rock stars about privecy and movie stars about exposure,,,hers is a constant job mine is forty years of practice so that when I play for  four hours it's the event of the season,

but my fans are getting excited and becoming fans like the "Beatels" had/have fans,,,

I'ts hard to put myself in my right position,I'm having problums almost every morning lattly,lonleyness ,unsucsessfull just what is is,it's a verry SELF DEFEATING SITUATION ,SO i'M OUT THE DOOR EARLYER,GOING FOR A TEN MILE WALK TODAY,BEATIFULL DAY OUT TWO DAY.

got two organic blood orenges,a quart of soy milk a Odawalla berry smothie and two organic bannas and ,,cheat a little ,two candy bars

I was watching a Natasha Bettingfeild vidio this morning and theres "Kevin" in it and then another vidio(congradulation Natasha on getting married recently!!) then I turn on the radio nd theres "Green Day" "the speaker for califonia has the floor" "comen on like an armageden"" woh! thats so true,

so I try to click myself to the right position while sitting in my mottell room watching my own fame unfolding on national telivision,then I run through thoughts of jennifer to reashure my self,,,these things to think about in the morning is like work,,work,,,,I'll haVE TO FIND A WAY TO REMEDY MY BRAINS DESIHER TO SELF DESTRUCTWHAT WITH EVERYONE TELLING,POUNDING YOUR A LOSER TO ME ALL MY LIFE,,it becomes somting to over come to be sucsessfull

I was gonna talk about WOMEN!! have you all noticed I'm kinda pushing the line lately,with everything,,

I'm a hopless romantic..period,,when I fall for a women I go over board,ALWAYS!!!,ALWAYS,thats me a gemini,a ham totaly!!!a lover not a fighter,  .I have a hand carved statue of a sheba figure,carved in stone ,it was a gift from julies mother she said a witch gave it to her,I've been told it's real and from "angor watt" it could verry well be,the way my life is,shes beatifull,the statue,budist dress thin firm breasts,it's the women thing,,,I love women worship I cant do well in life without a women,the women in my life are by far the most important people in my life..hands down,they out rank everyone,,thoes godess that took care of me that taught me,that helped me see out my dream of being a rock star,,,julie and amy bolth always told me "your a guitar player thats just what you are kevin",,there all americain women!!! theres only three, I've only had three girlfriends in my entire life I was a virgin at eighteen,he's down the road,wont get him,I was with julie for ten years,living togeather,achually,amy for like seven years, so important to me probably more than most considering my child hood,,,the girl wher I lost everything she did that to me in four months time,,,minus thirty thousand dollers and almost left life and there was a young boy involved he was my best friend right away teaching him quantum mecaNICS,,,,,, MAN THAT TORE ME UP!! i'M LOVE YA KNOW,JENNIFER SAVED ME"FOUND ME LYING ON THE FLOOR"WITH A KITCHEN KNIFE SCREMING FUK YOU",,,ALMOST LOST ME THERE MY FRIENDS

i'M A SENSITIVE ARTIST AND  DAMAGED A LITTLE TO EASY EVEN THOUGH i "HAVE A GREAT POKER FACE" YOU HAve no idea whats going through my head,flashes of memorys of otrocitys,,,I have pretty good controll of it now,now more than befor,for shure.  

women ,women,women,a wonderfull thing,I get along well with women much better than men,as friends or whatever, abagail caplovits for exaMPLE A REAL SMART WOMEN A LAWYER BY NOW i IMAGINE,,,taught me a lot of things ,when we lived at 'STUDIO 901",,, CONSTANTLY TEACHING THE NEIBORHOOD KIDS THAT CAME OVER TO LISITHEN TO OUR BAND PLAYING,SHE WOULD WISEN THEM UP ,,NO SLAKIN IN THIS HOUSE,,LAST i HEARD SHES THE EDITOR FOR THE "NYU" NEWS PAPPER

yae where would I be with out thoes three women taking care of me,where would I be,,and taking care of the world and the life on it,there the universe,the beauty in the nebula the expansion of everything is women,,they minipulat the futcher of everything if a POLITITIONS WIFE SAYS hey!!! THE POLITITION LISITHENS BECAUSE WEATHER we rufuse to belive it or not,,WOMEN RULE THE WORLD, maybe rule isnt the right word we all share and women are to be complamented for that as well,that comes from women,,,,men are the foundation that" ALL SITS APOUN"  WE ARE THE TURTELL,WITHOUT MEN ALL WOULD LOSE IT'S CONSISTENCY,

i TRULY WORSHIP THE WOMEN i'M IN LOVE WITH,tRULY,THERE ARE NO OTHERS,,,i FEEL VERRY HONERED TO BE PRESUDE BY JENNIFER ANISTON,,,VERRY HONERED INDEED,AND LOVE BACK WITH ALL THAT i AM,

"AND YOU CAN SEE,SHES INBETWEEN EVERY LINE" "kEVIN o'CONNELL"

GOTA GO ON MY WALK NOW SWEETY,i'M IN A LOT OF PAIN TODAY,SLEPT WRONG AND PINCHING SOMTHING LEFT SHOLER MUSSELS seized!! OWW!! "WALK IT ALL OUTA ME"

PEACE IN EVERY ONE,,,WHEN DO YOU ALL THINK THIS IS GONNA BREAK FOR THE BETTER???? i'M PUSHIMG THE LINE A LITTLE BECAUSE i'M LETTING YOU ALL GET TO KNOW ME A LITTLE MORE PERSONAL,LETTING DOWN SOME OF MY GUARD,,YOUR RIGHT SWEETY SOLIDIFY.

Posted by planetyoukevin at 2:54 PM EDT
Updated: Sunday, 29 March 2009 2:57 PM EDT
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