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wow! this vidio camera is like a computer all on it's own,I've been studing the directios,and learning it will take some time to get it all down I just discovered theres a wide angel movie mode,so I'm learning,quickly,because it's somting I want to photograph memory,my subconsious decides what gets photographicly memorized,I kinda have to program it into my brain what to memorize,so .thats about that.
I got about a hundred songs written and memorized but a lot of them are written for eletric guitar,just like Bettoven,,,it's all up here,in my head,so the electric guitar stuff dosent get played out because I dont have an electric guitar,but it's all allready written in my head,all the rock opra stuff,every shot and every stage setting for partialy interactive stage shows,like you see in "The wall",each a different theam,each city gets a different scean from my rock opra that will compeat with "Tommey"from the Who,or the next level,
lofe was insaine back when I was a child a twentyfour seven emergency situation all the phyciatrist say I should have gone insain by the age of ten,,,my recent phyciatrist tells me it's a commen phycosis to think your the "one!"A LOT OF PEOPLE SUFFER FROM THINKING WISING THEY WHERE ME,WOULDNT THAT BE NICE BE KEVIN WITHOUT GOING THROUGH ALL THAT HELL,A LOT OF PEOPLE! suffer to think there me,,,even in court they said"what we have here is the real kevin o'connell" I think they where being sarcastic thinking I'm bipolar and not the real kevin,just another sufferer from that phycosis,it's hard for it to get real for them,because ya know how could it be,how could you be the real kevin oconnell,the real kevin oconnell must be RICH!!!,what with all that promoation,that this person in frount of me runs the united nations and stops war,this stupid hippi that just got in troubble,while in court they asked if there was anyone here for you?ya know like the media or movie stars or some polititions maybe,,,"no one here to save you hu?"that there wasent valadated for there own minds thaT i'M NOT THE REAL KEVIN OCONNELL JUST ANOTHER IMPOSTER, A LOT OF PEOPLE JUST DONT PAY ATTENTION!!! A lot of these people I deaL WITH DONT EVEN WATCH T.V. LIKE THE PHYCOLIGIST i SAW IN JAIL,THEY DONT WATCH T.V. THEY LIVE IN THE DESERT"CARSON CITY PROBABLY,HOW COULD YOU BE A PHYCOLIGIST WITHOUT WATCHING T.V. AND NOT BEING AWARE OF AMERICAS SITUATION,AND KEVIN i THINK THATS VERRY CONTRARY TO BEING A PHYCOLOGIST,MY NECK HURTS.
OH,IN THE LADIES NEW MOVIE"hE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU" THERES A GUINNESS POSTER IT'S THE SAME ONE THATS IN ALL THE "fRIENDS"EPISODES,,,,,,,,,,,NO ONE GOES IN MY APARTMENT,i MEAN NO ONE,AND i JHAVE A GUNNESS POSTER AS WELL,A DIFFERENT ONE,THE ONE WITH THE OSTEREGE SAWALLOWING THE PINT GLASS OF BEER,AND A POLICE MAN WAVING TO THE OSTERAGE TO STOP,,,,GET IT EVERYONE.
THE FIRST SCEAN IS THAT POSTER,THE SECOND SCEAN IS AN ACTOR,TRYING TO PUSH SOMTING DOWN HIS TROUGHT,,,GET SEE IT,THAT MEANS THAT IT'S JENNIFER THATS WATCHING ME,NO ONE KNOWS i HAve that poster,or the entertainment industry as a whole they keep telling me "your not alone kevin" boy I see them all the time whenever I walk out my door the trafic picks up,people to see"the one"there all there all the time,movie stars pop stars rock staRS,AND EXUTIVES,i CAN ALWAYS TELL THE EXECUTIVES,THEY PUSH SOMTING NO ONE ELSE CAN OR DOSE,THEY JUST LOOK INTELIGENT,YA KNOW YOU CAN TELL A BUSSINESS MAN EVEN WHEN HE'S ON VACATION.
A RECORD EXEC SAT DOWN AT MY COFFIE TAbel one day,and said"how maney c.d,s have you sold kevin"(he knew my name)I told him about three hundred out of my hand(theres three hundred"back from somewhere" c.d.,s,that are hand sighned,)the exec said"did you know that they burn twenty to fifty thousand copies of every c.d. you sell!!" wow really he said"do the math",that was like two years ago,theres a lot more now,and how many t.v.s are there in america,now cauculate how many read kevin implications,when ya get there,you can start to cauculate how many countries get americain t.v.,then how many countries get vh1 vidios,then caculat how many people get the internet,(even in tibet)then cacul;ate how many of them read my blog,thats the world wide web,not america,japan gets this blog first,they have faster computers then possably america next,but japan gets it first I'm told(OH! THERES THREE,COUNT THEM ONLY6 THREE C.D.S OF MINE,A COLLECTERS ADDITION,OF HAND DRAWN C.D. COVERS,SAME MUSIC ONE IS PEN AND INK ONE IS PASTELL AND INK AND THE OTHER ONE IS WATER COULER,,,ONLY THREE,ALL DIFFERENT,,,i WANTED SOME OF MY FANS TO HAVE SOMTING SPECIAL,SO HANG ON TO THOES AN AMERICAIN ICONS PAINTINGS ARE WORTH A FORTUNE!!!!!.
BUT EVEN WITH ALL THAT VALADATION i STRUGGEL TO STAY UP LIFED,i LIVE ALONE,PHYCICLY i'M ALONE ALL THE TIME,i STAY AWAY FROM PEOPLE ESPECIALY SINCE i GOT BEAT UP RECENTLY,AND THROWN IN JAIL,THE GUY ALMOST GOT BUSTED FOR HITTING A PEDESTRIAN IN A CROSS WALK SO HE TURNED IT AROUND ON ME KEEPING ME AWAY FROM MY BACK PACK SO i COULDNT REACH FOR MY CELL PHONE TO CALL 911,HE WAS A LOT BIGGER THAN ME AND ON SPEED OR SOMTING A VERRY SCARY INDIVIDUAL,HE PUNCHED ME AND HAD ME ON THE GROUND THE GUY WAS GONNA KICK ME IN THE FACE,i WOULD HAVE WON IN JURY TRIAL,,,,SO YES i'M FEELING VERRY ALONE,VERRY DEFENCELESS,JUST WAITING FOR SOME HORRIBAL THING TO HAPPEN TO ME AGAIN.
HOW i WONDER ALWAYS DO THE MOVIE STARS AND ROCK STARS SHOW UP WHERE EVER i AM,,THANKS GUYS AND GALS,,,WHEN i WAS IN VERMONT THEY WHERE IN VERMONT,WHEN i WAS IN CHICAGO ILLINOISE THEY WHERE IN CHICAGO..THEY SAID "YOU DONT HAve to come to us anymore kevin now we come to you"see this townthinks I'm here because of them not visa versa,"dont harrass our movie stars,it's pure arogence,these are my peers,my friends and family when I leave they will leave,thats why they keep trying to keep me here,the movie stars spend money,get the movie stars in tahoe then get rid of kevin basicly,I've been watching this situation for a long time ,people pushing on me that I'm not allowed to leave tahoe,,..I used to empty union square when people wernt being nice to me""ok everyone leave no more spending"and there they go all the sudden stars staRT TO LEAVE IN AN HOUR THERE ALL GONE,UNION SQUARE IN S.F. LOSES MUTIPULL MILLIONS OF DOLLERS WHEN i DO THAT,,
i WOULD LIKE TO REITERATE THAT sAN fRANSICO GOT AND LEArned how to treat me in like two weeks time,no one kisses my ass there just nice to me no one trys to beat me up,,,so here I've been in tahoe for three years still waiting for them to get there act togeather,people say mean sht to me all the time,,,,,so no offence or anything ya gotta FIGURE FROM S.LAKE TAHOE ALL THE WAY TO CHICAGO IS PROBABLY THE LEAST EDUCATED PEOPLE IN AMERICA,PROBABLY,,,THOES SMARTIES STAY IN THE CITYS WHERE THE MONEY IS!!!!, A MILLION OF YOU ARE HOOKED ON COCAIN ACORDING TO NEWS WEEK,SO ACHUALLY THERS MORE THAN THE SURVAY SAYS,THEN ADD ALTIMERS DISEASE FROM DRINKING,,THE SMARTEST PEOPLE IN OUR COUNTRY ARE OUR CHILDREN THATS WHY i TOLD mILEY SHE HAS THE MOST POWERFULL FAN BASE,OUR KIDS,THATS ACHUALLY MY FAN BASE,AS WELL.
LIFE REALLY KINDA SUCKS RIGHT NOW HOPEFULLY IT WILL GET BETTER,OR EMBARESING THE POLITIONS THAT KEVIN STOPS WAR BETTER THAN ANYONE,THAT IT CAnt stay underground any longer,cant take credit for my negotiations,any more,they dont out right claim it but ignoring me is an aspect of clameing my fame for themselfs,my negtiations,call it what you will,I mean they must be paying attention to me I just cost Russia quite a few billion dollers with that Somolia thing,,,,,,whats next is
MEXICO!!!!boy there lisithning to me big time,ya know what mexico is doing my friends????there becoming a part of the united states of america forcing your hand you can do noting else but help mexico fight off the drug cartells that5s why there being so ferice,the cartell members must belive that there sacrafice is worth mexico intro into the us,thats welfair for all thoes mexicain mothers and the revanue we recive from mexico will add a tidy sum to our countys financial problums,do you see it!!!!america has to go there and help,has to,no choise tyhey forced your hand if america is there in that aspect we might as well help inagrate them it's the ONLY WAY,to safe gaurd america,,thery know what there doing my friends yeseri,.
the next song I'm working on right now is "matchbox full of butterfly wings"its picking, peacefull,kinda jimmi hendrixie,lot of cord changes,,I gota go home now cant type any more or I'll be in pain,
PEACE IN EVERY ONE,,GET BETTER SOON AMERICA!!!!!!!!
