remember "The break up" came out on my birthday
Now Playing: thats june 2nd,the movie releace date,my girl!!!!!

you all have to be conditioned to realize whats real,,she's in me, my heart and soul,she said to me she wanted to find me a friend,,,,,,

kevin S. bright (brighter than sunshine) the guiiness poster,kevo on the newer ending to friends! I have the osterage one,swallowing a beer,"I;ll be there for you when the band starts to form"thats me my friends,,,,,it's hard shes a MOVIE STAR!!!! that means publicity,,love sceans,,,,paparatzis,,,tabloids,,lies, slander,her pitcher on every magazine when I walk in ther store,some new boyfriend,,, she loves me,dont belive any hollywood news!!!!!  she was with me in Incline at north shore she was driving behind me in Illinoise!!!!ya know going on a road trip,in her other movie,which one(rich friends?")     thats my girl and ya cant be my friend if your hitting on my girl...........

it's harder for a women in this situation,,it's easey for me to shew off women,,,I'm a guy,I've gotten quite good at turning women down,,got a slew of rude lines if nessasary,,,,, jennifers a beatifull women and it's a lot harder to shew away men,,,she can be mean to them and they still want some,,,they are much harder to get rid of!!!!!!,thats all she dose ,try to date jennifer aniston and you'll be left heart broken and will never try again ,,,I garentee!!!!!!BECAUSE THATS MY GIRL!!!! and I love her deeply.

just becsause where not walking around togeather dosent mean SQUAT!!!  it's a phase,think ,PHASES!!!! first chase all the women away from kevin then start diswading any men that might want to break us up,,it's taking longer for her,but like I said SHES A BEATIFULL MOVIE STAR!!!it's a lot harder to do ,,,we want forever!!! what other valadation dose everyone want look for it it's everywhere,,jennifer loves kevin,,left sholder hold,the way I hold my cigerett i've seen in "friends",,how I hold my arm(left)up because it's a guitar position she dose every kevin interpritation I have she knows me better than I know myself!!!!,,and thats a good thing,,like she just told me to eat some real food and eat a banna befor you drink more coffie<<<sweetheart cares about me,,,she was there when I was living in a homless shelter(new begginings)sky writing in the sky half a heart with an arrow through,,,

she didnt fall out of love with me ,,,think PHASES!!!see how people treat me has changed,,see why people say jennifers gay,they say the same thing about me,,,,you cant get to know me if your a women,,,,(ROMANCING THE STONE)  SHES LIKE THAT TO WE BOLTH GOT REALLY HURT IN OUR LAST RELATIONSHIPS,,i LOST LIKE THIRTY THOUSAND DOLLERS AND ALLMOST MY MIND AND MY LIFE IT WAS REALLY BAD,,,,THATS MY GIRL, JENNIFER KEVIN LOVES HER LIKE NO OTHER COULD!!!!!!

SOME OF THESE THINGS NEED TO BE TAKEN CARE OF BEFOR THE RELATIONSHIP STARTS,,COULD YOU IMAGIN ME STILL TEACHING EVERYONE WITH JENNIFER NEXT TO ME,YELLING NO,NO,NO TO PEOPLE,THE FREKIN COURT THOUGHT i WAS CRAZY BECAUSE THEY DONT REALIZE THAT i KNOW WHAT i'M DOING,,,A SCOLDING TO ONE PERSON BOLILS DOWN TO ABOUT A THOUSAND PEOPLE,IT'S NOTHING THEY HAVE EVER SEEN BEFORE,,SOMEONE THAT UNDERSTADS aUTO rANK"the birth and myth of a legend" it's "How to be cezar imagine if you will me and jennifer aniston restaruant hunting and find a cool one and everyone goes wow theres kevin,rub your hear tip yopur ha,pay attention to me kevin,,,I wolud never get through dinner and you would be taking away my attention from jennifer,,you all had to learn TO LET US LIVE OUR LIVES!!!!!!..

remember "the break up" came out on my birthday,,,june second,jennifers not doing things like that to be evil,she dosent have it in her,shes not just riding my gravy train ,,,,KEVO!!!,kevin s. bright,road trip with kev,"sorry it took so long" at the jack in the box in winamaca and brittney

this is what my family is all of these people I grew up with they,most picked movie star,,,,I wanted it ALL!!!!!!!! no one can fallow down kevins road,theres no garentee he'll even stay alive ,,,,kevin wants it all,,, so the stars watch me and try to motavate me without interfering ,,but that times about over and interfering is all thats required now,

I spent the time,I traveled the road to death for living legend,I practiced out in the rain while hitchiking I played harmonica for forty years not played around with it, played it,I showed jennifer how wonderfully I treat the people I love, I showed her devoation ,uncompramizing devoation,I'm looking for more than a date,,I am for real I wanted to make shure I was a real gift to the women that marries me,and I stay that way,steadfast,I dont change,,,

so know that that ranting and raving was a phyccology I was aplying on all of you,not crazy I know exactly what I'm doing,and how it will be precived by others and what percentege will get what drift from what I said,,,like war in Darfur,I know the reaction that statement FROM ME! will get by one the Darfur goverment,,a diferent effect from the us goverment,and a more different effect from the less educated population ,,these ingredents are added verry carefully I have to think about the outcome befor I write it,it's achually a lot of planing and somtimes I'm up all night figuring it out,,,I'm over active and a workaholic

I'm sapposed to be scolding all of you for "New Orleans!!!" I met someone that lost it all in Katrina,and he was here looking for work,,give him some work!!!!   he told me that "New Oleans has the higest murder rate in america,,ok wooo lets do somting about that mr.Obama???they need police help and funding,come on lets go where throwing all this money around,,,,

here is the remedy for New Oleans(I've been thinking about this for weeks,mind you all)

construction,construction,construction,,,big construction companeys,,,,lots of them,New Oleans will ALWAYS!! have construction work needed for now till the end of time,,,so as far as america goes New Oleans should be a big construction state,,lots of RICH construction companys,,,so the banks there should get realizing this,that a well run construction company likely wont fail here in New Oleans!!!!! organize,,lets go,lets go!!!!!!construction,bank lones,,,and a BETTER POLICE FORSE!!!lets go,letys go here these are americains!!!!!!!

so I can feel the populations staleness everyones kinda in a rut I can feel it,,cheer up everyone,,jennifer loves me we will be the romance of the century.I'll type more latter maybe,,

I got a medical marjuana percription from barton comunity clinic,,imagine that from a real m.d. my treating physian,,you wont get that,,,unless your dieing like me,,for real real serious condition to get that percription from a comunity clinic,,,thats another first for kevin,do you realize that califonia,,and I got a med club up here, hemp store ,just like I said I would 

I wont lose faith in you jennifer have no fears!!! 

 

I got some time,dont wana be early 2nd blog today
Now Playing: like the little boy in me?I never got to be a kid,

desert first!!!!!!sweety

I found this to share

I'm sitting herte again

I woke up really early this morning it's like six am

the lights are low an Traffics on the record player,

I'm lonley as the saxaphone(thanks sweety)saxaphone

playes in the background

trying to find my heart

searching to remember

what it was like to not be alone

what it was like to not be known

I'ts true as to be as I sit here writing

"can you ever here him play?" "yea somtimes he leaves his window open"

thats big,it warmed my soul

all these years

here I sit with my hand carved wood tabel and tapestrys of velvet hanging on my walls,jamed with art and books

A guitar god

my name in graffiti everywhere

I fuken did it!!

forty years,,I know what I am!

 

I really didnt think I was gonna live through that,it was BRUTAL ,

like in the stevi nicks song,"you cant go down oconnells road" 

Camerin varney he knows what I'm talkin about,,hu novato!..

hey did ya see the comercial"the nose knows" I think that came from camrin,  

the midway boys I call them,collin buckly,lieam,all thoes guys ones a cruze ship cook,ones a oil tanker captian,one oleary owns a construction co.one is the owner to sealand shipping co.or a priest I think,I think he went for priest gotta keep watching the time I guess I should go,,,,,peace in everyone....

whew! good morning sweetheart,
Now Playing: woke up to thoughts of you and "Traffic"great album

"the man you shot dead with a gun that dosent make any noise"

"the low spark of high heeld boys"

Curt Copaining you will be,,

lot of thoughts this morning and last night,yesterday seemd to be an emotianal roller coaster or was it the day befor,the radio dose that to me,cause it reminds me thats me,my situation,my love afair,brown haired handsom man" thats ME!!put me in coach I'm ready to play this GAME"

yesterday walking home was cool everybody paying attention to me and smiling and throwing happy things,there where the three lines in the sky,(vapor trails) like the "Duracell comercial)the locater,and they all end at me walking down the street,KEVIN!!,,thats love man!!!

so heres some thoughts to share about what it's like to be me,and this WILL be written into a song for jennifer,gota work it out.

it could happen any day now,I tell myself and play on another day

people pointing at me,"thats O'connell",,,,"we see why she loves you kevin"

climbing everyday more,one more step,stair,rung of the ladder

love my girl as cool as can there be,dark shades and radient beauty

I play for my girl as cool as can there can be,so play on an wait for it to break

imagine the subway tunnels and people spray painting my name

sit in this little room and play greatness for the privlege of my name in the subway tunnels,play devoation for the honer,for them,that paint my name

it could happen any day now

when love steps through the door

I play for my girl as cool as can there be

with dark shades and radient beauty,my note rings with a purness of soul that matches she

with dark shades and radient beauty,as cool as can there be....

 

I'm eating hot oats with rasins noticing the sound of the traffic flying by my apartment,the fame somtimes draws your attention to what once seemed like  minor things in the world,now become of great importance,like the feeling of early morning,with traffic going by my window,a movment from unknown to world famous,I'm right in the middle of"turn the page",,that moment ,,,write about it!!!!,,,

ya know like I discovered my fame to soon for my own safety 

ya know WHO TOLD ME i WAS FAMOUS,HOW I DISCOVERED THAT IT REALLY WAS ME????hmmmm?

I was sitting in my car hiding in the redwoods,sleeping in my car out there,and I just got out of the shower,quarter showers there,cool place,and was sitting in my car getting things togeather and lisithning to the radio,and I was lisithning to "ALICE"""" and the d.j. said on the radio mind you ,,"kevin you left your toothbrush on the floor in the bathroom" what!!!<I thought I was halusanating(this is the first time mind you),,,he said somting again about leaving somthing on the floor ,,,I had to check to make shure I wasent crazy!!!and shure enough theres my tooth brush on the floor in the bathroom,,,whooo,YESERI MIND TRIP ,so after a while I started getting used to everything being directed at me in paticuler,,,then I bought a t.v. oh then things really got weird,,

THANK YOU "ALICE"IN THE BAY AREA

SO IT'S WEIRD,,,SHE KEEPS ME HERE YA KNOW, EVERY MORNING WHEN i WAKE UP GUESS WHOS ON MY MIND TELLING ME IT'S GONNA BE OK,i REALLY DO,DONT WORRY,,,,i HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR SOME ONE TO PLAY A GAME ION PITICULER AND IT ONLY HAPPENED ONCE AND THEN IT WENT AWAY REALLY QUICKLY ,,,,,THAT NO GIRL WILL GO OUT WITH OR TALK TO YOU AS LONG AS YOU OBSES ABOUT JENNIFER,,,THATS THE DARK SIDE,THE UGLY GAME PART,YOU HAVE TO SEE THESE THINGS FOR WHAT THEY REALLY ARE,THAT WOULDNT STOP WOMEN FROM WANTING TO DATE ME,i COULDNT WALK DOWN VENTURA BLD.ANYMORE,CROWDS FALLOW ME IN S.F. A SMALL CITY IN COMPARISON,,,

WHAT IT IS IT SEEMS TO ME IS A RESPECT FROM AMERICAIN WOMEN TO JENNIFER,,(i"M A GUY i REMIND YOU),,,THIS IS HOW i CHOOSE TO SEE IT,IT'S ALSO A RESPECT FOR ME,CAUSE GETTING TEASED SUCKS,ESPECILY BY THOUSANDS OF WOMEN,"WILL YOU MAKE ME A MODEL KEVIN""MAKE ME FAMOUS KEVIN""i WANT TO BE A ROCK STAR ""NO"

SO THANKS LADIES THATS COOL AND i'M SHUR IT WILL BOIL DOWN TO MORE RESPECT FOR AMERICAIN WOMEN,YA KNOW THE WHOLE WORLD IS WATCHING,LADIES,,,

IT'S WEIRD WRITING LIKE THIS i NEVER USED TO,WELL i GUESS THATS NOT TRUE BUT NOT TO EVERYONE TYPING LOOKING DOWN AT THIS KEYBOARD i'M RIGHT WHERE i'M SAPPOSED TO BE ,IN MY OWN HEAD ,RICH IN LOVE AND TALKING TO MY FANS ABOUT IMPORTANT WORLD PEACE ISSUES,AND JENNS JUST GETTING COFFIE AS WHERE ON OUR WAY SOMEWHERE.

THEN i LOOK UP AND REMEMBER i HAVE AN APPT AT ONE OCLOCK,AND IT WASHES AWAY,THEN i GO OUT SIDE AND THERES MY SLASH MARKS IN THE SKY,,,IT'S HARD TO CONNECT MYSELF TO THAT SOMETIMES,i MEAN THATS BIG!,BIG LIKE NO ONE EVER<BIG!,,,

SO CHECK OUT TAHOe"""home of the rolling stone",,,thanks k-moutain.

peace in everyone more latter maybe,,shelovesmeshelovesmeshelovesme 

 

 

 

if you found someone with a lot of unused power
Now Playing: would that person not be OBLAGATED TO HELP

i AM OBLAGATED TO TRY,IF THERES SOMTING i THINK i MIGHT GET DONE THAT WOULD SAVE MANEY LIVES JUST FROM MY WORDS,.

like the media jumped at SHOW THEM THE STATISTICS FOR DRUG USE IN AMERICA,,,that was just a coupple days ago,that works I think,when I was a kid they had posters of hypodermic needls and blood that said "speed kills"this was in gramer school,in the san fernando valley 

ho I got what my pubilc defender asked me for,,,yipi,a note from my treating physicain that medical marjuana helps keep me off pain killers,then percribed me a percaset perscription as well,dont worry I only get ten a month or more and always trying to talk about alternitives,,,,so thats cool a lot of weight off my sholders today,that should be that,it's the best I could do to prove,,thats from the maybe I should wait,I'll get much more into that when the time comes,my rents paid a month in advance so I got someting for my car registration,five hundred bucks four times,then my drivers lic five hundred bucks three times,then my car key five unndred bucks three times,,,oh man,but it might be cool to be mobile again,,,I stoped driving the last time because fans where crashing on the freeway in order to keep the hiway patroll away from me,there where like six to eight freeway acsident from tahoe to marin,leave kevin alone,so when I saw my k-love injuring themselfs for me I stoped driving,,,THATS FOR REAL!!!!,it was crazy for a while there,

so we kinda have it togeather now my fame has changed greatly,people are a lot nicer to me,not kid gloves or kissing my grits ,,,,,just nice ya know,chicks dont tease me anymore that stoped like two years ago,,people arnt negitive to me and there more like"hang in there kevin""we'll get ya there man"are just a few,, so thats cool "thats the way to start"

ya see ya just gotta look close I've done some cool things because of forighn ocupation the slaughter in somolia is much less the ships are getting through and it kinda calmed down the situation over there ,for even a little while is lives saved and closer to NEGOTIATIOS!!.

I was thing about some budist things I learned yesterday,that,,,"what you did ten years ago is unfolding right now and what your doing now will unfold ten years from now"I belive it's Nicherin Diashonin,,,so thats a lot of ten yers preperation spent on the same thing,,,ROCK STAR!!!! all unfolding almost at one time,all thoes years spent ,the women in the park in saslsalito that said in ear shot of me"whats he gonna do without his guitar,he cant stop playingh!" to her friend,,,thies little words of keep goin man,I grew up near and with everyone  thats marin for ya,and I remember allways telling mself if I make it I have to make it big especialy here in marin,,,I'll show em,,,well the world gotta go dont really feel well but good day alson grocerys from mom,yea better day,

peace in everyone,, 

I tryed youtube again,second blog today
Now Playing: waited like an hour and a half for it to download
got half of it down loaded and now I'm out of time ,have an important doc appt for percasets, so it wont just down load half so I gotta try again when I have some time,yea wast of like two hours,oh well you all got to here from me anyway I think I'll try myspace next time,equipments slow.peace in everyone by,by,high sweety I dont feel good now,darn computers!

good afternooon everyone! weird morning
Now Playing: got on the bus"calling on you angel"on the radio,oh yea!

first time I noticed the "Kelly Klarkson"vidio,"kevins in the wrong place" thats cool,see thats what cool is, yea,how much longer you think everyone this is gonna take?I got a "Pink Floyd" moment a little while ago a us coast gaurd helicopter flew directly over my head(A big one) I thought for shure they where gonna say on tyhe meghaphone"you yes you ladi,stand still"they knew it was me for shure,this being involevd with the court makes me nervous,constantly on my mind.

my practice sessions are going tremendiously well,I was just really tearin it up on guitar and harmonica last night.getting back in practice,it's cool to have what I imagined in my headf as a teenager to become reality in my music,thats just what I wanted it to sound like,heavy,deep,philisophical,skilled,lagitament, I'm beliving my bass palyer would also be a frount man in his/or hers own right,I dont feel good my neck hurts,it's the weather,high pressure, high humitity,

I could go on and on about kevin experiences and america and places most people dont even know exist,like Yolo Bolly Wilderness,or somewhere near Indapendence,c.a.theres a creek,bitchen!!!!trout!!!horney toads,jack rabits,lava feilds,yea cool like the moon,so most of what I share is just a coupple hours in pinks life,

Tom Petty is right "the waiting is the hardest part"are we waiting years, weeks, we dont know,she said a lot sooner than you think honey" and I get a lot of soon,I've never heard soon before,so thats new,a pinch of reashurence,thats all, shes with me ya all know that right,jennifer is why I eat only organic food and kale and dandolions and,and pound myself with health the only thing I eat thats not organic is fresh usda beef and chicken."Dont you wanna glow like me?sweety" from head to toe I'm in perfect health except for my broken bones,not a scratch on me,no tattos not a one,washboard stomac,streangth head to toe,I have to stay strong or real problums I could have,I usally do like a hundred sit ups a day and twenty push ups a day,push ups are hard for me with broken coller bones,separated at my sternum,but for anything(surgery,ect)stronger is better,I usally walk about ten miles three times a month,thats kinda pushin it,I could wind up in e.r.got ta be carefull

ok I'm gonna try to set up a new e-mail and a myspace acount,I guess I forgot my pass word,I got on film me playing harmonica and guitar while singing, standing up,cool if I could get that up and I brought my c.d. with me so I know how to down load music on myspace ,I'll get back to ya all with the address latter today

peace in everyone

wow,I'll take you there,kevin loves her
Now Playing: how I woke up this morning

verry alone,in this little cheep motell room  in the sierras,I'm from marin,an hour from the beaqch and an hour from san fransico,I had a life a wife/sister a cool apartment with giant redwoods two feet from my door I made like more than a thousand dollers a week and paid six hundred dollers a week in taxes.I took amy out to dinner three nights a week,I was prestigious in my company,verry valueable,free gas a company truck,free cell phone boss paid all my bills,cash anytime I wanted it,,,,take my girl on really cool vacations,I HAD A LIFE!,,,

now here I am in this little cheep motell room ,,,alone,super freakin famous,almost cant go outside anymore,alone,,sort of theres she that loves me,why women dont even try????keep telling myself it's real,try to disprove,if I cant then it's real,  my thoughts started to become overwhelming,,music,music,so I put on "close to the eadge" "YES" the begining where Steve Howe is tuning up doing harmonics, mellow kevin,slow down,she caught me just in the nick of time thinking about my fish tank and what I should do to it,lucky theres you,ther is you,no maybe I'm crazy how could A movie star of jennifers degree love ME? theres lots of valadation for me,it's a hard place to be,I've never come across anyone that afected me like jennifer,not befor and not since,what was I missing in life ,a love like that is what!!!. 

theres a vidio on vh1,,that makes it ok to wait forever,"how much time to get a love like that?",,I think if I was wrong she would outright say it, instead I get the opisit,,,that was love /is ,somting I've never felt befor,no other movie star dose that to me only she it's not just infacuation,it's verry not like me to fall for a movie star,because I know about probaganda and fans and stalkers and tabloids,it might seem like I'm riding her fame for more fame it's not a good thing to use someone as a steping stone,,a starter wife,theres lots of pit falls there,no it's not like me to fall into that!

but,but,but, I've never felt anything like she before,never been so honered by a women before,,,

so unless I find that again,I'll be waiting for my dream girl,just to beatifull to belive shes with me!".

so I'm practising night and day and it's getting more like progresive rock to stevi ray leads and songs,just imagine kevin in that song "close to the eadge?thats where I really put myself thats what I imagine a manster band like yes,like led zepplin ,,,,I am there musicly and then some ,even at "yes" heres a tast of some of my new stuff written recently or still working on,,one for marin

                                              "China camp"

playing china camp a half a life time latter

looks like I'm playing china camp a half a life time latter

look who I found

fresh back from the east

still playing

lisithen

home again

with an expresion I knew I'd begin

do this to me

(carnival anouncer) all phycosises directed at the man with the guitar

the attention

the devoation.

looks like I'm playing china camp again

a half a life time latter.

 

I'm still working on it, kinda country "tommey" like

 heres another not quite shure if I'll use it dont want anyone to think I have an aditude,but it's all true to life,trying to take you all there.

 

sombody called me god this morning

I just bowed and walked away

sombody called me god this morning

I just bowed and walked away

I was standing on the street corner and I heard someone call my name

sometimes I cant remember,that everyone out here knows my name

sombody called me god this morning I just bowed and walked away

I was rollin down the free way,and somebody passed me by and said HEY! K

SOMEBODY CALLED ME GOD THIS MORNING

 it has smokin lead it's kinda like "Tin pan alley" "Stevi ray Vaughn"

it's hard'it's so hard,this what I'm doing,you cant even begin to imagine what it's like to keep it all togeather,keep your head on stright ,,it kills them all what I'm going through,,,it killed "John Polack"god rest his soul,and hendrix it kills"theres to much confusion,I cant get no relife" where is reality where is this lover to save my soul where is it ALL,so close YOU CAN ALMOST TASTE IT,,,but ya cant!!!!!!!!!BIG FAME LIKE NOONE EVER BEFORE,ALMOST BUT YA CANT,,,WAIT,,,WAIT,WAIT WILL SHE DATE SOMEONE IN TROUBLE,,WHY WOULD SHE,SOMEONE DISABLED,WHY WOULD SHE,ME,,REALLY ME,WE KNOW EACH OTHER REALLY WELL FALL IN LOVE WITH YOUR BEST FRIEND A GIFT BEYOND BELIVING,

MIKE GUNNING HAS SAVED MY LIFE QUITE A FEW TIMES,MY FRIEND MY ENTIRE LIFE,MOSTLY FROM ALCAHOL POISINING,SEGREMS SEVEN ONE TIME,FOUND ME PASSED OUT ON THE TRAIL OVER THE HILL TO MY HOUSE,NEVER MADE IT HOME,AND THERES MIKE EARLY IN THE MORNING SHAKING ME "GET UP KEVIN!" A COUPPLE TIMES THAT NIGHT WAS GIN A HALF GALLON THE ENTIRE THING JUST BETQWEEN ME AND MIKE,i WAS ON A SERIOUS MISSION TO LEAVE,IF YA KNOW WHAT i MEAN,YEA MIKE GUNNING HITCHIKED WITH ME,IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT,,,MIKE IS A BIG REASON WHY i'M STILL ALIVE,,,

IT WAS MIKE THAT TOLD ME TO" GET UP FROM UNDER THAT FREWWAY OVERPASS YOUR SLEAPING UNDER AND GET A JOB AT THE CARNIVAL,"YOUR NOT GONNA MAKE IT UNDER HERE KEVIN!" "THE CARNIVALS IN TOWN GO GET A JOB ,THEY SAID THEY WOULD HIRE YOU"THAT WAS THE FORTH OF JULY FAIR IN SAN RAFAELL C.A."WILL YOU TRAVEL?" YES, SO i GOT ON ONJ THE "TILT A WHIRL" ALL US STEEL ONE OF THE HARDEST RIDES TO BUILD WE CALL IT AN OFF TRUCK RIDE,LIFT IT OFF THE TRUCK AND PUT IT TOGEATHER ON THE GROUND,NO HYDROLICS JUST YOUR ARMS,US STEEL PAINTED RED WHITE AND BLUE,THE BIKERS FAvorite ride,they allways used to ask me to SPIN there old ladies,we call that clutching the ride and ya could get decked for it,the brass bushing your wearing away cost a few hundred dollers,,,but it's the ANGELS,so OK,,,it//they saved my frekin life thoes carnies,good hard work ethics,some kind of job skill they save a lot of kids like me then,saved from suiside,a family you can lift steel your worth somting,you can barker a buck from someone,your worth somting,we all watch out for each other in a way, the bikers in Corning c.a. also saved my ass,a few times,I wont forget it ,EVER! I tell all my kids,these things(the god father to millions of children) there is a place for everyone ya just gotta find it,,

it's quite a life it's a real benifit to share it with everyone,it's REAL AMERICANA!!!,not maney people brave enough to travel like that,it's not,,,brave enough,, tanasity is fear with no choise"it dosent happen verry offten,and live to tell the tale,,

to come up from the street like I have,I walked out my parents door after a fight with my7 step father who was drunk at seventeen years old,with no money,no wallet,no I.D.,on idea of get a job,no 0ne taught me anything,the police told me I had two choises,I could go to an orphanage till I was eighteen or I could just walk away,I walked away, at some point through teenage alcahiolisum I got a job as a dish washer at denneys,then the carnival then laberor,then the carnival again,then construction,then the carnival again then an aprentise electrician job the an aprentise plumber job then a plumbing aprentiship(while never giving up obn my guitar) then jorneyman plumber,then always the boss or I dont take the job,then plumbing division supervisor,then break my neck twice at work,the first time I was drilling out a house boat in salsalito c.a. 2/9,16 big holes with a milwakey hole hog,like a right angel drill,strong enough to break youtr arm!!!,i was down on one knee,drilling and the drill bit hit a nail and I was to tired to do what I was doing,,,emergency calls all night! my neck tryed to take the blow when the drill kicked instead of my /broken sholder,it snaped like nine vertabra in exactly half,frount to back,then Iaftyer a lot of valumes,mothers little helper ,they where tring to get my mussels to relax they all snaped,I couldnt strech my arms in frount of me,wouldnt bend at the elbow,,,carear OVER!!right thern and there,snap my mind,snap I'm gonna lose my girlfriend,I cant work, but I dont give up,,I tryed to go back to work here in tahoe plumbing "kirkwood "ski resort in thirty feet of snow,,foolish workaholic,,I went to a job in kings beach and broke my neck again,hit my head on the header of a door,jamed my allready broken neck backwards,knocked myself out shatered two teeth I hit my head so hard,cracked my skull,I woke up having a seizer,shaking, spiting out peices of my teeth,    I got up (a frekin mirical) but I dont give up'

I dont give up!!I started pounding my legendation and my guitar playing,drove across the country and played my guitar at every freakin truck stop in the country,,I dont think I missed one!!!!,I kept traviling playing guitar for my likfe,I played in Burlington Vermont,at the park"""LISITHEN TO WHAT i CAN DO VERMONT"theyn triped on it I got filmed on a t.v. camera,live I think,someone shared it with the world,I think,,,,,,,thank you STEVE,THANK YOU STEVE,THANK YOU STEVE<<<<

that really needed to happen to me ,one good god dam thing,thank you steve he dose clean water documentrys with federal funding,I told hiom he could use my music for background music in his films,did he I dont know,

I dont give up!!!!!!!! so thoes are good traites that might make a movie star fall for me,dont ya think,kevin loves her, she has saved my life also maney times.

I must admit I'm a little scared I didnt think I'd get this famous and still be poor,,,shaken but not stired!!!yea shaken,,, so I just try to keep my head on stright,and wait,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, and just stay me that atracted SHE!

yes ,god bless mike gunning,I hope the fames not screwin ya up mike,I have to have a real friend,for my own sanity they say you dont need my phone number,thats meaning a good thing,I'll be around.

peace in everyone,,I'll be around.

oh have ya fixed Darfur YET!!!!!!! no whats the delay???????? it gets the tide from me,go home and close the door cant tell if it's day or night.peace world get it togeather,,for our kids,we all have them!!!!!

good morning sweetheart,oh jezz !your so beatifull
Now Playing: I saw a "Marly and me "preview this morning

in the uncut version of "Marly and me"jennifer says in the pool scean "I'm in love with kevin o'connell,I wonder if it went on the big screen I'll have to rent it and see,better check it out everyone,answers to your questions,

did you see the elderly women on t.v. I think it was channel two or four,she said "I just hope to live long enough to see kevin marry jennifer aniston,,,so cool thank you,

hey thanks "Celtics" yea putting cardboard in my tennis shoes for the holes in them where wearing away my socks,promotes bolth of us at the same time ,,,cool thanks,I was doing that only last year,ya see there watching me,!  "I'll be there for you when the band starts to form""Friends,,,get it yet everyone,I was thinking not a better drummer than "John Bonames"son god bless" John Boname"arnt we all glad kevin dosent like alcahol?

hey yipi I got credit!!first time ever,five hundred buckaroos,thanks to us bank,because I have direct deposit,two dollers intrest for every twenty dollers loned,hey thats not bad intrest achually,good choise of bank hu? and two new us bankes opened in marin county,,,ya know what I mean "gyco owner? how that steel mill in Isreal doing?well I hope did you really give me twent five in intrest in that steel mill?I saw that on t.v.

so I went to probation again and got tested again,oh my god I dont think I've ever held it that long before,really bad for your blader,start leaking after a while,construction workers get that a lot, so I didnt even ask if there was t.h.c. in it but it didnt come up at my last court date,so I just asume,I thought it stayed in your blood for months at a time" probation did ask if I got my medical marjuana strightned out,I told him I'm still working on it,just need a note from my treating phycian,she gives me oxycodone,percasets,then about every two months or so I get shot with dilata and toradol,thats like disighner herion,it dosent get stronger than that,down for three days,cant get out the door, I'm on a good streek I got picked up by the tahoe ambulence about three days befor I got arrested,throwing up in my aprt,in the ambulence,in shock!!!!from so much pain,ya see a peice of bone in my neck moves and pushes on my brain stem and WHAM!!!!!it's like your computer crashing,all info gone,cant think cant see cant here,so it is a terminal disease ,,because I dont have the millions of dollers to fix it,I need someone that loves me to take care of me and a live in nurse or I'll die in the body cast,with a halo screwed in to my skull, the nero sergon said I cant be suffering from any kind of depresion or I'll never recover from the surgery,then a year or two of phycical therapy,,,,,ya see everyone it's a long road to recovery,

next month is when we hash out the medical marjuana with notes from my docters,

and then I'll try youtube again,I've been playing so well these past few days I'm thinking I should put up somthing really amazing the stuff that no one else in the world can play,and thats a fact jack!!!!,no one I've ever seen or heard,dont worry I dont have an aditude problum,jennifer wouldnt like that,,,,I'm still me just like my fan base asked"dont chang kevin we love you just the way you are,",I wont let it go to my head

 

hey will someone give "Mike Gunning in cambridge mass my phone number"?(530)318-6431 please dont call unless your mike or jenn or have a really good reason,,thank you

are ya laughing Mike? I am finnaly, hu man, how maney years watching kevin dreaming man how maney years about time hu?,cant party got to practise,yea I'm gonna be a rock star mikefucen finnaly thirty seven years of practise and thirty eight years on harmonica,I'm thinking about getting fixed at "Bringinghams young womens memorial hospital"I mean thats where they make docters hu?Boston!! I was there with an okulskey who came out of it wonderfully,wow what a well run establishment the best hospital I've ever seen and belive you me I've seen quite a few,that hospital smokes marin gen.....I'll be around mike thanks for saving my life all thoes times,,,,I'll be around I won't forget about ya man,I can hardly go out my door on the weekends any more,people get to excited it gets me kicked out of bussiness I'm at.

how about this I'm not gonna teach how to treat a rock star in marin thats my home town,I'll teach how to treat a rock star in tahoe,sorry about the mess,like stewi says in family guy"what did we learn?" this town is perfect for that torist to see what happens when you dont treat him correctly,theres not enough locals to afect my fan base if they try they get taught from like twelve billion people,mostly drunks in a stateline town anyway,or gambiling addicts,or people with to much self importants,

YOUR TAHOE, NOT MARIN!!!!!!!!so be nice to me we dont want to lose any more airplanes,do we?? I was trudging through the snow in a blizerd two days ago,,nothing I should have to do,one slip on the ice and I die!!! so ya got a lot of destruction for that ,nothing I can do about it I've been SAINTED, the saint dosent die.period!!!!!everyone else dose,read about being a saint woppi goldberg dont just GUESS use your brain,theres a lot I can do with my sainthood that I'm not doing .like have twelve dicipels for one thing,theres maney other ways I can use my sainthood that I havent had the time to investigate yet,I can DOLE POWER TO PEOPLE,LIKE MIKE GUNNING,,hey mike ever get the feeling your being used by polititions to gain a political standing?track layer and a carnival worker,,dont worry they do that,find some hard working americain befrend them,get that connection going,hard working americain and me a politition,,,,you all know I'm joe the plumber right,,,kevin joseph o'connell, joseph joe the plumber I mean du!I laughed when they tryed to cover it up,and claim it was someone else,the polititions use my speaches that I write some word for word like John Kerry for exampel,are you guys sapposed to pay for that,,,oh I'm shure they have, I mean there polititions setting a good exampel by doing the right thing,,,,,,,

so belive it or not heres my remedey for DARFUR!!!!!! ready,,,,WAR!!! destroy all Darfurs polititions,how dare they have the adasity to allow there country to become the worlds embaressment,so tear the place up make it such a problum for the world that they cant just sit back and watch,,,that land and positon must be good for somthing a good base for russia,maybe considering Africa is going to become it's own world power like america,might be nice to have a base allready there hu?,what better place,no one wants it it seems,,,,,,

YOU WILL ACHIVE HAREMBEE AFRICA IN MY LIFE TIME!!!!!!!!

harembee for thoes that dont know is that" all become one" a new super power born by kevin,I will keep pounding the issue and keep trying to piss someone off about Darfur!!!!!,

oh by the way president Obama you should lay off the rich for awhile and do somting worth a shit and stop forighn subsadaris from working tax free in OUR COUNTRY,,theres all the money you need right there just change the stupid law,it is a stupid law,all the money you need right there in frount of your faces,ther NOT gonna pack it up and leave america,like Disneys gonna leave america YEA RIGHT!!!!! most dont know that Disney is owned by INdia and operates in our country virtuallty tax free,a middel class bussiness man pays more in taxes than frikin Disney!!!! FIX IT NOW!!!! you to mitsubishi pay up chucks!!!!!

well gota go getting hungrey and getting a headace from typing,thats why ya dont get much it causes me PAIN  to blog.

so fix it up right mr.Obama I have great faith in you!!!!!!!you can do more than any other president because your the FIRST!!!people lisithen to you mr.Obama,go up in history WELL!!!!!!!

peace in everyone kevin loves all of you even though it may not seem so somtimes, pain and stress theres a lot of each for me!!

"this is ground controll to major tom"
Now Playing: "it's all right we know where you've been" "pipeline"

I'll take you there,I almost got ya all there yesterday,where I am right at that moment as this monsrosity of fame ,poor alone in the population,like I discovered maney years to soon,

to be pink,I stick my thumb in my moulth because,my evil step father soaked my hands in tabasco sause to get me to quit sucking my fingers,so my thumb,.

yea thats me pink,some of that is there to show me what to avoiD,like pink! PINKS NOT AROUND ANYMORE ,LIKE AT THE PIANO SMOKING HASH AND YA CANT REMEMBER YOUR LAST DATES NAME,THE GIRL IN PINKS HOTEL ROOM SO,JUST NOT THERE THIS ALIANATION THATS BEYOND BELIFE,....

SOMETIMES IT GET'S LIKE THAT LIVING ONLY IN YOUR OWN HEAD ya gotta keep check to make shure your not alianating yourself ,for me it's always different,because I've never been befor theres only one me,this is new ground no ones been here befor....

I think my wife should be my equell,that means my swweetheart jenn need to be as honered as me as rich or richer than I will be,so I constantly promote jennifer aniston,in the words of Bob Dylan"if I dont make it ya know my babby will!"so now she has to handel as well as I do or better,she dosent have that hands on experience that I do,living the way I have,streets for fifteen years,well thats traviling also,but women have an intuition men dont have and maybe that makes it a little easeyer,less pit falls,I hit them all,men take hits better,..

handeling monsterious fame I'm talking about ,befor jenn met me probably hundreds of thousands knew her,now THIRTEEN BILLION people know who she is,IT'S NOT NORMAL FAME TO LOVE KEVIN,it's monsterious fame like no other women in the world!!,,every window,someone looking every car,every soul on earth all the time(I was on the bus about to go across the bay bridge in s.f. and there where two cabies pulled over right befor the bridg, with there right blinker on,,,"where tracking you they said" all the way there there was someone watching,timing,counting, oh I need to thank
THE V CLUB" THEY FORMED A V IN THE WAKE OF TWO POWER BOATS AS i WAS CROSING THE BAY BRIDG,,,i HAVE A POST CARD IN MY PLACE,,,IT'S A KIDS CLUB,,WANA DONATE????

i MEAN fame!!!!!!!!

SO SHE IS AS TALENTED AN ACTRESS AS i AM A MUSICIN A BETTER SPELLER, SHE GETS AWARDS, i GET REWARDED IN BILLIONS OF FACTIONS OF RESPECT,,,

ITY'S KINDA ABOUT 'there lisithing"   maybe I have good advice on how to rebuild a civilization,,,,there lisithning is the important part!!!",,and right away they know who loves kevin,yes in seconds,,,all the movie stars are more famous because of me,the numbers went huge,but mostly the ones I talk about because"WHY DOSE THIS PERSON HAVE OUR KEVINS ATTENTION?"thirteen billion people turn there head and look

if I talk on my website about a prticuler p[erson(George cloney,for exampel,hint hint,) and theres real justifacation and it's a good idea,like what am I going to do with these two places bolth diferent countries,,,,,,

DARFAUR #1  and New Orleans #2

so I'm now trying to help George Cloneys mission,I need a map to take a closer look at the geography,like making the GAZA STRIP,FARM RICH!!!do it! so I'll keep talking about Darfur and then at the dinner tabel you'll all start talking about Darfur,then I'll throw some ideas out there,then so will all of you,,,,you all fallow my train of thought,your so linked to me all forms of media,the phycology in that is pretty intence,you are constantly thinking "is kevin ok"...so after talking about Darfur for a while new charitys will spring up,entapaners will start being generious with new fondations,,,and first and fore most it will more get the us.goverments attention,,and thats really the bigest step public outcry to powerfull goverments,,,

Darfur is an embarassment to the world,to us as humans,,it's everybodys problum,,the rich and the poor alike,how can we claim where civalized while that situation exist,I ask you mr.Obama 

so I wanted to make shur I got thaT DOWN ON TYPE.

ONE OF MY SAINT HOODS IS THE SHITES IN THE MIDDLE EAST,THEY WORSHIP THE SAINT THAT FEEL NO PAIN,,THATS WHAT i'M TOLD,i SAW IT ON CNN.   i'VE BEEN TOLD THAT POPE JOHN SACTAFIDE ME,i KNOW WHEN i WAS A TEEN AGER INDIA BLESSED ME,THATS A FACT PLUS A MASTER MUSCIAN,BUT IT'S BIGGER THAN MUSIC AND ENTERTAINMENT,,, TO STOP DOING THE POLITICAL SAVE THE WORLD THING,AND BE IN LOVE AND JUST PLAY MUSIC FOR EVERYONE THATS MY GOAL,

i WOULD BELIVE THAT "bafalow soldger is a saint hood as well,FROM bOB mARLY AND jAMACA AS A WHOLE,i GOTA TAKE A BREAK AND SMOKE A CIGERET,,,IT'S PRETTY INTENCE BEING ME ,THIS PLACE IS GETTING REALLY CROWDED,LIKE THIRTY PEOPLE IT MIGHT BE TIME TO GO i DONT WANT TO START A RIOT JUST TRYING TO GET A CUP OF TEA,"rOD" BUT i WANTED TO START USING "eLTON jHON"  "HONKEY TONK CHATAUE"one of my all time favorit records"rocket man"  I"I think I'm gonna kill myself"one of my all time favorit songs"I have written a few of thoes myself sir elton,"if ya wana keep me alive" and bridget bardow has to come and see me every night"dont die!!it's kinda a movie stars job!"  thank god for them,ciggeret crowds building,,peace in every one maybe more latter,

 

 

 

it seems my e-mail has disapeard ,2nd blog today
Now Playing: IT also seems my youtube account has disapeard

I dont really have the patience for this,wrong pass word,wrong,user name,I give up!!! this computer thing is for you kids,sorry bout the fustration,no vidios!it's not worth my fustration,I'll let ya know if some day I find someone that can help me,and considering everyones afraid to come near me(for fear of accedental fame )it probably wont be ,,,,

I HATE COMPUTERS,,TRULY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!