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" you where caught in the cross fire of childhood and stardom,come on you object of far away laughter,come on you stranger,you legend,you martyer,and shine!" "pink floyd"
I'm told I am in the book of maryters,it would be I sappose,thats an acient book,mostly you dont get there unless your dead!!!!
so I had a really bad morning woke up in pain,that really sucks when that happens,it kinda puts a bleak out look o0n your day,,,so at least I realized uit and worked on changing it,,,considering it is such a beatifull day outside,so I slapede on some "Pink Floyd" a c.d. that someone walked up to me and handed it to me,it's got" welcome to the machine" on it.."k,s" machine,,,it's really empowering to lisithen to that,cause it's me,ya know it's a reminder of what I really am,then I walk out my door and there in the sky,north, soulth, east and west are the slash marks on my left forearm,it's like wham!!!! the monster!!,"do you think you can tell kevin,heaven from hell,blue skys from pain,do you think you can tell,kevin,"
it's been a long road you folks have no idea just what I've been through,all the times when noone sees me I'm somewhere under some overpass,trying to find that towns food bank,have faith,keep playing,we love you kevin,dont die!!!,keep going ,it's a really difacult thing to instill that in someone,it really dose take a villege to raise a "ONE" theres a line in one of my songs,"I walked for miles underneath blue stars" to be someone that loves me and watch that,dont interfear,it takes time ,you cant rush legendation,,there blue man, without them the movie stars,the rock stars,the down the road folk musicains,I would not have made it,"your not alone kevin" " Cant ya see where all in a world of confusion with not ENOUGH ONES TO GO ROUND!"no it's not worth it!" I ,I cant explain thoes memorys maybe there an added couler to my life but,come on, my skull xray dosent look human,"when?could be any day now kevin"and another year rolls by,.
I keep thinking that ity happened one at a time ,fans I mean,but then I start thinking about it ,,,I was ment to be!" so enameys befor I was born,born into ATTACK!" and thats for REAL,imagine the goverments that dont want a one to be?thinking"this tiney little child will grow up to rule the world,have so maney loved ones that he controlls OUR population!kill!' no one you can blame,nonthing obvious,but it's more than a coincidence that your lifes been so rough,I remember seeing sonme political implication on the bush seinior inaguration,breaking neck somthing,,,oh dont say that kevin,I see what I see,I'm dead honest,now ya know where that term came from,
A "ONE!" protected in every way possable ,sainted,three times,rockstar,folk guitarest,politicaly protected,slowly but shurly,there always the last,I should have diplomatic imunity!!! I mean lets get real,I dont harm anyone I'm just dead honest and it gets me troubble,the wisitel blower of all wisitel blowers, wheres my political protection,how did that guy get to punch on me?,
so ya see theres no need for jelousy,because no one gets here,you'll die dont even try,to stay alive like me you would need everything I have ,the movie stars,'ALL OF THEM" and the rock stars ALL OF THEM!"and I live in cronic pain,theres not much reason to stick around,,,,,,,,except for THEM!!!and maybe all my dreams will come true and some day I might say it was worth it!" SHE!" PLAYS THE BIGEST ROLL IN THAT,REALLY THATS TYHE ONLY THING TO BE WORTH IT! JENN! IS THAT TO MUCH PRESSURE,THEN YA GOTA THINK ABOUT THAT, AM i NOT BEING FAIR?"
IT CAN BE NO ONE AND NOTING AND IT CAN BE EVERYTHING AT THE SAME TIME<<<<"aREOSMITH"LIVING IT UP WHILE i'M GOING DOWN!" ALL THJE WAY DOWN TO JAIL!
i'S NOT EASY BEING ME!
SO i'LL TRY YOUTUBE AGAIN....PEACE IN ,,,,hurry up!!!!
