Now Playing: woke up to thoughts of you and "Traffic"great album
"the man you shot dead with a gun that dosent make any noise"
"the low spark of high heeld boys"
Curt Copaining you will be,,
lot of thoughts this morning and last night,yesterday seemd to be an emotianal roller coaster or was it the day befor,the radio dose that to me,cause it reminds me thats me,my situation,my love afair,brown haired handsom man" thats ME!!put me in coach I'm ready to play this GAME"
yesterday walking home was cool everybody paying attention to me and smiling and throwing happy things,there where the three lines in the sky,(vapor trails) like the "Duracell comercial)the locater,and they all end at me walking down the street,KEVIN!!,,thats love man!!!
so heres some thoughts to share about what it's like to be me,and this WILL be written into a song for jennifer,gota work it out.
it could happen any day now,I tell myself and play on another day
people pointing at me,"thats O'connell",,,,"we see why she loves you kevin"
climbing everyday more,one more step,stair,rung of the ladder
love my girl as cool as can there be,dark shades and radient beauty
I play for my girl as cool as can there can be,so play on an wait for it to break
imagine the subway tunnels and people spray painting my name
sit in this little room and play greatness for the privlege of my name in the subway tunnels,play devoation for the honer,for them,that paint my name
it could happen any day now
when love steps through the door
I play for my girl as cool as can there be
with dark shades and radient beauty,my note rings with a purness of soul that matches she
with dark shades and radient beauty,as cool as can there be....
I'm eating hot oats with rasins noticing the sound of the traffic flying by my apartment,the fame somtimes draws your attention to what once seemed like minor things in the world,now become of great importance,like the feeling of early morning,with traffic going by my window,a movment from unknown to world famous,I'm right in the middle of"turn the page",,that moment ,,,write about it!!!!,,,
ya know like I discovered my fame to soon for my own safety
ya know WHO TOLD ME i WAS FAMOUS,HOW I DISCOVERED THAT IT REALLY WAS ME????hmmmm?
I was sitting in my car hiding in the redwoods,sleeping in my car out there,and I just got out of the shower,quarter showers there,cool place,and was sitting in my car getting things togeather and lisithning to the radio,and I was lisithning to "ALICE"""" and the d.j. said on the radio mind you ,,"kevin you left your toothbrush on the floor in the bathroom" what!!!<I thought I was halusanating(this is the first time mind you),,,he said somting again about leaving somthing on the floor ,,,I had to check to make shure I wasent crazy!!!and shure enough theres my tooth brush on the floor in the bathroom,,,whooo,YESERI MIND TRIP ,so after a while I started getting used to everything being directed at me in paticuler,,,then I bought a t.v. oh then things really got weird,,
THANK YOU "ALICE"IN THE BAY AREA
SO IT'S WEIRD,,,SHE KEEPS ME HERE YA KNOW, EVERY MORNING WHEN i WAKE UP GUESS WHOS ON MY MIND TELLING ME IT'S GONNA BE OK,i REALLY DO,DONT WORRY,,,,i HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR SOME ONE TO PLAY A GAME ION PITICULER AND IT ONLY HAPPENED ONCE AND THEN IT WENT AWAY REALLY QUICKLY ,,,,,THAT NO GIRL WILL GO OUT WITH OR TALK TO YOU AS LONG AS YOU OBSES ABOUT JENNIFER,,,THATS THE DARK SIDE,THE UGLY GAME PART,YOU HAVE TO SEE THESE THINGS FOR WHAT THEY REALLY ARE,THAT WOULDNT STOP WOMEN FROM WANTING TO DATE ME,i COULDNT WALK DOWN VENTURA BLD.ANYMORE,CROWDS FALLOW ME IN S.F. A SMALL CITY IN COMPARISON,,,
WHAT IT IS IT SEEMS TO ME IS A RESPECT FROM AMERICAIN WOMEN TO JENNIFER,,(i"M A GUY i REMIND YOU),,,THIS IS HOW i CHOOSE TO SEE IT,IT'S ALSO A RESPECT FOR ME,CAUSE GETTING TEASED SUCKS,ESPECILY BY THOUSANDS OF WOMEN,"WILL YOU MAKE ME A MODEL KEVIN""MAKE ME FAMOUS KEVIN""i WANT TO BE A ROCK STAR ""NO"
SO THANKS LADIES THATS COOL AND i'M SHUR IT WILL BOIL DOWN TO MORE RESPECT FOR AMERICAIN WOMEN,YA KNOW THE WHOLE WORLD IS WATCHING,LADIES,,,
IT'S WEIRD WRITING LIKE THIS i NEVER USED TO,WELL i GUESS THATS NOT TRUE BUT NOT TO EVERYONE TYPING LOOKING DOWN AT THIS KEYBOARD i'M RIGHT WHERE i'M SAPPOSED TO BE ,IN MY OWN HEAD ,RICH IN LOVE AND TALKING TO MY FANS ABOUT IMPORTANT WORLD PEACE ISSUES,AND JENNS JUST GETTING COFFIE AS WHERE ON OUR WAY SOMEWHERE.
THEN i LOOK UP AND REMEMBER i HAVE AN APPT AT ONE OCLOCK,AND IT WASHES AWAY,THEN i GO OUT SIDE AND THERES MY SLASH MARKS IN THE SKY,,,IT'S HARD TO CONNECT MYSELF TO THAT SOMETIMES,i MEAN THATS BIG!,BIG LIKE NO ONE EVER<BIG!,,,
SO CHECK OUT TAHOe"""home of the rolling stone",,,thanks k-moutain.
peace in everyone more latter maybe,,shelovesmeshelovesmeshelovesme
