only person on planet earth in my situation,the most famous artist/musicain in the world,living poor in the art trenches,in the population,in love with a bright shiney movie star,looking beatifull and happy and acepting awards,while I get arrested thrown in jail and put on probation,strugaling for food,people driving by my window at night screeming"we love you kevin!"and theres jen in a magazine in the probation office,happy acepting a "peoples choise award",,,it's a kind of heart feeling few people,humans ever get,it's kinda heafrt6 break mixed with joy mixed with fustration frome not being able to change your situation enough,,,,it's really like the rich juliet and the poor romemo,trying to convince myself that shes real and not just some pycosis I suffer from,look back at all the valadation,,,wait,wait how do you make soul mates,A marrige would have to last happyly forty or more years,every phycosis must be gotten rid of "you cant make kevin mad at her and ya cant make her mad at kevin,ya cant destroy this marrige,no poparatzi game or lie or marketing or even kevin in the worse case sanerio,nothing destroys it,,,,this is marketing ya see,,,there smart,waiting for my fan base to pop for maximum,marketing monster,it's really fustrating,but when I pick up my guitar and play it all goes away,,,women in the population dont hit on me at all ,ever,never,not casual conversation or nothing ,theres a reason for that thoes women are more shure of what is to be than I am shure,,"she loves me", thoes women see a clearer way down the road than I do because there looking at it from a womens point of view,,,"he 's jenns" thanks for not trying to drag me away from her ladies!!!,gotta go now,I mean dont ya think if she didnt care about me women woulkd be hitting on me,,yea if she didnt,they would,
peace in everyone time for me to go now,,,,this place my hearts in I cant describe it will take a tale long in the telling,peace.!!!!!,I'm thinking "shades of black for my first vidio attempt,goes with the vapor trail in the sky and I'm gonna have someone interview me in my apt.about being blue and "pink" and "special k"and hitting my head on "the wall"and playing in hanna barbara studios when I was a kid where the artist worked making movie masks,that place was a block away from my apt as a kid what they must have heard,my mother still claming I'm crazy not famous,but shes told me she knows,not for my best intrest,whats the trip I dont know probably telling everyone about the abuse I suffered,it really sucks that shes like that,think your parents would be happy for you,,oh no somting else all togeather!!!!!where there heads at,just makes it all a lot harderd,even you parent will try to phycosis you,!
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